Hey guys I decided to probably make this into a multi-chapter story! I really hope that you guys like it

THANKS TO Saga400, WolfieStar and my bff for being totally awesome!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything in the story just the plot, Adabella, and Angeal.

Tt~`Tifa`~tT

Dear diary,

Taking it one day at a time just like Zack said we would do. Well we have taken it each day at a time for five months and so far everything is going good. Each day Zack and I thank God for our twin daughters Adabella Lynn Fair and Angeal Seraphina Fair. I think that Zack gives thanks for our two unborn sons (which we just found out about!) but he has a hard time expressing it, because when ever we get back from the appointments he doesn't say anything at all. Which is kind of worrying me cause he will not touch me at all but I think that it is just because he is afraid that he will hurt the twins or me. I think that we should talk about it later, because he is trying to learn to do everything for me just incase anything happens to me. But I know that he loves them as much as I do cause he is always looking at me and smiling.

"Teef, babe can I have some help can I have some help right now?" asked my Zack from the kitchen.

Closing my diary which I have made just incase something does happen to me but Zack doesn't know about it cause he would absolutely freak out on me, but I make them so my kids will know how much I loved them just incase I am not there to prove it to them. I slowly walk to the kitchen preparing myself for the worst because it is the twins lunch time. I was glad I prepared myself cause when I walked in Zack was covered not in baby food but his food and the twins were surprisingly clean which was very odd, considering that it was usually the other way around.

"Zack, baby, what in the world happened here," I asked trying to figure on my own what could have happened.

"Well, you see I was sitting here eating and the twins were just sitting there in their chairs all lonely looking so I decided to sit closer by them. Then when I was sitting down they kicked their feet and hit my plate, which caused it to go all over me," he explained to me while smiling and looking at the twins while laughing. I took a few steps closer to them and put my finger on the food on his face and then tasted it.

"Hmm, it tastes pretty good did you make it?" I asked him. He nodded yes and I smiled happily cause obviously my cooking lessons were paying off great. Zack proceeded to clean the kitchen while I took care of Angeal and Adabella who were now headed off to their room to get their naptime in. While walking up the stairs with the twins I decided I would go back down stairs and talk to Zack after I was done with the twins. Soon I found myself at the door and I put the girls in their room and walked past Denzel and Marlene's rooms who were outside playing with their friends now that they were older now.

"Zack, what is wrong?" I asked wondering how this conversation would go.

"What do you mean Tifa," he asked looking like he had absolutely no clue in the world why I was asking him this question.

"Well you seem really distant lately did I do something wrong?" I said seeing his shoulder visibly tense meaning that he was either angry or he was trying to figure out a lie to get out of something.

"What do you mean?" he asked trying to act innocent but I knew that he knew he was in trouble because I knew him so well.

"Well," I started starting to get angry because of the way he was acting "you wont talk to me about the twins, it seems like you completely ignore the fact that I am pregnant, and you won't touch me any were near my stomach," I said as I felt the tears rolling down my face. "DO YOU NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE, AM I ASKING TO MUCH, DID I SAY SOMETHING WRONG, CAUSE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG SO THAT I CAN FIX IT!" I shouted at him cause my hormones were getting the best of me.

"TIFA, do you really want to know why I am acting like this HUH!" he said getting angrier by the moment. "I act like this cause I HATE myself for putting you in this position OK!" he said. "I am the one who got you pregnant with the twins and I don't touch you because I am afraid that I will hurt you even worse than I already have, so please just be patient with me if I can't really grasp the fact that I am the one that is basically killing you so there is nothing that you can do to really fix that," he said with this look on his face as if his heart was being ripped out of his chest and he was wide awake.

God I really hate myself right now. It absolutely killed me when he said this cause it all made sense to me. Zack always tries to take the blame for other people and he is blaming his self because he was the one that got me pregnant. I should have really known.

"Tifa, please I KNOW that I LOVE you but I am don't know if I love myself right now, but nothing in the world will ever change my feeling for you ever. So please don't think that I hate you because I never could." he said looking me in the eye.

"Baby, I am so sorry I should have know that and I am not sorry at all that I am pregnant with our children. So please don't blame your self for anything cause I am also responsible for getting pregnant. It was not just you when I got pregnant" I said to him. Then all the sudden I found myself in his arms and it seemed that all the problems in the world went away.

"Teef are you okay now? If I need to do something to prove to you that I still love you just name it because I would do anything for you. So please just say something to me," Zack pleaded to me with love in his eyes.

"Just shut up and kiss me if you really want to prove something," I said right before I went up on my tiptoes to kiss him on the lips.

After that all of the sudden I found myself in his arms laughing because Zack must of decided that I had put to much stress on myself. It happens only because he gets worried about what might happen to the twins and me. But I am okay with this cause if I could go anywhere I would just want to stay in Zack's arms for as long as I possibly could.

"You know that we still have to choose names for the twins," I told Zack. I then saw a smile stretch across his face and I had a bad feeling about it.

"Genesis and Zangan is what we should call them," he said laughing at my expression because I thought it was going to be some awful name because he does have a history of choosing weird name.

"Alright but I get to chose the middle names," I said. Thank God that he said something that we both can agree on.

Haha, I finished a second chapter of the story!

I really hope that you like it so review and tell me you ideas I love them!

Ps I have a youtube account under the same name with a Zack and Tifa video on it so go watch that and telling me your options :)