Chapter 4

As I look into the mirror that was across a marble counter in front is a frightened young girl, eyes blood red with black circles underneath, her face pale. I put a hand on my cheek; with the touch I couldn't feel warmth from my hand. Removing my palm, I couldn't see the blood rush to the surface. I knew the reason behind of not having the faint pink color in my cheeks, my heart wasn't beating I was dead. Just cold, an immortal living being that didn't have the blood or hunger like a human. Thirst for blood the only thing that was on my mind blood and more blood. Closing my eyes I held in the desire for the warmth of someone's blood lingering at my pale lips.

Hearing a knock on the door I refocused, "Bree, is everything alright?" Diego asked. With a sallow I said trying to not think of the flames coming back to the surface of my throat. I thought to myself before I answered. Self-control Bree, you can this. I know you can.

Refocusing I came back to reality.

"Yes, I'm fine." My voice sounded rough in the end of fine. There goes my plan for hiding the pain from Diego.

The door wide open he looked at me and he could see the tension. I felt a shiver go done my spine as Diego tucked a stray hair from behind my ear. "This will pass I promise." He said this in his sweet but cooling voice. It made me want to turn my bones into dust. Taking in his scent I calmed down. "I just can't keep myself in check without you." I mumbled not fully focusing on his face, afraid to see his reaction.

I have to keep telling myself that Diego was older than me. If Diego were human he would be three years older than me, I was only fifteen when Riley choose me to be part of the newborn army. In immortal terms he was only a year old. Diego was still technically a newborn but, he did know a little bit more about control. Same as the Cullen's, they were supposed to teach us both to be in control. In reality if we hadn't learnt this Jane will be ripping me to shreds. I wanted to feel every inch of him it was him that I craved. "I can't just take a bath with you Bree... I can hurt you." He said with concern. "There is no way in hell that you'd be hurting me. I'm not fragile." I said out coldly. He looked at me with a stern expression. Then it finally clicked, Diego wasn't concerned about that. He knew that I was a virgin I told him in the cave just a few days ago.

"I'm willing to go through pain if it's with you Diego." I said this with a whisper. Sincere with my decision, my mind was made up and he wasn't going to change it.

Leaning in to his body I start to kiss his lips. Sweeping over the top of the roof of his mouth, Diego starts to moan. Right then he caved in; giving up Diego disconnected his lips slightly and snuck his hand under my shirt. With this, a surge of electricity went through my body. Diego's touch is what I craved and I wanted more. Not realizing, I hissed taking in his touch. He backed away.

"We shouldn't be doing this Bree."

Diego's voice flat but with concern, Not listening I start to bit his bottom lip while capturing them with a more passionate kiss drawing blood, he tasted good too. Licking away the moist red liquid I pushed him again the wall my right hand tangled in this brown hair."You're sort of hurting me Bree, can you please loosen your grip, with the strength you can easily take my face off." He said while gasping for air. His sweet fragrance or whelmed me, the smell of mint and men's colon. He put his hand back under my shirt touching my cold flesh.

With his hand under my shirt, I could feel the 'popping' sound of my bra coming off, but that didn't stop me, I still went in full force. I gripped myself against him tighter, hoping that he wouldn't let me fall. Then his voice stopped me.

"Bree" He whispered. "Let's take this to the bed..." I was only a young virgin vampire.

"Oh my god" I shrieked. "I can't believe what's happening... Am I really doing this? Am I really having sex?" Diego chuckled, "Yes Bree," Diego said softly. "You're about to have sex. Aren't you sacred?"

"Not really." I replied. "Okay then." He said with little sarcasm. "Whatever, you prefer."

Even though he had in only my shirt and panties, his desire didn't die out. No. In fact, it only pushed us more. Using his strength, he jumped to the bed and confide from the last embrace. Taking a hold of my body and making sure I couldn't escape. We lock our lips once more and soon feel into a complete love trance .I was able to yank his shirt off during the arrangement but I couldn't get him to my level. I could see him shirtless and in boxers. As if it was so easy. His grip intensified and soon I couldn't get out of the trance. But I didn't want out. I wanted to stay in. I didn't care if he would strip me of my final clothing. I would die just by being with him naked. He was that attractive to me.

"Enjoying ourselves?" He mused around the subject, hinting at my clothes now. "I mean, no girl a human girl would have allowed me to strip her down so low like you have?"

"Just a little bit" I replied. "I didn't know that I'd be this naked with you in under an hour." Then I paused. "Damn Diego, for what it's worth, you might as well just take the rest of what I own."

We continued like this for several hours until was the first to strip of all my clothes. Who knew that having your clothes removed from a guy with such force would leave you blushing...–figuratively speaking- I mean seriously, I was laughing even Diego had me at his mercy naked. I lay on my back on the bed, completely bare, waiting for Diego to continue on with his desire. I knew what we both wanted. We wanted the sex, so why was he taking his time with it?

At that moment, Alice walked in on us, apparently overhearing our loud voices. When that door opened, my face buried into Diego's shoulder, if I could have blushed I would have.

"What the hell is going on?" Alice's voice trailed off at the sight of my body. "Bree" She said, folding her arms. "Why in Gilds name are you naked?"

Then she looked at Diego. "Get out, now!"

Go away!" We both yelled. "Were trying to have our moment here, as you can see?"

"Well Geez" Alice remarked. "With you two making so many racquets I didn't want to change it. Not after reading the newspapers lately..."

"Newspapers" Diego asked. "What is the headline?"

"Some senior girl in Arizona was recently raped by a vampire who was younger than her. She's safe now, but it doesn't make it right for a moment like this. Attacks can still happen."

So, that was over there, and that girl must have been retarded to lose to an inexperienced vampire, It's her own fault." Diego retailed.

Alice was in his face before he could even react.

How dare you talk down to Kaitlyn? She's the sole reason were not all dead by now. She's the reason that we can live like fucking humans. If not for her, Riley wouldn't act the same way... Don't ever downgrade Kaitlyn like that again!"

"I'm sorry," Diego pleaded. "I didn't know that a little girl like her could do so much damage." He said ruefully.

"I would call her little to her face." Alice reminisced with us.

"Why's that?" I questioned her.

" This chick..."Alice styled that word really well."Has a knack for killing and never looking back."

"Can we have our peace and quiet please?" I begged with Alice. "You've like... ruined that for us." I said roughly. "Sure," She said calmly. "Whatever. Just don't get to loud. Carlisle might be next for all you know."Once she left t was just us again.

Diego and my naked body alone I'm at peace once again. For some reason it was like we still had it in us, to go on. Like the moment never truly died out.

We went on, like we did before and I had actually managed to have Diego like me. Naked, now I was even with him. Now I wouldn't have to struggle with him to pull the clothes off.

"Can we like..." I started slowly. "Get a little more 'in to it" perhaps?" I asked him, trying to pull over my body.

"How" He pondered. "Like full fledged sex or just a warm up make out session?"

"This is your call." I said, not caring for either one. "Okay," Diego debated. "I'll go with a make out session, and then, if things take off from there, we're screwed..."

Well, you're the one who reached for my bra." I reminded him. "At first when I felt your hand on my back, I thought you were going to molest me or something..."

"Would I ever do that?" He teased.

"You're a guy." I playfully said back. "Anything is really possible."

That's true" He said, thinking of other options. "But, so is this."

He jumped on the bed and pulled me from under the covers and started to kiss me again. This time I took to it, racking my nails against his bare skin. With each intense moment, my nails dug in harder on his back, but he didn't seem to mind. All he cared about was that we were both naked and that he had me all to himself.

His hands traveled my body, exploring every inch including my breasts. I slapped him when he got to there.

"What was that for?" He asked confused.

"I'm a girl and naked with you, doesn't give the right to feel me up. Especially my breasts..." I said with menus

"I didn't mean to." He said with sincerity. "I was merely trying to-to- get a good hold."

"Bull shit you were." I glared." Play nice with my body or this session ends."I warned him.

"Okay," he said in a defeated tone. "You win."

We continued our relentless sex drives for what seemed like all night. In time having intercourse somewhere in between, But when we had intercourse, Diego's hands, fell over my mouth.

"I want to do this," He said, placing his hand over my mouth. "But only if you don't moan."

"I will try my best; I will have to anyway so we don't get into trouble..." I said, trying to help him out. "If you think it'll help you."

Biting my lower lip, and holding a small scream tears started coming down my face. Diego gently entered his way in between my legs, all though I wanted to say "Fuck" But knowing that if I did it would get us into trouble. Doing this- being naked and having sexual interactions- was risky on its own. As Diego continued the rough rocking motions, I let myself be absorbed by all of it. The sensation was phenomenal. Now I knew what it felt like to human girls when they went through this. When they had their sex fun... Oh this was just so joist all of it. Oh this was just so prefect.

As Diego rocked in his motions, he gasped at this point we were sweaty and shaking so badly that we couldn't keep still. He asked, "Are you close. I don't think I can hold it much longer." I felt something at the bit of my stomach and the tension, "Just let it go. I'm right behind you." Diego placed his hand in the middle of my back and he connected his lips with mine. Right then I felt a warm feeling go through my entire body. Soon after, I did the same to Diego. I screamed out his name. It felt incredible.

after that, everyone in the house had heard us. They must've known that we had done it to each other and therefore wanted to know why. As they crept closer, a part of me couldn't help but worry with fear as to who would behind the door and walk in to see us naked...

A/N: I THINK THIS IS THE BEST CHAPER OUT OF THE WHOLE STORY SO FAR. I'M SORRY THAT IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO POST. I ENDED UP BEING STUCK WHILE WRITING I WOULD LIKE TO THANK VAMPIRE CHICK WRITER FOR HELPING ME. THANKS! NOW, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, SO I EXPECT LOADS OF REVIEWS. BREAKINGDAWN17