I don't own any of these characters Stephanie Myer does.

Thanks for your support this chapter I longer than the others. And for me to continue I would like at least 20 reviews because it feels like I'm righting for no one.

This is any ones thoughts or what they see. -Edward reads there minds.

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Over the last few weeks the baby grew rapidly and Bella became less capable of standing up on her own she now had bruises up and down her stomach . She was looking worse by the minuet we told Charlie that Bella was really ill, that she had gotten a tropical disease on our honeymoon and that she had to be taken to Alaska for some tests. Esme gave him a faulty phone number so that he couldn't get through-he frequently talked to Esme over the phone.

I was in the living room standing with my hands in fists at my side staring at Bella who was sleeping. Carlisle was in his study looking for more information and Rosalie was still sitting protectively next to Bella - I was rarely aloud to go near were deep circles under her eyes, dark circles that jumped out because her face was all haggard. Her skin seemed tight—like her cheekbones might break right through it. Most of her dark hair was pulled away from her face into a messy knot, but a few strands stuck limply to her forehead and neck, to the sheen of sweat that covered her skin. Her fingers and wrists that looked so fragile it was scary. I was scared to touch her this was a monster inside her and it was my fault I done this to her. I absolutely loathed myself now worse than before….when I left her ,that was nothing because I can see what I had done now. Her words were ringing in my head now. I shouldn't have made that deal with her .

In the distance I herd a motorbike coming towards the house then followed by the thoughts of someone I despised but now I couldn't care less.

"Of course they knew I was here." Soon after these thoughts of Jacobs Emmet and Jasper turned to me but I was still as a statue. They asked me silently I said just one word.

"Jacob" they all tensed I but remained the same. They began to talk about him amongst themselves wondering why Jacob was here. I saw them turn to me but I looked down and ran my hand through my hair and looked back at Bella who had woken up because of our murmuring was looking up at us confused.

" what's going on?"

" Jacobs here." I said to her trying to show that I didn't hurt but I think she saw threw it. My face has been composed from the time we had our discussion about the baby , I knew that if I let it show my whole family would be concerned. Jasper had got tired of sitting next to me and feeling what I was feeling and stayed out of the room. I knew that it was causing him pain to.

Just a few second later I herd Jacob cut of the engine and start his walk up our drive. Carlisle walked to the door waiting for Jacob to knock on the door. But I could hear the impatience in Carlisle's thoughts so he opened the door. All of us were silent , waiting.

"Hello Jacob." Carlisle said putting an act on. " how are you?" I gust of wind came in through the door so we could smell Jacob now. Revolting animal.

" I heard Bella made it back alive." he said. Carlisle hesitated a little before answering but it was to quick for Jacob to notice.

""Err, Jacob, it's not really the best time." Carlisle was clearly uncomfortable. " Can we do this later?"

Bella looked up at me and said. " Cant Jacob come in?" I looked down at her taking a deep breathe to clear my mind because I now for sure that I would have started to crumble right here.

" No he cant not now."

" Why not?" Bella challenged me raising an eyebrow. " are we keeping secrets from Jacob to? What's the point?"

" Fine." I said reluctantly.

" Come in Jacob." Bella croaked more loudly. I wasn't sure how Jacob would take this but I allowed it.

"Excuse me." Jacob said pushing past Carlisle I saw him at the corner of my eye still not looking up. He was keeping his back to the wall. I see he still doesn't trust us. As he came into the living room he was taking in his scenery then he saw me. Jacobs thoughts played in my head now I saw what he saw. Me.

A monster.

"I'd seen him angry, and I'd seen him arrogant, and once I'd seen him in pain. But this—this was beyond agony. His eyes were half-crazed. He didn't look up to glare at me. He stared down at the couch beside him with an expression like someone had lit him on fire. His hands were rigid claws at his side" - he thought and looked only. He then saw what I was staring at following my gaze . Bella.

Bella was half-hidden behind the arm of the sofa, curled up in a loose fetal position, her arms wrapped around her knees. Jacob finally saw what he wanted. He wanted to confirm that Bella was sick and so now he got that he was taking in everything he saw about Bella believing our story.

Rosalie was up in one fluid movement and was blocking Jacobs view if Bella. Bella glanced up at Rosalie apologetically. She was going to be sick Rosalie grabbed a bucket that we kept in the room and put under Bella's chin, that's when my legs gave way and I fell to the ground by Bella's side and Rosalie held out a hand warning me to keep back.

" sorry about that." she said to Jacob and with that I let out moan and my head slumped onto Bella's knees. She's always apologising for something that's not her fault. She put her hand on my check and stroked me trying to comfort me I guess. I heard Jacob moving closer and in reaction to that Rosalie hissed at him moving so that she was between the couch and Jacob.

"Rose don't." Bella whispered " Its fine." She moved out of the way still scowling at Jacob as he came closer she then crouched down by Bella's head waiting to spring if he did anything.

" Bella what's wrong?" Jacob asked as he to knelt down behind the chair so he could see Bella from the top. " Are you alright?" all while I still had my head on her knees not looking up at Jacob but I could hear and see it in others thoughts. Bella didn't answer him.

" I'm so glade you came to see me today Jacob." Bella said. I moaned again , into the blanket that covered her, and she stroked my cheek. There was a double meaning to her words I could tell but I had no idea what.

"What is it Bella?" Jacob asked holding onto her cold hands. Instead of answering, she glanced around the room like she was searching for something, both a plea and a warning in her look. Six pairs of anxious yellow eyes stared back at her. Finally, she turned to Rosalie.

"Help me up, Rose?" she asked .NO why does she have to do it that way? Rosalie's lips pulled back over her teeth, and she glared up at me like she wanted to rip my throat out. I was sure that was exactly the case.

"Please, Rose."

The blonde made a face, but leaned over her again I didn't move an inch. She put her arm carefully behind Bella's shoulders.

"No," Jacob whispered. "Don't get up. . . ."

"I'm answering your question," she snapped.

Rosalie pulled Bella off the couch. I stayed where he was, sagging forward till my face was buried in the cushions. I heard the blanket fall to the ground at Bella's feet.

Bella's body was swollen, her torso ballooning out in a strange, sick way. It strained against the faded gray sweatshirt that was way too big for her shoulders and arms. The rest of her seemed thinner, like the big bulge had grown out of what it had sucked from her. I saw in Jacobs mind that he was disgusted about this and was angry at me for doing this. And I did deserve that. Then I saw Bella in Jacobs eyes he wasn't thinking he was watching "she folded her hands tenderly around her bloated stomach, one above and one below. Like she was cradling it.

I saw it then, but I still couldn't believe it. I'd seen her just a month ago. There was no way she could be pregnant. Not that pregnant.

Except that she was."

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Sorry I left it like that but I have my dance exams so I'm practicing for that. Hopefully it wont be long for my next chapter.