CHAPTER 2

That night, when I officially joined SHINee, I was reminded that I had to go to school the next day. I really didn't want to go to a new school. After all the experience at my past schools… as I thought about these things, I began to cry.

Taemin must've noticed because he turned over and hugged me. He whispered, "What's wrong?"

I sucked in my tears and explained everything else that I didn't mention in the car. "I didn't want to tell you guys this… but I have low self-esteem, and I might have depression. Every night I cry myself to sleep…" then I remembered something else. "Oh and I might have ADD…"

Taemin stayed quiet. The whole room seemed to be frozen in time. Nothing moved.

Finally he spoke. "It's ok. We wouldn't look at you any different if you told us." He spoke with sincerity.

I bit on the blanket to keep myself from crying. "Really?" I felt Taemin nod.

"Let's get a good night's rest," he said. "Tomorrow, we're going to sign up for a new school!" and he turned me so I faced him and we stayed like that until morning.

It was morning and everyone woke up. Taemin sat up and woke me up.

I remembered something. I grabbed his arm. "Taemin," I started. "Please don't tell anyone. Maybe tell Onew but only him and tell him not to tell anyone. Please."

Taemin stood up and yawned. "Okay, okay," and he walked out. I got dressed and I looked in the mirror. I fixed my orange hair and walked out.

In the kitchen, Jonghyun was playing with Key. Jonghyun was shirtless and Key was bottomless. My eyes wanted to close but couldn't. Minho came in. "Ugh, they're at it again. BYUNTAES!" and he goes to the fridge.

I guess this is a normal Monday for them.

Taemin asked Onew to meet him in his room. I knew what it was about. I went to the stove and cooked myself an omelet. I put it on my plate and began eating it. A good Monday morning with my new family. Taemin and Onew came in and Onew looked at me with pity. I was really embarrassed.

"So I see you can cook!" Taemin exclaimed.

"Taemin, I'm gonna make you something. You're too skinny." I used six eggs for his omelet. It was large. I put some salt and pepper and placed it on Taemin's plate. "Here you go!" and I sat back down at my chair.

Taemin greedily ate it. It looked like he starved himself for days and ate food for the first time in his life. I chuckled.

"Are you ready?" he asked me. I was really confused.

"Ready for what?" and I got up.

"For school!"

"… I'm only in the 8th grade… you're in the 11th grade…."

He whispered in my ear. "I'll tell them you're in the 9th grade. Pleaseee."

I sighed and agreed to go.

We got into the office of Taemin's school. I noticed something strange though. Taemin had his head down and he was walking hurriedly through the halls. Then I noticed some of the students whispering about him. I gave them ice-cold glares and they stopped, frightened.

Taemin enrolled me into the school, but I couldn't go because I wasn't prepared for school that day. They gave me a list of supplies I needed and sent me out. Taemin looked at me, scared.

I stayed outside and waited for school to end. I found a stalk of grass, put it in my mouth, and fell asleep on one of the benches.

The school bell rung and all of the students ran out of the school.

I woke up to a bunch of strangers standing around me. They were all whispering and one of the girls had the courage to come up and ask me if I was the new member of SHINee. When I said yes, all the girls screamed and the boys gave me ice-cold stares.

Taemin finally came out with puffed and red eyes.

"Taemin!" I yelled and I ran to him. However one of the guys beat me to it. They went up to him and called his friends over and they pushed him around. I was so pissed off. I went up to them and pushed them out of the way. "Hyung, are you ok?"

His voice cracked. "Uh, yeah. I'm fine."

"Please, hyung tell me what happened."

"I'll tell you at home."

"Hey look everyone! Taemin's gota boyfriend!" one of the guys shouted. All the other guys laughed along. I punched him in the face.

"Dakkcho," I simply stated, and i walked away with Taemin.

MY SECOND CHAPTER! It goes so fast in the beginning and too many bad quotes D:

My hair is really orange:D

Dakkcho-shut up

Byuntae- pervert

Hyung- older guy friend type of person:D

The depression and self-esteem are based off of me.

Taemin was bullied at school.