CHAPTER 4

It's been a few weeks since I last joined SHINee. I had my training sessions, I had school, and I protected Taemin. Training has been fun, except for the sweating like crazy part. I have to train to be able to be officially in SHINee. School's been fun, but the work is hard. I met many famous people, including Sungmin from Super Junior. Everything's been fun. Until this day came.

It was lunch and it was a free period. The students were allowed to roam the halls of the school. Me and Taemin were studying next to the bathrooms. It was peaceful… until they came.

"Hey look guys!" Eunkyung said. "Taemin and his boyfriend, Yejun." All the guys laughed.

"Dakk cho!" I yelled and kicked them away.

"I don't get why you protect him, when you have issues yourself."

That hit me. I was frozen. My legs were no use anymore. I could no longer use them. I couldn't form words.

Taemin stood up. "How'd you know?" he demanded.

"I overheard you guys talk about it in the halls," he said. "Yejun over here was crying. You were comforting him telling him that he can overcome his depression. You basically told me everything." He gave Taemin a push. "Move out of the way homo."

Taemin kicked him in the shin.

Eunkyung was crying in pain on the floor. His friends jumped Taemin. I couldn't stand it. I was so angry, I wanted to break something. I helped Taemin and got everyone off of him.

I gave them ice-cold eyes that might as well stabbed them in the stomach. "Don't bother us again." They were all so scared and they ran away leaving Eunkyung behind. "And you. Stop making fun of Taemin or that shin won't be the only thing hurting," and I kicked him away. Taemin thanked me but a teacher was watching what happened.

"Young man," she started. "You come with me right now. You too Taemin."

She brought us to the principal's office and we were received a suspension. We had to make up all the work we missed that week.

At the end of the school day, Onew came and picked us up. I ran to him and cried into his shirt. Everything I felt ever since I came to that school was soaking Onew's shirt. We got in the car and I was sitting in the back, listening to what Onew and Taemin were talking about.

"Maybe this suspension is good for you guys. To take your mind off of all the stress you've been receiving lately," Onew explained to Taemin.

Taemin stared out the window, thinking of what Onew said. "I guess…"

We finally got home and me and Taemin went in our room. Onew had to go somewhere. We were alone.

Taemin went over Minho's side and cleaned everything up. I couldn't help but stare at him. I had feelings for him, but I couldn't admit it. I knew that he wouldn't feel that way for me. The light shined on him, his brown hair being emphasized. I blushed and looked away. I couldn't admit that my depression was getting worse because I know Taemin doesn't feel about me like I do.

I lay down on the bed and yawned.

"Yejun-ah…" he said.

"Neh hyung…?"

"Why have you gotten more… depressed…?" he asked. I guess he found out.

I was embarrassed to say it. "Uh…"

"Come on, just tell me please?" Taemin pleaded. "I wanna know…"

"…But… you'll think I'm weird… and you won't talk to me again." Taemin looked hurt.

"Yes I will… please just tell me…" There was a long pause.

I turned so I won't face him. "The… the truth is…" I started. "I… My grades are getting lower!" I lied…

He stared at me. He stared hard and he made me feel uncomfortable. "I know your lying…" And he sighed.

"Miahn, hyung…" I felt bad not telling him. "I really wanna tell you… maybe in a week… when we get back to school. Okay?"

He sighed. "Ok fine," he said. He pulled something out of Minho's bag. It was a yaoi book.

I stared wide-eyed. "My… god…." I gaped at it.

"What is it?" Taemin asked.

"… it's… a yaoi… I know about this… damn… Why does Minho have this?"

He looked through the pages and saw the pictures. He started to blush. He came over and we both looked at it together. The pictures were really detailed. I blushed at the sight of this. I couldn't look at it anymore. So I looked away. Taemin threw it back to Minho's side.

"I wonder why Minho has that…" I said. It was very curious. I was so tired. I wanted to sleep so I laid down on the bed and slowly fell asleep. I felt Taemin fall next to me and put his arm around me. I went closer to him and fell asleep.

MY 4TH CHAPTER I THINK… 4th? Anyway PLEASE CRITISIZE!