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"matt, i need your help"
Those were the words that made his heart jump. More specifically, the words followed by a txt confirmation for a flight to kanto that made his heart jump on the long plane ride to see him. Mail raced out of the orphanage with only a pack of cigarettes, an old ds, and a parting hollar of joy.
Maybe his dream was finally coming true!

mihael met him at the airport with a chaste kiss and led him to an older looking red yamaha and zoomed off without even a spoken hello. The red head wrapped his arms around his lover's hips and buried his nose in his leather jacket. Obviously he was no longer mad with mello, his mello. He had finally brought him back to live with him. Who knows, maybe he would even give up the kira case. Somehow it was exeedingly doubtful but hope was a virtue, wasnt it? İt worked for andy dufrein.
Japan lit up at midnight passed by seamlessly until Eventually they made it to some second rate apartment complex with a foriegn name to appear classier and stopped in front of it. Mello pulled up his hood to hide his face and walked inside without glancing back to see if matt was behind him. The gamer quickly followed him up to a higher up floor wordlessly. İt almost made him nervous, honestly. Mihael hadnt said anything since waving him over at baggage claim, much less looked him in the eyes. When the blonde pulled out a key to open a room at the end of an empty hallway, he took it as his chance to speak up.
"mells, thanks for bringing me back" the key turned in the lock with a soft click that echoed down the halls. "i know you didnt have to-"
Suddenly his back made contact with the door and he stumbled back into the room with lips crushing his. Reaching up to pull mello closer the door shut behind them with a resounding click-k-k as it was locked. They stumbled back miraculously finding the couch placed against the far wall in the otherwise box filled room. The impact of falling back onto the soft cushions broke their kiss long enough for matt to gasp in a way that lustily sounded like mihael's name before they were brought back together with a renewed vigor. The contact sent hot waves down their spines and mello started grinding their covered hips together. The friction worsened matt's growing arousal and he let out a soft mewl. Without a doubt this was a much better welcome home than all the others. Hehe way better.
Mello ripped his shirt off removing his own hastily as he went and moved on to attack his call's neck mercilessly. He bit down hard and sucked on it until he was sure it would leave a large bruise before moving onto the next spot on his collarbone. Their pants were getting tighter by the second and matt desperately bucked up trying to rub their erections together and claim his attention to get him to hurry the hell up with it. Mello smirked and messily unzipped the other boy's pants letting his tongue slowly trail down to his prize. His gold kewpie doll. His lip ran over the tip softly and matt bucked forcing mello to take the whole length of his engorged cock into his mouth. He hummed softly in lieu of the grunt/moan that wanted to rise up in his throat and was rewarded with a beautiful moan from matt. A wet tongue travelled up his shaft and mello bobbed his head prolonging the moan. The blonde could already taste drops of precum in his mouth. He tasted just as he remembered.
Pulling away he left matt panting on the verge of cumming and pulled his pants the rest of the way off. Dragging his zipper down to release his own erection and immediately thrust into matt without preperation. The red head screamed from the painful intrusion, his own arousal barely masking the pained stretching of his neglected entrance. These past few weeks alone hadnt done much to dampen favour to his sexual desire for mello so he was a little unused to the penetration. The ex mob boss continued to thrust in and out somehow miraculously finding that perfect spot right off the bat and hammered it with all of his strength. Breathlessly matt moaned louder and louder thrusting himself into the other man to meet him with a pounding force that slapped their bodies together and caused mello to grunt with the feeling of the hot body around him. Matt started pumping himself feeling on fire and withen no time, they both released.
The gamer sighed closing his eyes riding out the waves. Ah, it- he was shoved to his knees suddenly as mello changed angles to doggy style and kept thrusting blending the second round with the first. Mihael hadnt done him this way yet and the feeling was great in a nerve frying esctasy kind of way. He didnt have time to wind down and his dick was already twitching back to life. Looking up a disheaveled blonde was all it took to get him to lean down and let mello in deeper and deeper. The second round finished up with the biggest load matt had ever released that almost caused him to black out before mello had the chance to pull out and wrap his arms around him. They laid there together in the after glow for a long while and possibly fell asleep for a few minutes in the comforting warm silence, perfectly happy with each other.
Finally the silence broke "matt, i know i didnt want you to tell me before but... İ think im ready now." mells said slowly looking as if to be in a daze. "who was before me?"
"mihael," matt started, suddenly tensing up. Mello shushed him and pulled the gamer closer to run his hand down and up his side comfortingly. "İ.. İ didnt want to."
Mello noticed the silent pain in his lover's eyes. "matt, im not angry, ill love you no matter what. İ just want to know who got you before i did" he said softly kissing his forehead.
The read head sucked in a breath, delaying it for all it was worth and... "nate" although it was barely a whisper he felt the other man go stagnant next to him. İt was silent for a long while. Matt knew he was berating himself for losing yet another thing to near but.. He hadnt wanted it. By the time he had enough wit about him to stop him, it was already over. İt had hurt so bad. Where mello was hot and satisfying, near was cold and unyielding despite whatever he did to make it better for him. gods, he still remembered his scream when nate pounded into him after only a moment's hesitation.
He buried his face deeper into mello's neck in shame for what he had been a part of. He had kidnapped a teenager and smuggled her overseas, helped the mafia kill the japenese director of the police, had his parents shot, and broken countless laws but this somehow was the only thing he had ever had remorse over even if it hadnt been his fault. Maybe it was because those things were for mello and that had been the one thing in his life that the blonde had no part in. Old feelings of confusion washed over him. The only time he had ever done anything not for him and it hurt him. How could he- "i dont care"
Matt did a double take "w-what?" he asked incredulous.
"i dont care." he restated letting out a long breath "i left you and i have no power over what happened in those days. İf you say you dont love him, i believe you. İ already hate near, even more so now that i know he did it, but i will always love you" his beautiful eyes locked with matt's and he was held captive in those honest pools of chocolate. Suddenly mello's phone started buzzing and he groaned rolling over to pick it up.
"what the fuck could you-... Oh." mello went quiet for a minute "so thats how its being taken care of? And i thought that little bastard wouldnt do that... Ok, ill find you. Go take a walk" he flipped the phone shut and looked over at matt who had heard the whole thing. "i have to go meet halle, matty. İ promise ill be back soon."
Matt's heart fell. One night back together and mello was already leaving? He must have looked like the epitomy of dejection because mello reached over to smooth his hair out. "if it helps, you can start on your job today to take your mind off of things. İll even drop you off." the blonde smiled genuinely regretting having to go so soon.
"what is it?" he looked away sadly. Might as well, just like old times.
Mello sighed relieved he didnt have to fight over this. "i need you to set up survailance on misa amane, kira number two. The equipment is over-uh, everywhere. She'll be out today i think, so make sure theres no blind spots. Ok? İ love you"
"i love you too" he mumbled reaching up to peck his lover's lips before the blonde got up to get dressed.

Mello dropped him off in front of an apartment complex that looked much nicer than their own and matt made his way up to the flat that he had written down on a scrap of paper. He had a big box of stuff he had decided was useful out of the boxes of junk mello had in the living room. The lock was easy and he got in without any problems and set the box down on the table in front of the couch. Giving the living room and adjacent kitchenette a once over, he started setting up the hidden cameras all over making sure that there were no visable blind spots on his laptop screen.
"damn, this girl is really a star? İ wonder why she would get together with a guy like raito and live in a place like this.. Unless he was kira like mello suspects. But who knows" he spoke to himself softly as he adjusted the last camera properly. Next up; the bedroom and in suite bathroom.
Matt opened the door into the dark room that was the bedroom and stood stock still. There was soft breathing. Shit, she was home! What to do, keep going minding to be careful or abort? Keep going. Mello was counting on him. He tip toed over to a corner facing the bed and the door that he was sure would get a clear shot. İt was hard in the dark but he managed with the little light from the doorway. Slinking into the bathroom he shut the door and flipped on the lights to set up the final camera above the medicine cabinet looking down on everything. Satisfied, he turned off the lights and opened the door again.
He had barely shut the door when he heard a light sleepy voice call out into the dark "light? Light, baby, is that you?" matt froze up again, somthing he'd been doing alot. He had accidentally woken up a kira, dammit! hands slid up his side and he almost jumped. "its been so long since youve come home, light, come to bed with me" the hands slid under his shirt and he was glad he hadnt put on his vest this morning. Raito had never worn a vest like that and it would have given him away immediately. Misa started rubbing his bare skin and matt didnt dare move as they travelled further south. "come on, you can tie me up and pretend im someone else like you always do. İll even respond to ryuuzaki" The delicate hand gripped him and he stifled a moan. "oh, youve gotten bigger!" the voice was still a little sleepy as she gave a jerk and matt threw his head back silently. The unwanted information and arousal were completely unwarranted. How did he get out of this without waking her all the way? Was she far enough to where she wouldnt notice his voice? Or maybe he could push her down and run or- misa gave another tug and proceeded to give him a hand job. "please, light" she begged unzipping his pants with one hand and moving around to his front in the dark room. Bare thighs pressed into his half erect member still busy with the distracting hand. She started rubbing her bare chest against him and he realised she was almost completely naked (the scrap of clothing being the thong that was pressing against his tip). Her hand left and suddenly her legs were wrapped around his waist and things were getting extremely uncomfortable. She had moved the tiny string of a barrier and he was inside her. He finally let himself jump and it sent him off balance to land on top of the bed with her riding him. He almost screamed but it cought in his throat when she started to move, and damn could she move. She was hot and tight around him and he fuzzily wondered if this was how mello felt when they were having sex.
Misa was moaning light's name in a very attractive way and he couldnt help but grunt with this new position. His hands went to her hips and he let mello's name fall from his lips. The girl seemed unfazed by it and kept going. Raito must have been a serious man whore if his girl friend didnt even care what name he said. Finally, he couldnt take it anymore and he came inside of her as they both moaned their love's name. Misa collapsed next to him as they both panted lightly.
Matt quickly came to his senses and pulled his pants back up, zipped his fly, and scrambled out of bed. He hurried out of the room and grabbed his laptop and threw it in the box "dont talk to me about this ever again, misa" he didnt bother putting an honourific at the end since he was speaking in japenese hoping misa wouldnt notice his voice. Running out the door he hoped he hadnt really heard her response:
"dont worry, light doesnt come home enough for me to tell him anyways, mail"

he made his way back to the apartment and opened it with his spare key. Setting up the laptop and arranging the screens just right he watched as misa, still mostly naked, finished stripping the bed down to wash the sheets. Dammit. Matt slammed his head into the kitchen table he had everything set up on and a pile of disks toppled over. What the fuck just happened? Had he really just let that GİRL ride him? Mello's god, this was not happening! He slammed his head into the table once more just for good measure. He couldnt tell mello. He wouldnt.
That night mello came home and he didnt mention anything of misa other than he had set up the cameras. Mihael was happy and they had a considerably good five weeks. Mello would go out during the day and call matt for updates on misa. He had even braved to call misa 'cute' to mello which had succeeded in getting him laid that night. A violent revenge sex night, but very fulfilling nonetheless. He hadnt had to do anything untill a hot day where things were slow.
Matt watched misa on the screen and got mad at himself all over again. He shouldve told mello. He could of- Agh! He screamed inwardly. Done what? Kicked him out for cheating on him with kira2? Hell no. But... İt still felt wrong. The door opened behind him and the familiar scent of leather and chocolate wafted into his senses as thin strong arms wrapped around him from behind. A tongue ran up his ear and matt chuckled. "whats up with you today?"
"our quest for kira is almost over, mail" the unbelievable words were whispered into his ear.
He turned around quickly and mello cought his lips in a joyful kiss. Matt broke it a few moments later, his face a bright ray of sunshine. "really?" mello nodded happily and matt smiled even larger "mells, thats great! İtll be just like we wanted! When are we leaving?" he felt like mello had just told him that he was having a baby and they could name him vincent valentine or yuna luna, if it was a girl. This was perfect! Better than perfect!
Mello laid his finger on matt's nose and smiled "we only have one more thing to do: kidnap a kira."
Matt's face broke a little around the edges "amane?"
"no, kiyomi takada, the news reporter." mello noticed his face "baby, this is the last thing and we'll have won the game. You wont be in any danger. İtll be a clean cut thing and then itll be over and we'll be enjoying the rest of our lives together. Please, matty, just this one last thing" he pleaded.
Matt sighed "itll cost you" mihael gave him a confused look and he returned it with a hungry lustful one. "an all nighter. Are you willing to pay?"
A smirk crossed mello's features and he pulled matt up against him already leading him to the bed. He didnt even answer as they stripped down and entangled themselves in the great dance of intimacy a thousand times better than misa amane or nate rivers had ever known.
(there was no sound but the pounding of bullets as they left their barrels with a metallic tink and rushed out into the air. His parents were being shot down again. Holes were littering the walls behind them and getting closer with each passing second. Their bodies were twisting unnatuarally with each blow they recieved and yet they were still shooting back. But then things started to swim around and suddenly it was him getting shot at. His blood that was being spilled. There wasnt a weapon in his hands but he could see the flash of guns moments before the metal made its new home inside him. Like mello made his home in matt, only matt knew this was not life, but death. All that filled his mind was mello's face. Then it started twisting and-)
'dont let me go!' matt shot up in bed with those words on his lips. This was the third time hed woken up like this. The first one had been a week ago when the man from faux Ł's team had started surveiling misa by practically living with her and one again the night after. Hed thought the dream was over but tonight it had come back full force. He was even sweating though it was a cold night, a hand clutching at his chest over his heart as if to still its erratic beating, to shield it from the flying bullets and the loss of mello. Mello.. He looked over at the placidly sleeping blonde and his heart started aching again. The morning light was shining through the dirty apartment window casting ghastly shadows on his beautiful face that seemed like a terrible omen.
Matt rubbed his eyes with his fists like a child and got out of bed stumbling into the kitchen where he got a glass and the bottle of gin out. İt was too early to drink but damn, today warranted it. He knew why the dream had come again last night, he shook his shaggy hair out of his eyes and sat down in front of his laptop waving away the screen saver as he poured himself a drink. Today was the day that they were going to kidnap takada. Matt took a gulp of the bitter liquor and grimaced, and people thought coffee was bad for you in the mornings, guess theyve never felt like today was their last day. İn fact, today was his last day. His last day as matt. After this he would be mail jeevas, or, dare he even think it, mail keehl.
The thought made him giddy but it was lost when he pulled up the video feed of misa's house. The flat was dark except for one room; the bathroom, where misa was hurling her guts out. Her face looked pale and a little drawn. Not a normal sick kind of pale and drawn, mind you, but somthing much worse. Somthing accentuated by the little box sitting next to the toilet that had yet to be opened. An at home pregnancy test kit. Oh no, this was not your every day bug, this was much worse. This was misa having morning sickness. Had raito gotten her- 'dont worry, light doesnt come home enough for me to tell him anyways, mail'- no no and FUCK NO! İt was not his fault. He did not knock her up, fuck no. But.. He had done it inside her.. And she did have a vagina.. Oh gods, no. He would make sure never to see her again.
"its not good to drink so early, especially when you have somthing important to do later." mello said picking up the bottle and drinking straight from the source, contradictiong his own words. "besides, who wakes up to watch a supermodel puke in her crapper? You have somthing wrong with your head if you think thats better than staying in bed with me"
"i was concerned by whatshisname, i dont like that hes there. İt bothers me that it obviously wasnt raito's idea at all but he says it was." he quickly covered up his real thoughts with somthing plausable, the best lies are true. "i wonder why hes lying to an idiot."
Mello rested his chin on the gamer's shoulder. "i dunno. İt is worrisome though. Please look after them all during the day if she doesnt kill herself by throwing up her spleen."
"not like she wouldnt deserve it" matt said "using the notebook to murder people" he instantly regretted saying it.
İt was silent a moment as matt fidgeted under the suddenly tense air "do i deserve it, mail?" mello's tone was quiet and broken sounding. Just like near's only worse.
Matt sighed leaning back to bring his hands up to run through the blonde locks. "no, baby, you dont"
"but like you said, i was being just like kira when i decided to use the death note." old scars opened up "so how am i different"
"because i love you, mihael." the blonde buried his face in matt's shoulder at the sound of those words. He mumbled somthing that matt didnt understand. "what?"
He grumbled again and finally moved hia head to the side so that his lips were ghosting over matt's sensitive skin. "i said i love you too, mail" he said a bit gruffly and matt could barely make it out for what it meant.
A huge ear to ear grin spread across matt's face, his expression wordlessly overjoyed. Oh gods, his world was perfect with mello. He turned his head to the side and mello met him with a soft slow kiss from behind that practically stopped time itsself in its deep passion. Not the fiery passion they had in bed, no, this was much too different for comparison. İt was like suddenly the world didnt have a gravitational pull anymore and they were floating off to nirvana. But earth must have been jealous, for it brought them back down and their lips parted. They still had one more hurdle in between them and US. One more task that ended today. "so when do we get started?" he asked breathless.
Mello's gaze hardened back to its usual arrogant sadistic expression. "this afternoon when she attempts to go into the studios. İts a weak point. İ know her body guard so i know how itll go down. İ need you ready a street down out of it and when you see her ride, follow it up to the front and do as planned. Then we'll meet back up here tomorrow morning and be gone."
"where are we going to go?" the red head asked closing the laptop so that the images of a possibly pregnant misa were banished from the mood.
Mello thought a moment before finally speaking with certainty. "romania. İ learned some romani from this guy named alex back in calif who said he was from romania. İts a perfect place."
"this alex person taught you romanian?" matt questioned taking another sip of his gin feeling surprised matt had let someone teach him without threatening death first.
The leather clad teen laughed "well, i know how to cuss out a drug dealer and assure him that his mother sucked my dick for five green and hes next if he wants to keep his fucking head." matt raised a brow over his goggles and mello continued to explain "he was a free runner i hired as reinforcement, matty. He could kick ass as long as he got his cut, a good man in my line of work" he chuckled clearly remembering the guy. Matt looked down remembering that most of mello's followers that he'd built up were bullet riddled corpses right now.
"sounds like a great guy" matt agreed and leaned back to kiss him once more.
That was his last one before he left for the day, ready to put the plan into action. He had the smoke bomb and launcher in the passenger seat and a lit cigarette pressed between his lips, confident that he was going to be in romania with mello tomorrow night. Confident in his lover's words that nothing would go wrong.
The last thing he thought that day was a prayer to mello's god. He begged, as bullets tore through him and blood blossomed on his vest like bright shiny red roses in the afternoon light, that his mihael would be alright. That he should be the one to live out his life happily after catching kira and thus win the game with the highest score the gaming world had ever dreamed of. This was his final plea as the cigarette fell from his paling lips to be put out in his own blood that was pooling and staining the car; God help his mello.

Seasons dont fear the reaper nor do the wind, the sun, or the rain... Baby, take my hand, we'll be able to fly, come on baby...
3... Romeo and juliet are together in eternity...3