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I woke up and sleepily rubbed my eyes, wondering why I felt achey all over. Yawning I sat up and felt a feeling of deja vu. Then I realized why and searched the room for Kim Jaejoong, wondering what happened while we were kissing to make him run away. 'How did I fall asleep? He probably thinks I am so rude....aiiiish...' I sighed and threw my legs over the edge of the bed, hopping down and realizing I was wearing only my underclothing and a big dress shirt barely covering below my butt. I blushed and tried not to think about how that happened. 'Did me....and Jaejoongie....have sex or something? Why am I like this....?' I got up and opened the door, walking out to what looked like a living room with three very sexy men sitting there, now staring at me. Kim Junsu, Jung Yunho, and Shim Changmin stared at me as my body began to turn red. I was frozen, unable to move, still staring as I felt tears beginning to make their way to my eyes. In a matter of seconds, slow enough for humans but fast, Changmin was by my side and was trying to lead me back into the bedroom. When I wouldn't move he picked me up and brought me in, placing me gently on the bed. After closing the door he sat down next to me and flashed me a grin. My heart skipped and I stared at the uneveness of his eyes, blushing and trying not to squeal. 'So cute! I LOVE when he smiles that way....' All of a sudden his face got a bit red and I tilted my head to the side curiously, wondering what could make a vampires' face go red. 'I wish I could read his mind....' At that he seemed to straighten up and he took my hand in his. Once again I felt deja vu and thought of Jaejoong kissing me, and I saw Changmin's face fall like he was disappointed. For some reason that made me much more upset than even the thought of me and Jaejoong having sex and I reached out a hand to touch his shoulder, making him look up at me again.
"Changmin-sshi....um...." I couldn't speak much Korean and cursed myself yet again for it. "Gwen....gwenchanayo?" He nodded and I smiled at him. "Good. I'm glad." I motioned to myself and the bed, saying, "Waeyo?" He looked confused and again I wished I could read his mind. 'I bet mind reading is international...everyone can understand! Aiiiish...why am I sitting here in just a shirt on a bed that doesn't belong to me?'
"Changmin-sshi...I wish I could know what you are thinking...." His eyes got a look in them and he leaned closer and instead of deja vu I just got a feeling of warmth and love and felt my face burn. I watched as he bit his lip and wondered briefly what he could be nervous about before I saw him bleeding.
"Omo! Changmin-sshi you are bleeding!" I touched his lip so he would know but he bit me instead, making me blush harder. 'I know you are a vampire or I would worry about AIDS or something...why bite me?! Did I make you mad?' He was sucking on the bite and I pulled my finger away from him, pouting. I stuck my tongue out and he came even closer, kissing me. I could taste his blood but instead of coppery like mine it was sweet and rich, like a thick honey. I couldn't help but try to get a little more, nibbling on his lower lip to make more appear. Sucking harder I managed to get a surprising mouthful before he pulled away, licking his lip and staring at me with an unknown emotion in his eyes. I licked my own lips, hungry for more and not knowing why. I growled, not even hearing it, and watched as his sexy eyes widened in surprise. He got up and bowed, then walked out the door. My heart sank and I fought the strong rush of tears that flew to my eyes. What did I do so wrong?
After a little while silently crying I got up and wiped my face off, going to the dresser to find some pants that were too long. I rolled up the legs and put them on anyway, pushing my hair back from my face and sighing. I walked out of the room for the second time, avoiding everyone's eyes and hoping I could manage to find my way home without too much trouble. I got to the front door before I noticed something, no someone, blocking my way out. I looked up to see Bo and teared up but tried to keep it to myself. She nodded and brought me back to the couch and sat me down. I just sat there playing with my hands and wishing I was somewhere else.
"Unnie...I heard...about what happened with Changmin-ah...do you want to try to figure out why?" I looked up in shock and nodded slightly. She tried to smile lightly at me but I only felt more upset. He had told others what I had done. What would Jaejoong think? Then I realized Jaejoong could have told everyone what I did too, and felt lower than dirt. Now Changmin would hate me intensely and Bo would probably think I was a slut or something, making out with not one but two AND trying to take blood from one of them! I felt her take me by the arm and I didn't even have to walk as she brought me into yet another bedroom. I looked up as I was tossed gently into a chair to see Changmin, Junsu, and Jaejoong once again in the same room as me. Before I could let shame enter my eyes for them to see I put my head down. I heard a voice speaking in Korean to Bo and tried to ignore it. Bo was sitting on the arm of the chair I was sitting in and leaned closer to me to translate.
"He wants to know what happened in the room when he kissed you." I sat there dumbly, not even sure of who she meant, and she seemed to realize because she tapped my shoulder and whispered to me.
"Jaejoong, it's Jaejoong who wants to know." I put my head up and looked at her. "But...Bo I don't even know! Did I fall asleep...?" She shook her head and recounted what had happened first in his and then her point of view and I just sat staring at her. After a few minutes of silence, which had to be awkward on their parts, I turned and looked to Jaejoong and just shrugged.
"Maybe you can ask my family....oh right they aren't in the picture at the moment...." I had forgotten about my falling out with them before coming to Korea in the first place. Sighing I shurgged again and tried to make a joke.
"Maybe I'm not human? Hehehehe....Only kidding." But she seemed to believe me, getting a look on her face before speaking rapid vampire speak to everyone before I could protest. 'Wow Bo...I was only kidding...but um ok....' I sat twiddling my thumbs and getting really frusterated. Then I felt it, something pushing at my mind, and I looked up in shock at the others but they were still conversing with Bo. I waited and didn't feel anything for a moment, so I put my head back down again, and again as I started to get frusterated I felt it. I pushed back this time, curious to the point of insanity. Then I felt rather than saw the green thing in my head and was about to scream when Bo said my name, distracting me momentarily.
"Unnie, gwenchana? We tend to forget people are here when we get going..." I looked up from under my eyelashes a bit to see she looked sheepish, but I also saw as shock and what might even be fear flitted across her face before she smoothed it out again. She reached out a hand and touched my shoulder.
"Unnie, I'm sorry, we are all sorry we left you out." She seemed to be speaking to me as she would to a dangerous person about to kill a bunch of people, slowly and hesitantly, and for some reason I broke. I was angry, VERY angry, and couldn't even explain the full reason!
"Ah~ So you FINALLY noticed me here? Because I can't speak quickly enough to get in a word, too human in my slowness! I tried to tell you I was kidding! OF COURSE I AM HUMAN WHAT ELSE WOULD I BE?!" I turned to Jaejoong, forgetting he couldn't understand me anyway. "And YOU! Laughing at me that way when I was bowing to you, like you knew I wasn't good enough to even be bowing! And leaving me in a bare amount of clothes after kissing me and letting me think I did things with you? When it's CHANGMIN I like! I don't even know what came over me!" I sat down again, exhausted mostly, and sighed, closing my eyes and stretching, not even hearing as Bo told them exactly what I said and adding her own comments. I just sat there, stretched out, until I felt a hand on the slice of stomach my shirt had uncovered and I jumped up quickly bringing my arms down to cover said stomach. In the process I hit someone in the face, having not realized how close they were to me. I looked into the face of Changmin again, only inches from his now bleeding nose. I gently moved his hand and ignored the strange look of shock in his eyes as I tried to make the blood stop. I felt calmer now and looking around while holding a tissue under his nose I noticed we were alone yet again and looked back at Changmin. Then I realized that it should have been more difficult to hurt him and make him bleed like this and was again curious as to how I managed it. After a few minutes the bleeding did indeed stop and I didn't even notice I was holding his hand as I checked him for more injuries. 'He doesn't seem to be hurt anywhere else....how did I hurt him if he is a vampire? Shouldn't it be only another being like him, or at least something not human? Aiiiish....thinking too hard Soo...probably just lucky....it was the angle....Ah....I hope he isn't angry...' My thoughts trailed off as again I was face to face alone with Changmin only inches away. He seemed to have a strange look in his eyes and I focused on that not thinking about why everyone had left in the first place. Our eyes stayed together for a few moments, having a sort of battle of emotions, before I lost control again and kissed him strongly.
Ok folks it ain't much but...here is it anyway~ Been so long but I AM still alive! Please R & R! If you wanna throw food could you throw some pepero my way?
