Okay, I am so so so so incredibly sorry for this. I hate when people write chapters only for an author's note (while the story is still in progress), but I feel like I owe you all an explanation.
So I had my second chapter almost done. About 3,000 words, five pages, editted and everything. But then I decided to reread over my chapter one more time, and when I did, I realized something important.
It SUCKED.
Like, just beyond terrible. Not only was my writing random sentences thrown together, but the plot, the scenes, the characters, were head down to Nowhere Ville. So I did the only thing I could think of. I deleted it. My entire chapter is completely and utterly gone. So now I have to start from scratch again, but I'm having some personal issues and one of the biggest writing/inspiration block you could ever even imagine. All in all, I have no idea when the next chapter will be posted, if it will be posted at all. I am beginning to think of just ending this story and taking a break from writing. Like I said, I'm having some personal issues going on right now and I never have a clear mind. Of course, not writing won't make me feel any better, considering 99.9% of my stress is from the horrible world known as school, but it will give me more time to enjoy having any time at all.
I am so sorry. You have all been so great me, and this is all I'm capable of giving in return. I thought about doing a filler chapter, until I realized I am completely against those. In my opinon, ever word, comma, quote, character, in a story shoud have a purpse. I would never post a chapter just for the sake of not making you guys wait. Because would you really want a stupid chapter with no real plot or purpose?
Still, that doesn't mean I don't feel like crap for doing this. And I am well aware some people got all excited because they thought I actually posted for once only to find this stupid bold writing in my story's place. So don't think I'm updating with no weight on my back, because I am really am. More than you can imagine.
As of now, this story is toast. But if I happen to get hit with a wave of inspiration-and who knows, maybe writing just as me will do that- I will write it down, whereve I am, and post as soon as possible. I love all of you guys so much, and I can't apologize enough.
-Jenna
