A/N: Ah to hell with it. I've got a very good plan that I thought of not so long ago. I think I will update Calm Emotions per one drabbleon a daily basis. The reason for this is I'm writing more drabbles as we speak, and they're relatively short as well. Thanks to those who have reviewed and I'm glad that you're enjoying this fic so far. Anyway this drabble is one of my favourites for a good reason.

Calm Emotions

By AngelEyes87

5. Villain

Ever since I joined the Mafia, I was suddenly thrown into the unforgiving world of violence and crime. For the past four years I've done some pretty nasty things. Murder, drugs, torture, and kidnapping – you name anything and I've definitely done it.

What haunts me the most is I glance down and see another's blood staining the rosary cross necklace I wear. Every horrific sin I commit brings me closer to receiving my eternal punishment. I deserve to go to Hell.

However Matt never fails to assure me with the words, "You're not a villain in my eyes."

A/N: I would say Mello is a kinda religious person due to the cross that he wears. I imagine that his lifestyle of crime torments him emotionally. Anyway please leave a review and I'll be back with yet another drabble tomorrow :)