A/N: Just thought I would like to update Calm Emotions today. What can I say? It keeps me motivated!

Calm Emotions

By AngelEyes87

16. Be A Man

For the first time in my fourteen years of life, I was more than nervous. Anxious to be exact. Out of all the things I didn't expect to happen, I fell head over hells in love with my best friend. That's right, it is Mello.

The problem was whenever I was in his presence, I didn't have the courage to tell him my true feelings. I don't know why, but whenever I try to say something the words always clogs up my throat. It gets to the point where I'm vexed with myself.

Why can't I just be a man?

A/N: For some strange reason, I can just imagine Matt saying something like this as he doesn't know the right words to say to Mello.