Dear Diary,
Tell me am I being too mean to my "friends"? Sometimes I don't know if I'm pushing them to the limit. Sometimes I think that they hate me, every last one of them. Is this just a figure of my imagination? These all are questions that only Spencer, Hanna, Aria, and Emily can answer for me; not like I'd ever ask them these questions. Maybe I should have returned to the "psycho home". Then again I could use all of the information I gather, while at home, to my advantage. Someone once said "Boyfriends come and go, but friends are there for life", for me it seems to be the opposite.
On another note my love life seems to be going downhill. Well you see I met this guy named David. He seems to be playing with my heart. It's as if I'm his toy. I don't like this. I'm always in control. Somehow he makes being used fun. I guess I kind of like it. No one knows about Dan yet. He just moved to Rosewood a few weeks ago and he already knows me better than my parents do. Could this be love or hate? Can two people ever be "just friends"? I just wish I would know the answers to these questions. You see most teenage girls can go up and ask their mothers about their love life, but not me. My mother and I don't have the "closest" relationship; we kind of hate each other. That's okay though. Since no one knows about Dan and I yet I'm going to do everything in my power to make him like me. Let the fun begin.
-Alison
