Chapter 2
It was like my dreams were right in front of me and it was my duty or my heart that wanted to take it. I worked so hard to get where I am heading and I wasn't going to let anything get in my way of getting it. I am sure that the other person worked hard like I was.
I don't know what to expect from the other person because everyone is different. So the person could be better than me and I may not even realize it.
I wanted to live in New York to see the city that never sleeps, the lights, and see that there was always something to do at night. I wanted to be walking down Wall Street, fashion world, and see what else New York has to offer me. I wanted to be myself and nothing else. I wasn't normal, I was just me and I am proud of who I am as a person, a female person.
If things were different, would I be the same, would I have the same dreams as I do now? How much would I change? Would I change for the better or the worse? My life hasn't been easy but it made me to who I am today.
Everything we experienced in life taught us that life is not always easy and it is up to us to make of what we have.
Who would be this person I will be competing against? Who was this person? Was this person female or male? How does this person look?
I wasn't nervous at all. I looked at my shaking hands, what am I saying, I am nervous. What if I lose this battle? That would be no Jillard, no New York. No Thanksgiving parade at Times Square, or new years in Times Square sharing with the person I was meant to be with.
I wanted it all, seeing the smiles on their faces watching the parade, or seeing the ball drop in Times Square and sharing with my boyfriend or husband.
I am waiting for my luggage to come, but I didn't have a lot. I only had two bags that I had packed because I didn't know what I needed. I couldn't believe I was here and it made it all worthwhile.
"Bella"
Someone yelled from behind me.
"Hello my name is Jessica. I am here to help you in any way possible."
This must be her, the one I am suppose to meet.
"Yes that's me." I said with a smile.
"Let's get your bags, and take you home."
I grabbed my bags and headed out the airport and heading into the real world once again.
I followed her to her car, and headed towards Forks.
"Ok, this is a lot to take in. I know, don't worry me and the rest of the student have your back. I am taking you to your house. The house you use to live in is still standing there. My friend and I helped put the house together, so you have everything you need. There is food there; the bills that were left behind were paid. So you don't need to worry about that. We had a family that helped us out with everything. I cannot wait for you to meet them. They are a really nice family. And another thing is you need to attend the school here so you can compete. The person who is competing has to be living in the school area and attend the school in Forks. We have the house done so that is out of the question. Don't worry I pulled a few strings to get you into the school system."
I couldn't believe that I had to attend school here. When I left, I left my whole life behind. I had visited my father from time to time, but never stood for long. The house that I once knew will bring back memories.
The times I would cook, because his cooking almost burns the house down. I would do all the cleaning and the cooking and sometimes I would do the bills. I was use to paying the bills, because of my mother. When I was living with her I would pay the bills because she wouldn't take them seriously. I had to make sure that we had almost everything we needed to make this life work for us. I had to grow up early because I felt like I had to take on the responsibilities.
The house looked the same with a few touch up. It brought tears to my eyes because this would always be the home to me no matter what.
"Before I go, this is everything you need to start school tomorrow." She handed me the paper work and left.
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