Chapter 6
R.P.O.V (Rose)
What the hell just happened? Why did I have to open my big mouth? I should have taken Alice's vision more seriously, but why I couldn't let it go again. It was like it was nagging me a lot. All I wanted to do was to protect my family and my husband. I didn't like the fact that there was a human coming into our lives with her daughter by her side.
When I had seen the child there I lost it because all I ever wanted was a child, and I being jealous did something that was wrong. I wanted to go over to her and apologize to her but I never gotten the chance to because she left, with my family behind her.
I had looked at my family and felt guilty, and Edward looking at me with a glare, which would kill anyone in an instant. I can tell just by meeting her for the first time that she changed Edward for the better. He smiles more, and he is never depressed. He became a different person over night and that surprised me a lot.
I had known him to be hard, and not smile unless he was forced to. He would always have a serious face, and never really talked to unless asked a question.
All that change when Alice had let her vision slip of a Bella coming here and changing him for the better and for that I am grateful for that because all I ever wanted for him was the be happy like the rest of us, having his mate (Soul mate) by his side. I wanted to see him smile, I mean really smile, a smile that wasn't forced. I wanted him to realize that his existence was something that he should cherish with her by his side.
In a matter of minutes I had never felt so alone. My family and Bella left and that bothered me a lot. Was I that bad?
Even Emmet left me and he rarely leaves my side. It was like they were all mad and me and I don't blame them, because I am mad at myself. The looks on my family face made me really realize this is not the person to be. I wanted to be more like them, not letting anything really bother me. I wanted to be like Edward to know what people were thinking about besides sex, and other secrets. I wanted to get to understand the person from their mind instead of judging them from the outside. Even thought Edward couldn't read her mind, I knew it bothered him a lot, but understood what people went through during their life. He basically knew them before they knew themselves. I wanted to be that life that so I don't judge a person the wrong way. I wanted to be a person who really understands what people felt and what they went through.
Everyone single human is different and that what makes their lives so much different then living the normal human life knowing the different experiences they faced was who they will become or destined to be.
I don't know what goes on in peoples mind or in their lives, but who am I to judge.
I shouldn't be judging her that way because it had happen to me so many years ago. The only difference between the both of us was that I knew who my attacker was and she didn't and to the fact that she got pregnant on that day. I was left to die in my own blood until Carlisle had found me on the street almost dead. He had changed me that night and that is something I would never forget. It was hard to leave my life and family behind and knowing the real reason I had become this way.
I don't regret ever being changed because I had gained a new life. I had new parents and a new husband and mate, Emmet, and including a brother and a sister to the mix.
I had to call my mom to pick me up from school because the family had taken the car and I wasn't going to run at vampire speed and risk getting caught.
"Mom, I am sorry. I said things to Bella that wasn't even true and now I feel horrible about what I did to her." I looked at my mom and notice that her eyes were full of disappointed. I would be too if my I had known my daughter did that to someone without getting to know them.
"What happened?" My mother asked me and glaring at me. I know, I know.
I had explained to her about everything. How I said that she was slut and how she should be flawting her daughter in our faces. I had told her how Bella stood up for herself.
"Oh, Sweetie. I know it was hard to see her with a daughter but you should of never had done that. You are going to need to do some graveling to her for the awhile. I will be taking care of her daughter while she is at school and while Bella is in my house you are going to treat her with respect and you are going to apologize. I want her to be comfortable staying at our house."
I already decided that I was going to apologize to her no matter what.
B.P.O.V
It was like time did stop. It was just Edward and I dancing. It was like we were made for each other and for no one else.
Looking at him I can picture myself in a blue gown that suits me, and seeing him in a tux. I had always pictured Edward this way and nothing else. The way we moved together made me realize that I would never find a guy like this, who can make me feel whole and making everything in life so much easier.
I looked around and notice that no one was there, giving us the privacy that we both needed, and I don't blame them because I would love to spend more time with him and get to know him. I had tuned everything out, and not noticing the song that was playing.
Tell him - Celine Dion and Barbara Streisand
I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do
I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by
Should I
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see
I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say
I'll
Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go
Never let him go.
PS I dont own own this song... !1
Listening to this song brought goose bumps to my skin. This is everything that I was feeling for him, how can this be? How can a song make you feel like you are in love?
This song explained everything that I wanted, wanted to tell him how I felt.
I felt a pair of cold hands on my face wiping the tears that seemed to be leaking away. I didn't realize I was crying in front of him. I had never felt so vulnerable, crying in front of Edward, and to the fact that I was in love with a guy who might not even love me back.
He whispered in my ear making me forget why I was crying or what I was feeling.
I smiled at him letting him know I got all my emotions in check, and he returned that smile that I had loved and missed. He made me forget about everything. I couldn't even move, or even think because I felt like I had melted and couldn't regain composer. All he needed to do was to smile and I would turn into this blubbery mesh. He was my drug and I was him. He knew how to make everything better as if he was reading me.
We had stopped dancing and we looked at each other's eyes trying to guess what the other person would say. Totally silence the entire time. Looking at him getting closer to where I was, leaning in for the kiss. My brain was blank, Edward Cullen was kissing me, and I mean really kissing me with so much love and adoration. All I could move was my hands which made their way to his hair that felt good, and to the fact that it felt right. I could pass my hands through his silky hair forever because it would always be a part of him.
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