Sorry it took so long to update I had writers block but got that all figured out now

I'm going to shorten the chapters a bit so I can update quicker, hope you enjoy

Chapter 3

BOPV

"So we found your old friends Bella you never told us they were here" Jeremy said narrowing his eyes at me when I heard I growl come from Edward I guess someone's thinking something he doesn't want to hear.

"Umm yeah it must of slipped my mind" he growled at me I have never heard HIM growl at me before

"BELLA HOW DOES THIS SLIP YOUR MIND!!!THEY PEOPLE WHO MADE YOU BROKEN FOR YEARS JUST SHOW UP!!OH AND IT SLIPS YOUR MIND!!"He growled at me I can't believe he's saying this to me!!

"YES IT SLIPED MY MIND OK IM SORRY JEEZE I MAKE ONE MISTAKE AND YOU FLIP A BITCH AT ME!!!" I was so angry right now I grab my guitar and run to my room when I got there I slammed the door so hard I swear that some wood splintered off. I sat down and grabbed my song book and started to write. (It's alright its ok-Ashley tisdale)

You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
and walked away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waist your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

It's Alright, it's OK
Alright, OK
Without you
No matter what you say
It's Alright, it's OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry

After I finished I felt much better then I heard a knock at my door "who is it?"

"Alice, Bella can I please come in?"Should I let her in I just don't want to talk about him

"Sure come in Alice" the door opened fast and a hyperactive spiky black haired pixie came rushing threw the door and landed beside me with her arms around me.

"Bella I'm so sorry we left you I never wanted to its just because my stupid dumbass brother thought-"I cut her off because I didn't want to talk about it

"Alice can we not talk about this I just don't feel like it" she just turned to me and nodded her head

"Yeah sure, hey are you ok you don't seem to be your self"

"I haven't be my self for the last ninety years Alice after you guys left it hurt to do every thing it always reminded me of him, but enough about that do you want to come over tonight with the girls and we can catch up you can bring Carlisle to if you want I really want to talk to him" she looked so happy that I invited her over

"Yeah we would love that Bella" I just nodded "ok I better get going they are probably wondering where I went off to"

"Ok ill be expecting you" she gave me one last hug and left and closed the door on her way out. Got my guitar out and got out a piece of paper and wrote

Guys,

Went for a run be back later some of the Cullens are coming over please behave

Bella

I stuck the note to my guitar and jumped out the window and ran to the place where my life ended our meadow as I ran through the forest I understood why vampires loved to go fast. I could see the meadow up a head I slowed down to a jog and right when I was just going to enter the clearing I stopped. I was standing in the same place he stood when he showed me the first time what he looked like in the sun I closed my eyes and imagined that day. He looked so beautiful-Bella he doesn't love you anymore he left you stop thinking like that.

I stepped out and could see all the wild flowers and the long grass swaying in the breeze, the sound of the small creek off to the side. This is all too much, I break in to dry sobs after they quieted I just laid down in the middle and closed my eyes and took in the scents. Then I caught a familiar one. I didn't even make a move and I said "Edward I know your there stop trying to hide come out" I hear a sharp intake of breath then I heard footsteps then they stopped beside me and I heard him sit down beside me. I didn't even move a muscle then he said "Bella we need to talk" I really didn't need this now

"What about?"I asked I really hope it wasn't about today

"About us" "Edward how can we talk about 'us' when there is no 'us'?" I asked he looked hurt he looked away like he didn't want me to see how hurt he was. Wait why was hurt me made it this way.

"Well that's what we need to talk about" Oh no he's going to try to explain why he left. I had to think of an excuse I got it I looked at my watch "sorry Edward I have to leave we are expecting guests" I stood up and started to run without looking back. I started to think what did he want to talk about?

As I got home I was walking up the porch steps when the door opened and Rachel was there she looked upset "Bella where were you?"

"As I said I went for a run didn't you get my note I left it on my Guitar" she looked clueless

"No we didn't go in to your room we thought you all ready left when we knocked on your door and nobody answered so we didn't bother"

"oh well I just went out, oh and some of the Cullens are coming over" I went past her and started up to my room

"WHAT!!!" I heard from the back and then there was and angry Nick and Jeremy in front of me. Oh shit.

"yeah some of them are coming over to catch up and I hope you guys will behave" I gave the a serious look

"HOW DO YOU EXPECT US TO TREAT THEM WHEN THEY LEFT YOU BROKEN AND HURT!!?"Jeremy said he was just fuming.

"I only invited the ones I forgave because they didn't want to leave and I care for them and I hope you guys can to" I really hope they could they were my fam… friends. Selene came in the room with Rachel.

"we will try and the boys will to" she gave them that look that said you better or pay "if you can trust them then we can to" Selene said.

"Thanks you guys they used to mean a lot to me and I hope to be friends with them again" as I said that I went up stairs to my room as I got in my room I shut the door and grabbed a guitar and started singing one of the more personal songs I wrote that I don't perform.(Broken-Lifehouse)

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

After I was finished I set my guitar back on its stand and I heard Selene call up to me that the Cullens were here. I ran down stairs and everybody was in the living room waiting once I got there I could see that the girls were there and Carlisle. The first on to speak up was Esme "Bella we heard you singing that was a beautiful song"

"thank you Esme" I smiled I went over to her and hugged her and I went to Carlisle and said "I missed you so much" he stood up and gave he a huge hug and whispered in my ear so nobody else could hear "Bella I'm so glad we've found you we missed our daughter so much" that touched my heart they still considered me their daughter. I sat down and looked around everybody Nick and Andre were staring daggers at them I was getting mad. I looked at Rachel who was sitting beside Nick and Andre with pleading eyes she understood what I was saying. She elbowed them both in the ribs which certainly would have broken a few in a human. Rose was the one to break the silence "so Bella how have you been?"

"I have been doing well actually after you guys left I got turned by Laurent" I heard a few hisses "then after I woke up I met these guys here and we started a band then it been going good ever since" they all looked surprised for some reason "why are you guys looking at me like that?"

"we just cant believe we found you, after we left we were so upset that we were hardly a family any more and its all because of our idiot brother" Rose said when I looked at Alice she had an evil smirk on her face. Uh oh I know that face she's coming up with a plan. She looked over at me "Bella can I speak to you in private were no one can hear us?" I wonder why

"sure" she got up and grabbed me by the wrist and dragged me out side in the forest

"Bella I have a question for you and you have to answer it ok?" oh no what was she going to ask I just nodded my head

"Bella do you love Edward?" OH MY GOD how am I supposed to answer that.

I looked her in the eyes and I said.

CLIFFY!!!! Don't hate me this was kind of a filler so I can write the next chapter and I forgot to mention their powers so I will have that in the next chapter if you have any questions ask me

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