Oh my god you guys I'm so sorry I haven't been updating as I said before school is hectic and my dog died so these past couple of weeks have been really hard
Jacs
Chapter 6
As I made my way up stairs I could still hear the guys laughing. I'm sure if they go t to know each other they would get along fine. Once I got to the top of the stairs I could hear all the girls getting ready in Krystal s room I knocked and entered. They were doing Selene s hair
"Hey guys Edward is coming with us in the limo ok"
"Ok Bells we'll meet you down there!" as I was just about to walk to my room I heard my name being called I turned back "what?" it was Selene
"I left you clothes your bed and if you do anything to mess it up I will mess you up got it" I just rolled my eyes "I ASKED YOU GOT IT?!?!" everyone went quiet at Selene s little blow up then we all burst out laughing
"Yes Selene" as I left the room I tried so hard to not let a giggle come out but I didn't succeed I let out a little squeak
"I HEARD THAT!!!" everyone burst out laughing then as I walked down the hall I was still laughing. As I entered my room that the girls surprised me with when we moved here it had dark blue walls like the color Edward liked on me a bed with white sheets on it with pieces of white sheets hanging by the corners and different shapes of carpet to make it look like stepping stones to the bathroom. (AN: pic on profile)
After I was dressed in my black jeans with my flannel quarter sleeve I put a brown belt around my waist, with my ugg boots. After that I went to my mirror and straightened my hair and put a bracelet on then grabbed my sunglasses that I couldn't go anywhere with out.
"Bella hurry up!!"yelled nick all though I can hear him if he doesn't I ran down stairs to come to Andre having nick in a head lock on the floor I just rolled my eyes and waked over to Edward. When I made it to him he put arm around my waist and put his head on the top of mine and inhaled. I wasn't even paying attention till there was a big crash I look to the guys and now nick is on top of Andre and it looked like he had to try because there was a huge dent in the floor where Andre was.
"Ok guys stop acting like 5 year olds we have to get going" I said just as the limo came up the drive way. We all went out side and got inside the limo. I looked around to see a bottle of champagne that we would never drink, huge speakers, mini fridge, and I flat screen TV. I sat down on one of the side seats with Edward on one side with Jeremy on the other.
At concert
We were all in the dressing room waiting to be called on the starting band was out there right now the Rachel came in and said "you guys are on in 1" we all stood up and walked to back stage. I could see the Cullens they were in the front row in the VIP section. I had told Edward if any of the songs hurt him don't take it seriously because I don't mean it I just hadn't had any time to write a couple of songs. Then the band on stage just finished and said "AND HERE IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR USED LOVE!!" as they ran off stage they turned to us and wished us good luck we went on stage I went to the mic while Selene went to the back up mic, Andre went to the guitar, Krystal went to the bass, and nick went to his black and lime green checkered drum set.
"HOW ARE YOU DOIN WASHINGTON?!?!" there was so much screaming that we vampires almost had to cover our ears I heard Emmett and Alice the most
"Ok guys I hope you guys like our show tonight I would also like to dedicate this concert to all of my family!" I looked in to the crowd to see the Cullens smiling especially esme.
"Ok have you guys ever wanted a guy that you wanted all the time?" all the girls yelled
"Ok so have I this is for my boyfriend its called wanted!!"(Wanted by Jessie James)
Hoo Hoo hoo...
I wanna lie in my bed
And do nothing
I don't care what anyone says
I got you on my mind
Thinking about one thing
Gonna show you how I do it best
Put my lips on your mouth
Keep you comin around
Cus I like it
Put your hands on my hips
Take me down
Sink this ship
Boy I can't resist
I looked right at Edward when I sang this he had his crooked smile playing on his lips I smiled back at him and started to sing the chorus
I wanna wear my hair wild in a mess
Cut off jeans, can you get with that?
Give you something like you've never had
Cus I only wanna be wanted by you
I wanna tease you till you're begging me
and you're on your knees
and its hard to breathe
And every other time is just a memory
Cus I only wanna be wanted by you
The next verse was about all the guys in forks that asked me out and I turned them down.
Those other guys when they call
I might answer
But you're the one I'm thinking bout
So baby don't disappoint
Just move faster
And show me what you're feeling now
Put your lips on my mouth
Keep it comin around
Cus I like it
Nothings wrong
It's so right
Got permission from me tonight
So turn off the lights
I wanna wear my hair wild in a mess
Cut off jeans, can you get with that?
Give you something like you've never had
Cus I only wanna be wanted by you
I wanna tease you till you're begging me
And you're on your knees
And it's hard to breathe
And every other time is just a memory
Cus I only wanna be wanted by you
Now I'm going crazy
I'm tired of waiting
My lips are on fire
I just want you to know
I'm losing my patience
For the time that you've wasted
Put your lips on my mouth
Put your lips on my mouth
Put your lips on my..
I wanna wear my hair wild in a mess
Cut off jeans, can you get with that?
Give you something like you've never had
Cus I only wanna be wanted by you
I wanna tease you till you're begging me
and you're on your knees
And it's hard to breathe
And every other time is just a memory
Cus I only wanna be wanted by you
"You guys like that one??" I heard everybody scream and all the Cullens
"Ok guys this is called bring me to life" (bring me to life-EVANESCENCE)
Andre-Bella
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
"Ok guys that was for my boyfriend the next song if also for him but I don't want him to take it personally" I looked at Edward and gave a dazzling smile he just gave a nod I raised an eyebrow everyone was laughing Emmett was laughing his booming laugh
"Oh but some of the stuff in the song is true but he has to figure it out for him self this is things Ill never say" (thing ill never say-Avril Lavinge)
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
[Pre-Chorus]
Guess I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
"we are going to sing one more song for you guys then we are going to go on a break for 15 minutes then we will be back for 4 more songs ok?" more yelling
"ok this song has a bit of a story behind it so me and Selene were sitting in my room trying to write a song when she got an idea about the perfect guy what we would want and what he looked like so this is just a fun song called he could be the one" (he could be the one-Hannah Montana) I lifted my shield and said to Edward this is for you I wrote it about you I said he just smiled
Smooth talkin'
So rockin'
A-he's got everything
That a girl's wantin'
He's a cutie
He plays it groovy
And I can't keep myself
From doing somethin' stupid
Think I'm really falling for his smile
There's butterflies when he says my name
[Chorus:]
He's got something special
He's got something special
And when he's looking at me
I wanna get it all sentimental
He's got something special
He's got something special
I can hardly breathe
Something's telling me
Telling me maybe
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He's lightnin'
Sparks are flyin'
Everywhere I go
He's always on my mind and
I'm going crazy
About him lately
And I can't help myself
From how my heart is racin'
Think I'm really diggin' on his vibe
He really blows me away
He's got something special
He's got something special
And when he's looking at me
I wanna get it all sentimental
He's got something special
He's got something special
I can hardly breathe
Something's telling me
Telling me maybe
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
And he's got a way
Of making me feel
Like everything I do is
Perfectly fine
The stars are aligned
When I'm with him
And I'm so into him
He's got something special
He's got something special
And when he's looking at me
I wanna get all sentimental
He's got something special
He's got something special
I can hardly breathe
Something's telling me
Telling me maybe
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
Emmett was laughing along with jasper and Edward was cheering with Alice "ok guys were going on our break but we will be back ok?" every one cheered we all waved and walked off stage to our dressing room. We walked in and right when I did, I felt the little pixie hugging me "? DIDYOUWRITEANYABOUTME?!?!"
(Translation: oh my gawd Bella that was so good were they about Edward? Did you write any about me?)
"Thanks Alice yes they were about Edward and you have to wait and see." She looked disappointed that I wouldn't tell her she sighed and went over to jasper where he wrapped an arm around her and kissed the top of her head.
"Bella that was really good darling" esme said
"Aw thanks esme you don't know how much that means to me" I hugged her then went to Edward and dragged him to the couch and sat on his lap and leaned back in to his chest and rested my head on his shoulder while he rested his on mine
"You did great love and thank you for the songs" he whispered in my ear which sent shivers down my spine I turned my head towards his
"Thanks I wrote them about us" I looked away and at my hands he put his hand under my chin forcing me to look at him
"Don't be ashamed I feel the exact same way and they were beautiful" he kissed my on the cheek then Rachel came in and I growled she just laughed
"You guys are on in 5" and with that she left I groaned and climbed off Edwards lap to go on stage I was just about to leave when I turned to my family and said "you guys we'll meet you here after then we'll do something ok" I heard a lot of okays
I walked out on stage the lights were out so no body could see us well except for us who have great eye sight I looked out to see the cullens there in the front row looking excited they were going to have a surprise then the lights flashed on and I had the guitar in y hand and Andre up at the mic then the music started and he started to sing. (The anthem-good charlotte)
(Yeah, here we go)
It's a new day, but it all feels old
It's a good life, that's what I'm told
But everything, it all just feels the same
At my high school, it felt more to me
Like a jail cell, a penitentiary
My time spent there, it only made me see
That I don't ever wanna be like you
I don't wanna do the things you do
I'm never gonna hear the words you say
and I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be
You...don't wanna be just like you
Oh what I'm sayin' is this is the anthem, throw all your hands up,
you... don't wanna be you
Go to college, a university, get a real job,
That's what they said to me
But I could never live the way they want
I'm gonna get by, and just do my time, out of step while, they all
get in line
I'm just a minor threat so pay no mind
Do you really wanna be like them, do you really wanna be another
trend?
Do you wanna be part of that crowd?
'cause I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be
You...don't wanna be just like you
Oh what I'm sayin' is this is the anthem throw all your hands up,
you, don't wanna be you
Shake it once, that's fine
Shake it twice, that's okay
Shake it three times, you're playing with yourself, again.
You...don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is this is the anthem throw all your hands up,
Y'all got to feel me, sing if you're with me, you, don't wanna
be just like you (just like you)
This is the anthem throw all your hands up, y'all got to feel
me, sing if you're with me
Another loser anthem (whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem (whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem (whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem
While he was singing the song the crowd we jumping to the beat the floor was shaking. I went up to the mic and waited till the cheering was done "we thought you guys might like the change in the music that song was the anthem it was written by Andre him self" every one cheered and Andre took a bow every one laughed
"ok so next we are going to sing train wreck (demi lavato) which I dedicated to my long lost friend then we are just going on to kiss me( Avril Lavinge)"
La di da, yeah
You fled from medication
Cause it only causes pain
You won't go to the doctor
Who keeps calling you insane
Youre lost even when
Youre going the right way
You mean the world to me
Even though you might be crazy
And you said we wouldn't make it
But look how far we've come
For so long my heart was breaking
But now were standing strong
The things you say
Made me fall harder each day
Youre a trainwreck
But I wouldn't love you
If you changed, no, yeah
I shook your hand
And you pulled it right away, yeah
You asked me to dance
And instead I said no way
Inside I was dying to give it a try
And you begged me so I stayed
I knew you were different
From the I way caved
And you said we wouldn't make it
But look how far we've come
For so long my heart was breaking
But now were standing strong
The things you say
You make me fall harder each day
Youre a trainwreck
But I wouldn't love you
If you changed, yeah, ooh, no, yeah
We were so different
But opposites attract
So my hope kept growing
And I never looked back
Youre one of a kind
No one can change this heart of mine, oh
And you said we wouldn't make it
But look how far we've come
For so long my heart was breaking
And now were standing strong
The things you say
You make me fall harder each day
Youre a trainwreck
But I wouldn't love you
If you changed, oh yeah
One more thing I thought I'd share
With someone special
I am falling like I never fell before
It's funny you said we'd never make it
And look how far we've come
Youre a trainwreck
But with you, I'm in love
Right before the next song I looked over to Alice she was bouncing up and down and everybody just watching her she was so happy it was so hard not to laugh.
Kiss me
out of the bearded barly
nightly
beside the green green grass
swing swing (swing swing)
swing the spinning step
you wear those shoes and
i will wear that dress.
I wrote this song after the night I was teasing Edward and when we had the kiss
ohhhh......
(chorus)
kiss me
beneath the milky twilight
lead me
out on the moonlit floor,
lift your open hand
strike up the band and
make the fog lights dance
silver moon sparkling.
So, kiss me.
Kiss me (kiss me)
Down by the broken treehouse
Swing me (swing me)
upon it's hanging tire,
Bring bring (bring bring)
bring your flowerhat
we'll take the trail marked on your
father's map, ohhhhh
(chorus)
OHHH....kiss me
beneath the milky twilight
lead me
out on the moonlit floor,
lift your open hand
strike up the band and
make the fog lights dance
silver moon sparkling.
So, kiss me.
So, kiss me.
So, kiss me.
(lalala lalala)
So, kiss me.
"Ok guys this next song is written by Selene when she came to America (AN: Selene is from Spain)so this son is called Party in the USA(miley Cyrus)
I hopped off the plane at LAX
with a dream and my cardigan
welcome to the land of fame excess,
am I gonna fit in?
Jumped in the cab,
Here I am for the first time
Look to the right and I see the Hollywood sign
This is all so crazy
Everybody seems so famous
My tummys turnin and I'm feelin kinda home sick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous,
That's when the taxi man turned on the radio
and a Jay Z song was on
and the Jay Z song was on
and the Jay Z song was on
CHORUS:
So I put my hands up
They're playing my song,
And the butterflys fly away
Noddin' my head like yea
Movin my hips like yea
I got my hands up,
They're playin my song
I know im gonna be ok
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Get to the club in my taxi cab
Everybody's lookin at me now
Like "whos that chick, thats rockin' kicks?
She gotta be from out of town"
So hard with my girls not around me
Its definitely not a Nashville party
Cause' all I see are stilletos
I guess I never got the memo
My tummys turnin and I'm feelin kinda home sick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
That's when the D.J. dropped my favorite tune
and a Britney song was on
and the Britney song was on
and the Britney song was on
CHORUS:
So I put my hands up
They're playing my song,
And the butterflys fly away
Noddin' my head like yea
Movin my hips like yea
I got my hands up,
They're playin my song
I know im gonna be ok
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Feel like hoppin' on a flight (on a flight)
Back to my hometown tonight (town tonight)
Something stops me everytime (everytime)
The DJ plays my song and I feel alright
CHORUS:
So I put my hands up
They're playing my song,
And the butterflys fly away
Noddin' my head like yea
Movin my hips like yea
I got my hands up,
They're playin my song
I know im gonna be ok
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Yea, It's a party in the USA
So I put my hands up
They're playing my song,
And the butterflys fly away
Noddin' my head like yea
Movin my hips like yea
I got my hands up,
They're playin my song
I know im gonna be ok
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Yea, It's a party in the USA
"Wow that was fun wasn't it?" every body yelled I laughed
"Ok lets get on to the next song it our number one hit in my heart(my favorite highway)
This life is so crazy
so could you please remind me
It's simple
It's easy
with you right here beside me
Cause I don't even wanna try to get by without you
that's the rason why i'm writing this song
about the way you make me feel
it's never felt so real, no, no
i have you in my heart
no distance could keep me apart, love
you are the only thing
thats keeping my heart still beating
cause i just can't let you go
even if you wanted to
you know that you'll always have my heart
and i'm not letting you go
and i'm not letting you go
if you wake up and your bad day
feels more like a cliché
with each kiss i'll replace
the sad look on your face
Cause I don't even wanna try to get by without you
that's the rason why i'm writing this song
about the way you make me feel
it's never felt so real, no, no
i have you in my heart
no distance could keep me apart, love
you are the only thing
thats keeping my heart still beating
cause i just can't let you go
even if you wanted to
you know that you'll always have my heart
and i'm not letting you go
whoa, oh, oh, no
whoa, oh, oh
whoa, oh, oh, no
whoa, oh, oh
whoa, oh, oh, no
i can't escape your love [x2]
i have you in my heart
no distance could keep me apart, love
you are the only thing
thats keeping my heart still beating
cause i just can't let you go
even if you wanted to
you know that you'll always have my heart
i have you in my heart
no distance could keep me apart, love
you are the only thing
thats keeping my heart still beating
cause i just can't let you go
even if you wanted to
you know that you'll always have my heart
and i'm not lettin you go
"ok guys this is my last song to night" lots of boos "I know but you can see me again some time ok have you guys ever had anybody you love leave you for a bit even if its for the night and you miss them a lot well I'm like that to so heres kindly unspoken (Kate Voegele)
My white piano raised from the trap door in t he center of the stage while the black curtin fell behind me it had trickling lights on it to make it sparkle. Then the fog machine started
As high as the moon
So high were my spirits
When you sang out my name
And coming from you
It was enough just to hear it
Oh, it rang like the bells did today
But even the sturdiest ground
Can shift and can tremble and let us fall down…
Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It's lucky I'm clever
Cause if I didn't know better
I'd believe only that which I'd heard
In the days of my folly
I followed your lead
Did what Simon Says to do
But I won't let melancholy
Play me for a fool
Oh, no I'm on my way somewhere new
And as far as your lack of something to say
Well, to tell me goodbye there was no better way
Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It's lucky I'm clever
If I didn't know better
I'd believe only that which I'd heard
Bridge:
So don't keep me up till the dawn
With words that'll keep leading me on
I know much better than to wait for an answer from you
Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It's lucky I'm clever
If I didn't know better
I'd believe only that which I'd heard
With that I stood up and everyone cheered I looked in to the crowd to see just Edward he looked like he was in a daze but everyone else was gone guess they were in the dressing room with everybody else. I took the mic out of the stand on the piano
"ok guys thanks for coming see you later" I ran off stage and was met by Edward he grabbed my in a hug and pressed his lips forcefully to mine but after a couple seconds I started to kiss him back and then it turned from needy to passionate. Then we heard a throat clear
"Alice go away" Edward said
"But I have to get her ready to clubbing"
"Me and Bella will meet you at the house" she humph then left Edward rested his head on mine and whispered
"I promise to never leave you again and if I do I give you permission to come and kill me" he looked me in the eyes then bent down to kiss my forehead. I grabbed his hand and we took off towards the house for me to be torched being Bella Barbie.
As I said I am so sorry I haven't updated lately I have been sooooooo busy sorry about the spelling mistakes It 1am and I have school tomorrow and im tired as hell so I stayed up for you, you better thank me ha-ha you don't have to do that I love writing
And I don't own twilight except for my own characters
