Chapter 10

We were at our meadow there was a quilt in the middle with lights around it and then all around the meadow were lights draped over the tree branches to make the meadow light up then there was a guitar but the quilt it look so beautiful. I go to the middle and just stand there and turn in a circle and stare at every thing.

When my eyes land on Edward he's leaning up against the tree that he was when we first came here and show me how he sparkled.

"Edward it's so beautiful did you do this?" I said as I walked up to him and looked up at him. He gave me a crooked smile

"Yeah plus a little help from Emmett and Jasper too" as he puts his arms around my waist and connects hit fingers at my lower back

"remind me to thank them to" I smile up at him I stretch up on to my tip toes and kiss him when it got deeper I put my arms around his neck and fingers at the back of his skull and started to massage there. I think I heard a purr. Wait what?!

"Edward did you just purr" I raised and eyebrow at him

"I can't deny the feelings I have for you love you bring out the animal in me" as he growled and jumped on me and pinned me to the cool ground but it didn't effect me, but if I was human I would of thought it was freezing. While we were kissing he asked for entrance and I grated it easily my moans were muffled by his mouth and his by mine. After seconds, minutes, hours, days, years went by I didn't care I cold kiss him for as long as my existence lasted. He pushed him self off of me and to the side, so he was on his elbow.

"We don't want to waste our time do we?" he raised an eyebrow while he said this as if it was a question

"I suppose not what are we doing anyway?" I was still very curious at what we were going to do other than hot make out sessions

"that for me to know and you to find out" he laughed while he pulled me up off the cool ground, we started our way over to the blanket and what I didn't notice before was, there were crystal wine glasses setup. I looked over at Edward quizzenly as to ask if they were for decoration. He just laughed

"No we are going to use them" I gave him a confused look

"What are we going to drink wine?" I have never smelt wine as a vampire I wondered what is smelt like I would have to ask Carlisle

"You could call it that" he looked out of the corner of his eye at me. Once we got closer I could smell the sweet delicious smell. I just laughed now I knew what he meant

"I just decorated Emmett and Jasper did the hunting for us" he chuckled we got to the blanket and sat down. Edward reached behind him and brought out two pitchers

"Mountain lion or deer?" he smiles I never would have guessed I would hear that in my life

"How about your favorite" I smile he just shakes his head and chuckles

"I can't believe you remember that"

"I remember everything you said" and it's true I didn't forget anything since I was change. Maybe it has to do with my mental shield maybe It protects my thoughts to stay in side my head, another question to ask Carlisle. As he pours the blood I take the chance to look around the meadow really looks absolutely beautiful. Turn back around and Edwards just staring at me with aw

"Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" he gave me a smile while he said that to me im sure if I was you human I would be blushing right now

"Maybe a few times" I giggled I turned my head away in embarrassment; I then felt his hand on my chin so I looked at him

"Never hide from me love" I looked into his eyes and all I could see was love pure love. So I just nodded he laid back and brought me with him so my head was on his chest. I looked up to him and sighed could my life get any better

"I love you Edward"

"I love you to Bella" then I heard a twig snap out in the woods I sat straight up

"Edward did you hear that?" I said as I turned around but he wasn't there. OMG where is he, then I heard another twig snap behind me I whipped around and that's when I saw eyes in the dark.

Then Edward stepped out of the bush.

"Edward don't do that you almost made my heart start again" he just chuckled, once me made it to me he took my hand in his then got down on one knee

"Isabella Marie swan when I left I could see with out my light. It was like I couldn't see at all, but when I saw you up on stage that night the light came back I could see once again , so im asking you my light Bella will you be my wife for the rest of our existence?" I was frozen from shock I couldn't find my voice did I really want to do this marry Edward the love of my life? My mate? But what about my family I can't leave them we still have the band. I looked at Edward he had the look of scared

I still couldn't find my voice so I just nodded he smiled and put the ring on my finger and stood up and took my face in his hands and kissed me.

After that we sat down on the blanket and I kept looking over to the guitar because it was brand new and so beautiful I was just itching to play it. Edward saw me looking at it so he leaned over and grabbed it and gave it to me. I smiled really big.

"What do you want me to play" it looked like he was really concentrating

"How about two you wrote while we were together and one while I was gone?"

Okay that's fine" I smiled I knew what songs I as going to sing (fearless, white horse, jump then fall-all by Taylor swift)

"Ok this is called fearless "I said then started playing

There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

As I finished and looked up to him he had the grin that told me that he really did love me and he had unshed tears in his eyes that would never fall

"That was beautiful love"

"thank you ok the next one is called white horse but remember I really missed you and kind of depressed but remember I really love you" he just nodded

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve;
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didn't know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now it's too late for you and your White Horse,
to come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This ain't a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
that was a small town
there in my rearview mirror,
disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
now it's too late for you and your White Horse
to catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
it's too late
to catch me now.

I looked at Edward he looked so disappointed in himself for leaving me

"Edward remember that was the past I love you" I said with as much love as possible so he did believe me though I was telling the truth

"After this song im going to sing two more that I wrote on of the family and one for you the next on im going to sing is called jump then fall"

I like the way you sound in the morning,
we're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus,
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

well I like the way your hair falls in your face
you got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,
honey, I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted

I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer,
take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

the bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
when people say things that bring you to your knees,
I'll catch you
the time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
but I'll hold you through the night until you smile

whoa oh I need you baby
don't be afraid please
jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna through it all so jump then fall

jump then fall baby
jump then fall into me, into me

every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine
and every time you're here baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
you can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me

yeah

"Ok this on is should of said no" (~by Taylor swift)

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you feels wrong

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same

You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

I can't resist before you go tell me this
Was it worth it? Was she worth this?
No, no, no, no, no, no

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

"Ok now this is the way I loved you" (~Taylor swift)

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I've been screaming' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all

And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

After the songs Edward hugged me

"Those were beautiful Bella"

"Thank you" then I felt my phone vibrate I took it out 'Alice'

"Hi Alice"

!?!(Omg Bella can I please plan the wedding and those were beautiful songs but please please please!?!)

"Yes Alice you can... with help from the other girls"

"THANK YOU BELLA" then the line went dead. I just sighed I looked at Edward

"Do you know what you jus accepted to?"

"What like the reign of Alice yes"

"Ok let's go tell the family unless Alice has already told them" we got up and started going

"Wait what about the stuff" I asked

"That's what brothers are for"

"Right I forgot that" I giggled

Ok guys I am so sorry but I accidently deleted the story so I had to upload the whole thing again so now I don't have as many subscribers witch sucks. And now I don't have like any reviews so im sad so I would really really really like for you guys to review!!!!!

Jacs

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