Title: A Teacher's Sin
Summary: I'm just a normal cooking teacher trying to deal with my life. I just go to work and try to make ends meat. Everyday I walk into the classroom it's just hard to ignore the sixteen year old student in my class. I just can't stop day dream about touching that pale skin.
Note: Okay guys today is like a damn bad day for me. I want to work but my mom and my grandma doesn't want me to work at all. It pisses me off because I'm sixteen I want a job I don't do shit in the summer and I want money to visit the anime festival in new york. I'm just sooo pissed I'm sorry if this comes out with so much anger. Thing is it's supposed to be a happy emotional chapter
Disclaimer: I don't own KHR because if I did I would have put Hibari in more parts and make Tsuna as the seme type. Since I don't own the show I can't do that.
Chapter Nine: Apologize (Tsuna)
I don't know how I made it home or how I made it to the next day to be honest. I felt like my body was working on it's own dragging me from place to place. Well, alright now I'm in my own class but it's the afternoon. I don't know how I deal with the class or what I teach them to cook but I know it had to be something fun or something easy.
I stood in front of the sink and started washing the bowls and other stuff they were using today. I heard the door click open I quickly turn my hear around and spotted Kyoya. He stood there looking awkward and looking down at the floor.
"You asked for me sensei." He spoke quietly and looked up at me. I felt a pain hit my chest when I saw semi blood shoot eyes.
"Have you been crying Kyoya?" He looked away not wanting or even bothering to answer me back, I'll let it go for now. Right now I just want to talk to him about to kiss.
"Kyoya, come over here." I made a move forward moment with my hand and pulled a stool out next to me. I saw his shoulders stiffen at the thought but I let it slid as he walked to me and sat down on the stool and looked down on the semi clean floor.
I don't know what's going through his mind but I hope he doesn't think anything badly about me. I got another stool and sat next to him. He looked up at me his face not showing any emotions what so ever. I don't know what my hands are doing but they went and held on to his hand. He looked at me and I can see some tears in his eyes.
"I want to talk to you about something."
"It's about the kiss isn't it?" I looked at his eyes as he looked down at the floor. I don't know what I did and I have no idea what the young skylark is thinking about but I want him to stop. I squeezed his hand as he looked at me in the eyes.
I always get a sense of intimidation when I look him in the eyes but this time I don't. I held on tighter to his hand and I feel him doing the same. I'm scared of telling this boy anything about that kiss. I don't know if he will break down in tears about it.
"Kyoya, I'm sorry that I kissed you. I just don't know why I did that. I'm just so sorry I kissed you."
He looked at me and then looked at the floor. I can feel some hatred coming out from him but I let it go. I can't be mad at him for hating me or whatever he's feeling right now. He let go of my hand and pushed me away from him. I nearly fell out of my stool because of that. How can a little guy push so hard?
"Kyoya!"
"So you just kissed me because you were thinking about someone else then!" I looked at his eyes. Tears were falling down his face I wanted to clean them away but right now he might rip my arm off if I even think of getting near him.
"No I wasn't!"
"You're a lair!" He shouted again. Now I just want to cover his mouth I don't want people to find out what the hell we're talking about. I stood up from my stool and went over to him I wrapped my arms around his small body but he pushed me away.
"Don't touch me!"
"Kyoya quite down!" I grabbed his shoulder and pushed him close to me and I held on to him with all my might. His head teaching my chest as he moved his head to the side and looked at the other side of the wall. Last thing I need is for people thinking that I'm child molesting him.
"Kyoya listen to me..."
"I don't want to!" He shouted back at me and tired to push himself free from the grip. I held on tighter to him making my arms heavy against my back he only kept falling forward to my chest where most of his tears are.
"Listen to me!"
"No!"
"Kyoya!" I let go of him and then grabbed his face. I held on to both of his cheeks making him look at me. He would try to close his eyes but I know he wouldn't last long because he kept holding more tears back that away. He let them open I saw two tiny streams of tears run down from each of his eyes.
His beautiful face is wet and puffy. The white in his eyes a red showing that he's been crying hard and long. But the ice gray color still stands out of all that. Now this is when I'm getting intimidated by his eyes. I held on to his soft wet cheeks, while I moved my right thumb on his cheek. Clean away the falling tear, which makes no sense if more were just going to fall on it's place.
"Kyoya now will you listen to me." I can tell in his eyes that he didn't want to but he has no choice right now. My grip is shaking and I can't tell if it's me or him shaking out of fear. I can see his legs tremble to what I'm about to tell him. I already know he's thinking bad but right now it doesn't matter I'm just going to tell him the truth.
"Kyoya don't think about me if I tell you this. Promise me."
"I promise." He spoke out softly his lips barley moving. I don't know if I should lean in and kiss him now or just tell him the truth right now.
"Since the first day of school, I fell hard and fast for you. I don't know why but I just did, I find you so beautiful and graceful. I couldn't stand seeing Daemon flirt with you or anything like that. I know this sounds wrong but your beautiful, graceful, strong, loving, caring, and just so amazing in every single way. I know I wouldn't change anything about you. That's why I kissed you. I couldn't hold myself back from kissing those soft beautiful pink lips of yours and right now I don't know if I have enough self control to not touch you or just make out with you."
I held my breath. I don't know if Kyoya finds me as a creep and will just push me away to report me to the principal. I'm not even scared of losing my job I'm fucking scared of Kyoya thinking bad about me. I can feel my legs and hands shake.
While I wait for an answer from him. I saw a tiny smile and light pink blush form on his cheeks. More tears falling down his face but they have to mean something else I just know so. He placed his small delicate hands on mine and held on to them while he took this off his cheeks. He was now holding hands with me with a shy gentle smile on his face. I never knew Kyoya can pull that off but it just looks so beautiful on him.
"I thought you kissed me because you were thinking about someone else. I didn't know you felt that way about me. I...I ….l-l-love you." He blushed red and looked at me in the eyes. I started smiling and it just turn to a full out grin.
"Kyoya, I'm sorry that you thought but right now I love you too and nothing is going to come between us." I took him close to me and kissed him.
This kiss wasn't like the other one it was a just a nice passionate loving kiss right now. Right now this kiss feels so right I never felt so much love and passion in a single kiss like this one. Our tongues went gently in our mouths to play around. Kyoya's shy tongue went in my mouth and ran around in my mouth softly and gently. I let my tongue go wild in his mouth feeling everything that I didn't get to feel before.
When we pulled away I saw the shiny piece of saliva connecting our mouths together. I smiled at him as he blushed and looked away from me with a sweet red blush on his face. I held on to him tight smiling as I placed my chin on his soft messy black hair.
'What am I going to tell Chrome?'
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Oooooooo well what you guys think about that I bet you didn't expect that question to pop out of nowhere. Well to be honest with you guys I didn't expect that one either fuck now more work for me to do. Anyways leave me a review what you guys think so far.
