Authors note: sorry this one took a while... writters block sucks by the way...thanks for the reviews it means alot^^ you know who you are
Disclaimer: Everyone knows, I dont own eminem..or any of his music for that matter
Chapter 3
Sam looked at the man and frowned..."excuse me?"
The man blew out a breath full of smoke,that Sam recognized as a chuckle "Really not that hard to understand, man are you Sam or do I have to wait here another hour?"
Startled Sam nodded "my name is Sam...I just dont know how-"
"I know" the man rudley finished , he took a long drag and flicked the cigarette down on the ground giving it a squish with the sole of his shoe. " Long story short I`m a friend of your brothers I was sent to pick you up". The man then took two long strides and he was standing infront of the much shorter Sam extending his hand." the names Robert" Sam felt more small and uncomfortable then he had ever felt under Andy`s dark shadow, but Sam put on a smile and took the muscular man named Roberts firm handshake...Robert gave Sam a look.."aint` you a little petite to be a winchester?"
Sam glanced up at Robert yep he knew exactly how this was going to shrugged his shoulders "guess you havent grown into your gene pool yet."
"Cadillac Sevilles ,Coupe Devilles brain dead rims yeah stupid wheels girl I`m too for real lose your tooth and nails try to fight it, try to deny it stupid you will feel what I do ,I do at will"
the sterio was straining from the hard beat. Sam liked it , the sound the bright red mustang made when fired up
"Shootin` from the hip, yeah boy shoot to kill
"sooo" Sam stole a side glance at Robert ,as he pulled out of the parking lot and onto the highway "How exactly did anyone know to pick me up..Mar...I mean mom...Told you guys she was droping me off right?" Sam suddenly in a conversive mood didnt catch Roberts side glance of annoyance,"It was more a spur of the moment deal"and Sams nervous mouth had caught the newist desiease of `wont shut up`.Robert shifted in his seat and griped the wheel a bit tighter.
"Half a breath left on my death bed screamin` F that yeah super ill,baby what the deal we can chill, split a half a pill then a happy meal fuck a steak slut I cut my toes off and step on the receipt fore I foot the bill"
Sam fiddled with the necklace sitting on his chest as a tense silence fell between them,and Sam had stopped wondering if Robert was going to answer him at caught on that he had been imposing on Robert by having to be picked up...`Just like Andy said`...Sam looked out the window the blur of blacktop more intresting then the bile rising in his throat at the moment.
"listen Garden tool dont make me introduce you to my power tool you know the fucking drill how you duce bags feel knowin your disposable summers eve masingale"
Robert sighed seeming to sorta relax into the upolstery,"Your mom called Annabell, told her that you guys had an argument so she made you take the train," Robert glanced Sam`s way taking in the boys constant fiddiling with the necklace he wore,"Annabell sent James to pick you up but he was buisy with the shop ,like always" Sam frowned,what had he expected? Mary probably said some awful things about him to Annabell...Sam stoped that train of thought for another more conserning one ,who was Annabell?...but that he was able to think abou t later...the name that made his heart skip was James...The brother Sam had tried to impress sence he was little..The brother he had never really lent on like Dean,but had aimed to be like him instead.
"she also tried Dean but He had shut off his phone..."
Sam felt the pang that stoped everything in his mind from turning...`dean` and along with the darkness and the pain he rarely let show was the one word that made any of this worth living, Dean.
Sam looked at the man slouching in his seat one hand on the wheel and eyes on the first glance he looked like a more sturdy man version of Mary; blond hair ,hazle eyes and averted his eyes back out the carside window..."So you were the only option left?" Robert shifted "Yup".Sam glaired out the window 'not one person in your family was excited enough that you were coming home to come pick you up themselves' .He shook his head it was selfish to think that way,but what was he if not selfish. If wanting a safe home and his family back was selfish then he was guilty...if wanting to not be so alone anymore made him a horrible person,then he was. If wanting one lousy phone call from a brother that promise was broken so long ago, made him physicaly ill to think about, then he was sick...Sam felt a sting of tears and swallowed hard ...happy just wasint a life choice for Sam.
A backroad with a cover of bright green trees,perfect was the deffinition of the was use to the tall buildings and endless evening traffic,annoying hobos,and crazy taxi` was a serenity in the way the trees created a tunnel over the road , so much more exciting then the tense atmosphere of city life. The radio had long sence been turned down till very little sound was emitting from it.
The street was called Riverside Drive and Sam understood why immediatly..the lake was beautiful. Sam had seen this lake before but in a more urban veiw, this was like having a whole new perspective, on everything and Sam smiled a little..
"Like the veiw?" Robert laughed"trust me it gets boring after a while".Sam frowned 'nothing could ever be like it was back in chicago' Sam shifted"It`s beautiful out here". Robert rolled his shoulders,and tilted his head, reminding Sam of Dean once again. "yeah" was all he said, Sam let the converstation drop there instead of going on with somthing he was sure to humiliate himself with. Sinking in his seat Sam watched the pastel colored houses go past one after another, they all looked so cheerfull and Sam was just a pessimist.
"oh good Anna`s here" Robert pulled a tight corner and up into a slanted drive."So the ride was great and all" Sam`s heart skipped ..he wished he hadint said it that way.."But I gotta head into town some things of my own I need to get achomplished today"...'and picking me up kept you from them'.. "Sorry,for impossing-"
but Robert was already handing him his bag and closing his door..Backing out and leaving Sam litteraly at the front porch,his mouth wide open and eyes glairing at the dust left from the mustang. "on your day" Sam whispered to no one .
"Sweetheart is that you" Sam almost jumped out of his skin as a sweet southern drawl reached his ears startling him. "S-sorry?" Sam said as he turned to see a laddy in a short white dress, hair hung down over her shoulders and her feet were bare. "Oh I didnt mean to scare you sweetie, you just startled me I wasint expectin`to look out the kitchen window and see a live statue on my lawn" .The woman smiled warmly at him. "You must be Sam" she extended her hand .Without a second thought Sam took it in his"You must be Mrs. Annabell". The woman laughed "Honey no ones ever called me Mrs. please its Anna for you babe" ...A shockwave went through Sam and he jerked his hand away from Anna`s ...`always a pleasure babe` Sam looked at his hand like it had been burned, while the sickly sweet southern woman continued to talk...`cant even live your life without thinking about him, how are you ever going to get away from him`
"Sam?"..the boy looked up at Anna "what..sorry"
"Well thats quite alright but like I was sayin we-"
"Annie! were are those damn pliers at? the sinks imploded again alover the new hardwood!" a males voice deep and familiar shouted from the steps by the front door wich was painted red ironically.
"I keep tellin you this house needs a good old fashioned plumer, and you aint one of em."Annabell stated turning to look at the man on the steps.
Sam took the moment to look away from the hand he had akwardly been staring at trying to calm the open eneded nerves stirred up in his system. and who he saw almost made him stop breathing.
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AN:promise next one will be a revelation just wanted to let it simmer a bit..which one will it be Dean or JD? :-)...thats for me to know and you to find out.
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