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I could hear muffled sounds around my head and someone calling my name.

I opened my eyes blearily and looked at a healers face, knowing she was a healer by the hat she wore.

"Ginny can you hear me?" she asked

"Yes" I replied my voice hoarse from a dry throat

"Can you remember what happened?" the healer said

"No" I said, thoroughly confused as to why I was here

"Ginny you were the victim of an attack, you were hit by an unknown curse" the healer replied

I gasped and grabbed her by the arm and shouted "what about my baby is it okay" with a pleading look in my eyes.

The healer also gasped and asked "are you sure you're pregnant?"

I nodded yes. "Please tell me my baby is going to be okay" tears in my eyes

The healer quickly stood up with her wand outstretched and said "parvulus ostendo sum"

My womb glowed a bright blue and the healer said "honey your baby seems fine"

"Really" I said in a weak voce realising how close I came to losing my baby.

"Yes honey your baby's fine" the old healer said with a smile on her face.

"Now get some sleep you look knackered" the healer said in a mothering voice

I suddenly realised how tired I was and went back to sleep. With a smile on my face knowing my baby was going to be okay

Its Harry's birthday in a week's time, I'll tell him then I thought as I put my head in the pillow drifting off to sleep. Dreaming of a little boy on Harry's shoulders, with black messy hair, emerald eyes and me in the background smiling.


I woke up again feeling refreshed and happy hearing the light snoring of my boyfriend.

I sat up and saw Harry in a chair by my bed.

"Harry" I called

Harry blinked his eyes open and looked at me and blurted out "I love you"

I tilted my head down and blushed but managed to squeak out "I love you too".

A smile lit his face and I sighed at the sight, I hope he smiles like that when I tell him I'm pregnant I thought.

Harry leaned in and gave me the best kiss of my life he tasted of heat and passion and my mind became a mess. He pulled away again but then lent back in.

I kissed him passionately rejoicing in the fact that everything was okay.

We spent the rest of the day talking until he had to leave giving me one last kiss before he left.

I sat in the bed smiling after Harry left, the taste of his lips still on mine.

I looked up at the clock and noticed it was 8:00pm so I went back to sleep with what was probably a huge giant grin on my face.


Pain, unimaginable pain, my womb was pulsing with pain.

My eyes snapped open and a scream tore out my throat, God it hurt so much.

Healers ran in and casted scanning spells.

The same healer as before repeated the spell from last morning "parvulus ostendo sum"

My womb did not glow at all I looked at in disbelief, the pain had gone but this was much worse

"Do it again you did it wrong" I shouted not believing what was in front of me

The healer looked at me in sympathy but obliged and nothing happened again.

"I'm sorry honey your baby's gone" she said

"No, no you did it wrong, my baby's fine" I shouted "do it again"

The healer looked at me and she shook her head

I looked at her and to my womb not believing it and started to sob loudly wrapping my arms around my stomach rocking backwards and forwards.

I did this for an hour until any sense of though came to me.

My baby, our baby was gone; I couldn't see Harry not after this.

I heard someone shout my name; I looked up and saw it was mum

"Mum...my baby...is dead" I managed to choke out in between sobs

"I know sweetie, i know" she replied

She took me in her arms and let me cry. She was the only one who I had told I was pregnant

I fell asleep in my mum's arm but not before I told her I didn't want to see Harry

"Mum don't let him see me, don't tell him anything" I pleaded "how could he forgive me for not telling me"

My mum agreed and nodded with tears in her eyes

She held me as I tossed and turned in my nightmares only letting go to stop Harry from coming in.

I cant tell him. he wont forgive me.

I killed my baby, our baby.


Authors Note: I hope I expressed the emotions correctly. I also hope you enjoyed it even though it was a sad chapter

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