Angels

By: Iceyicecream

Angels

Chapter Two

If you guys are wondering about my other story "Secret Prince" I'm sorry to inform you but I deleted it because I didn't think it was any good sorry!

I couldn't believe it! Just a few minutes ago he was going to propose to me and I was going to say yes and now he'd dead! I can't believe this I'm still shocked. Why? I've been biting my nails and Hotaru has been next to me but I can't take it! All she is saying it's alright but is it really? It was all my fault! The bullet was meant to hit me in the chest. If it wasn't for Natsume…I don't know what I'd do if he wasn't here anymore. I'd be lost and empty. I made so many memories and wanted to make so many more but…I don't know anymore. Suddenly, the operation light turned off and I was already at the door waiting for the doctor to tell me the news. I crossed my fingers. He came out and took off his mask. He looked at me and then looked away. My hopes dropped and I ran over to Natsume's corpse. He looked like an angel. I started crying. "Please God." I begged, "Don't take him away too."
I never met my mom or dad and my grandfather who adopted me died from a car accident when I was only a teenager. I've been living with Hotaru since then and I've fallen in love. For a while I thought that he was just some snot nose brat but as I came to know him I realized that I loved him and was attracted to him.

I looked at him and looked at the heart monitor only to see a straight line. I started crying even harder. I put my head on his chest. "You said you loved me and you'd always be with me!" I screamed as tears rolled down my cheeks, "You said you'd never leave me! You lied! You said you'd be there when I cried and when I need someone to hold me! Was that just some sick joke you told me to stay with you?"
"Mikan." Hotaru whispered as she placed her hands on my shoulders.

I just shook my head furiously and grabbed the bed sheets that were laid over his chest. "I loved you." I whispered, "And I always will."
I leaned over and kissed his cold lips. I looked at his white face to see nothing but a sleep angel lying in front of me. My tears wouldn't stop and I couldn't stand them pitying me. I ran away into the courtyard of the hospital. It was still pouring out side and the rain pounded at my skin but I couldn't feel anything except the numbing pain. I looked up at the sky and let my tears be camouflaged with rain. Soon an umbrella was held over my head and I looked to see Hotaru pouring wet and with her clothes clinging to her skin. "You idiot." She whispered with her bangs in her eyes, "Everyone was worried."
"Leave me alone." I whispered as I swatted the umbrella away.

Hotaru just put it right over me once more. "No."
I frowned and stood up. "What you want to pity me as well?" I screamed, "Do you want to be the one to tell everyone I was balling my eyes out and had lost the man I loved so much and who was about to be my husband? You think this is funny?"
I soon received a smack in the face and a crying Hotaru. "You're not the only one hurting! Ruka, Aoi, his mother and father, all his friends! They are all crying too! Stop making excuses and making you feel like you're all important! If you weren't there he'd probably still be alive!"

My eyes widened I just felt like I'd been stabbed multiple times by a knife and had it twisted and turn in my skin. I walked off. She looked at me and ran over. "Mikan…I went to far I'm sorry."

I shook my head. "Go to Ruka." I whispered," He needs you more then I do."
Hotaru was about to say something but I just walked off with the darkness just eating away at my soul.