The next day Jessica woke up next to Jayden. She was glad to she her boyfriend by her side. Last night to her was not only a big loss for her but also pure heaven. She lost her best friend and made love to her boyfriend. But she still felt bad about it because she thought it was a way to escape her grief. Then Jayden woke up next to her and smiled.
"Hey" Jayden said
"Hi" Jessica said
"What time is it?"
Jessica rolled over and looked at the clock. It said 7:00AM on the clock.
"It's 7:00. We should get up for school." Jessica said
"Yeah we should. Thank god though because there is no school."
"What? Oh yeah right it's teacher conference day."
"Yeah so I have to ask you something?" Jayden said
"So do I."
"Did I take advantage of you last night?" they both said
They looked at each other and laughed
"No you didn't. I actually enjoyed it." Jayden said
"Yeah I did too. I just can't believe I made my first time on the day my friend died." Jessica said
"What happen to Lew was not your fault. Jessica please tell me what your thinking."
Jessica looked at Jayden with guilt look on her face and then smiled with the grief look.
"I loved what we did last night and I never forget it but I feel like I did last night to get rid of my grief. I feel happy and wrong at the same time. Also I'm afraid of what my mom is going to say to me if she finds out about this. I love you Jayden with all my heart. Just please help me understand please." Jessica cried
Jayden hugged his girlfriend so hard. She need to be comforted right now.
"You just need time thats all. It'll get better." Jayden said
"You're right. Thank you." Jessica said
"Your welcome Jess. I love you."
"I love you too"
They both reached in and kissed each other. They were kissing for only a minute when Jessica's phone rang. Jessica picked it up and saw who was on the caller id. It was her mom.
"Oh crud"
Jessica answer the phone
"Hello?"
"Jessica where are you? I've been weird sick about you. I thought you were going to go Jayden's for an hour or so." Jules said over the phone
"Mom calm down. I fell asleep here by mistake. I just woke up and was about to call you for a ride. So relax everything is fine."
"Okay good. Nothing happened there that I should know about right?"
Jessica was silent for a long period of time. That made Jules very worried.
"Jessica what aren't you telling me?" Jules asked in panic
"Later mom. Just come pick me up okay?" Jessica said
"Okay but we're not done talking about this. Bye"
"Bye"
Jessica hung up the phone then got out bed to get dressed.
"Well my mom is coming to get me and if I don't make it back my will is in my book case." Jessica joked
"You'll be fine. Your mom will still love you no matter what." Jayden said
"Yeah your right. How did I ever get such a guy like you?"
"Pure luck"
They both laughed and heard a car horn outside. Jessica gave a quick kiss to Jayden.
"Wish me luck" Jessica said
"Good luck" Jayden said
With that Jessica went outside to see the car with not only her mom but with Sam in the car as well. Now she knew she was in for it.
~Flashpoint~
Back at Jules apartment Sam and Jules are having a talk down with Jessica.
"Jessica you need to tell us what's wrong?" Sam said
"Nothing is wrong. You guys are making such a big deal out of this." Jessica said
"Making a big deal out of it? Yesterday you lost you best friend right in front of you. Heck we all did. Later you go to Jayden's which you said you were only going to stay for an hour or so."
"Mom I told you I fell asleep there by accident" Jessica lied
"Or did something else happen?" Sam asked
Jessica then looked at Sam and then at her mother. Then both adult were finally getting the answer from her which they did not like.
"Jess you guys didn't" Jules said
"Yeah we did." Jessica admitted
Sam got that mad look on his face and got up from his seat.
"I'm going to rip his neck off" Sam yelled
"Come on Sam. It wasn't his fault it was mine" Jessica said
Sam and Jules looked at Jessica. Jules sat next to her daughter looking confused.
"What do you mean?" Jules asked
"It was my idea. I felt bad from losing my friend last night that I thought that getting rid of my grief would work by doing what we did last night."
"Well did it? How do you feel now?" Sam asked
"I feel both glad and like hell." Jessica said while crying
Sam joined the two and then both him and Jules hugged Jessica.
"I lost a member of my family and made such as fool of myself by taking advantage of my boyfriend. I love him so much. Why did do something so stupid when I enjoyed at the same time?"
"Jessica please calm down. You're going to cry out all the liquid in your body." Jules said
"You don't know what it's like. You guys aren't together anymore." Jessica continued
"Jess calm down it doesn't matter. Well it does but at least you knew it was wrong afterwords. We know how much you love Jayden and even though we are not together anymore we still know how people would feel after they had sex." Sam said
The two of them just held Jessica until she fell asleep. Then they got a page to get to HQ. Sam carried Jessica to her room and put her in her bed. Then placed a kiss on her forehead.
"I love you Jess. No matter what." Sam whispered
Then he closed the door and Sam and Jules left for SRU. What they didn't know was Jessica was a half asleep at the time so she heard everything. So while they were away she made a call to Jayden. She need to fix this.
~Flashpoint~
While driving to the SRU Sam and Jules were having a talk in the car. They were really worried about Jessica and her problems.
"I'm really worried about her, Sam." Jules said
"I think we both are, Jules." Sam said
"I mean why would she do something like that?"
"I'm upset too. Believe me but maybe she thought it was a way out. Although I really want to talk to both Jayden and Jessica tonight."
"Me too but don't rip his head off. It'll make Jessica feel worse than she is."
They both laughed
"I didn't mean it but Jessica is like a daughter to me now. I want to look out for her." Sam said
"I know you do. You already do enough by spending more time with her and giving us money to support her. Thank you for that by the way. I didn't get the chance to do that." Jules said
"Your welcome. I may know something that could help Jess."
"Oh yeah what's that?"
"Maybe I should take Jessica on some nights and have her stay at my place. This would give her a chance to know me better. We should also do stuff just the three of us like we used to but even though we're not together anymore we can still hang out like a family. Maybe that's what she's been missing for a while."
Jules thought about this for a minute. She wasn't sure how she could leave her daughter her ex-boyfriend who has been like a father to her this whole time. Maybe there were some feelings left for him but who knows. She knew though she wanted the best for her daughter. So maybe it could work out between her and Sam at least for Jessica sake.
"Yeah I guess we could make that possible but on for some nights because she has school and work." Jules said
"Thank you. It means a lot to me. I just hope it'll help Jess take her mind off things for a while." Sam said
"Me too"
Both of them reach the SRU and parked the car. They had to get to work and worry about what to do about Jessica later. Lets just hope their new plan will help Jessica out for a while.
~Flashpoint~
After a job on the duty the team returned to the SRU and got new bracelets from their new team member. It had Lew's name and his police number on it. Then she gave an extra one to Jules.
"It's so it helps with your daughter. I know she misses him a lot." Leah said
Jules took the bracelet from Leah's hand. She really hoped that this helped with her daughter on some level.
"Yeah I miss him a lot." Jessica said
The looked up to see Jessica and Jayden in the middle of the hall way. Sam and Jules had tense looks on their faces. They knew they wanted to talk to them so they looked at Greg and he motioned them to see the two kids. All four of them went inside the locker room. They locked the door so they could have so they could talk in private.
"Look I know Jessica told you everything that happened that night. I just wanted to say I take full responsible." Jayden said
"No Jayden I take full responsible" Jessica said
"You're both responsible. Jessica you knew it was wrong and you did it anyway and Jayden you just went along with it." Jules said
"I know you both felt sorry for each other but you could have found a better to help with her loss but you took the wrong way in doing it." Sam said
"We weren't thinking that it was wrong. Well weren't thinking period. It's just that I love her and I thought it would help but now I see that it was wrong."
"I know you love her and I love you for loving Jessica but love is not just about feeling it's about doing. It's about do the right thing always for the person that you love. The thing I want to know the most is that did you guys use protection?" Jules asked
"Of course we did we're not that stupid. However you and Sam are starting to think that about me right about now."
"Jessica we would never think your stupid but you can't run away from your problems or losses by doing things like this. It's not possible." Sam said
"It helped a little though but now I feel like I did this whole thing wrong." Jessica said
"See my point?" Sam said
The four of them rest on the benches and were silent for a minute. Jules looked at Sam to see if it was okay to tell Jessica about their plan. Sam gave her the okay nod.
"Look you guys are not in trouble but next time try to think things through okay?" Jules said
"Okay" both kids said
"Jessica we have got an idea that could help out with some of the stress you're in."
"Oh yeah what's that?" Jessica asked
"We were thinking that you could some of your nights at my place and we can do some more things together like we used to." Sam said
Jessica smiled a bit and then got up and hugged both Sam and her mom
"Thank you. It would mean a lot to me." Jessica whispered
"Yeah because friday night is hockey night!" Sam said
"Now that's what I'm talking! Wait the tickets I got for Lew and I were for next week's game."
"I would think he would want you to use them. Oh and speaking of Lew. Leah gave us these bracelets to remember him by. She made one for you too." Jules said
Jules gave the bracelet to Jessica. It gave her some peace in mind now. Jayden got up and joined the group hug. Finally everything was back to the way it should be. Next time the two teens will wait till the time is right for them to have sex again. Everyone was happy now that Jessica was going to do her family get togethers like the three of them used to even though Sam and her mom are not a couple. What was important is that they both loved Jessica. Jessica then looked down at her new bracelet. She would miss Lew. He was her family and he'll always will be her family.
~Flashpoint~
The following chapter was a topic about teen sex. Parents if your teens ask you a question about sex don't assume their doing it and teens if your parents aren't talking to you about sex don't assume they don't care. Start talking to your parents about the problems with teen sex and the troubles it leads to.
For more information please visit these websites like: Stayteen or abcfamily or teenadvice
(Can't list the dot coms or orgs cause the keep disappearing on me on the chapter. You may need to search on google.)
