Disclaimer: I don't own the Mediator … but if I did Julian would've most definitely been a character.

A/N: This is a filler. I'm working on the next chapter already. Sorry people.

Okay, so now Julian's mission is getting Suze to forgive him. Honestly, who wouldn't want to forgive him?

So what if he lied, I mean he apologized.

Ok anyway, let us see what he does.


Chapter 9

Julian POV

I needed to figure out what the hell I was going to do about Suze. I needed her to forgive me. I just didn't know how to do that.

I could call her. No, she'd just hang up on me.

I could try and talk to her after school. No, she'd probably slap me again and my cheek was still stinging from the first time.

I could show up at her house. She'd probably slam the door in my face.

What am I supposed to do?

Love fucking sucks.

Why the hell would anyone want to fall in love?

It seems like more trouble than it's worth.

Are you saying Suze isn't worth it? My inner voice asked.

Oh, shut up. She's worth more than anything. I argued back.

I really need to stop arguing with myself. It's not healthy.

Ok, back to my problem. How do I get Suze back?

What do guys do to win their girls back?

Stand outside her bedroom window with a boom box? Nah, that's to John Cusack.

Serenade her? To Ten Things I Hate About You.

Beg her? Although I don't really want to resort to that I will. (A/N: What girl doesn't want to see a guy beg? That's what I thought.)

Ok, I'm giving myself till the end of this week, that's two days.

Now I just need to figure out how to do it.


Suze POV

I think I made a mistake by walking away from Julian.

Yes I was pissed that he had lied to me. But he apologized, and I know he meant it.

To tell you the truth, my walking away had nothing to do with his lie. I walked away because I still don't know who I want.

I am aware of the two-souls-one-body thing, but I know I'm gonna have to chose eventually. I don't know how permanent the Jesse situation is.

I want to forgive Julian. I want to be with him. But I can't be with him until I sort out all my crap, it wouldn't be fair to him.

If he had stopped me from walking away I wouldn't have hesitated to forgive him. That is how pathetic I am.

I'm just praying that, when I'm done sorting things out, Julian will still want me.


A/N:I'm planning for the next chapter to be even longer.

Maybe there's a reunion between Suze and Julian.

Maybe Jesse pays a visit.

Maybe my computer will fail… OMG I hope not.

Anyway, until next chapter (which I'll try to post soon)