Disclaimer: A/N I don't own any of the characters they all belong to Stephenie Meyer, I don't intend to infringe anything here I'm just borrowing them for fun.
Bella's POV
Driving up my road to my house I seen my Dads cruiser parked in the driveway, looking briefly at the clock seeing it was about 6:00 pm and knowing he would want supper I parked and rushed in.
Walking into the living room I seen him just sitting on the couch watching the sports channel, "Hey Dad sorry I'm late,do you want some supper?"
He looked over at me,"hey Bella,where were you? don't worry about supper I ordered in,Chinese,it's in the kitchen"
"Oh alright sounds good" I seen him looking at my jeans noticing my ripped zipper,I tugged my shirt down to try to cover it with no success.
"Hey what happened to your jeans Bells?"
"Um...I guess they're old cause they just ripped" blushing and quickly turning to the kitchen,hearing Charlie just say " Uhh Huhh"
I was starving,so I went over to the counter and got some noodles and chicken,grabbed a fork and just started eating right out of the take out containers,
I must have been eating loudly,next thing I knew Charlie came in and said "wow,are you hungry or what?I can hear you eating all the way in the living room"
Chewing what was in my mouth and swallowing "Very funny dad haha"
"So where did you go this afternoon? you didn't answer me before"
"Oh Um ...I was at Jakes"... looking down twirling my noodles with my fork.
"Huh well,that's good right?"
"Yea I would say it was good, I thought he was mad at me, we made up and I think were back together again"...smiling and taking a bite of chicken. Thinking of how we made up.
"well I'm happy to hear that Bells,he's a good kid,um I have to go in for a little while tonight,you gonna be ok"
"Yes dad you know I'll be good,it's not the first time"...rolling my eyes at him.
"Okay,I'm going then"...watching him walk over and grab his guns in the holster and his jacket,then watching as he walked out the door.
Finishing my supper and cleaning up,I went to sit in the living room when I heard a knock on the door. "I wonder who that could be"
Walking to the door and answering it,I see Jared standing there.
"Hey Bella,I needed to see you,I'm sorry I didn't call,I don't have your number..I Um.. waited until Charlie left"
Looking out the door and down the road, I grabbed his hand and brought him in the house.."You are Crazy Jared Cameron"... looking down and blushing.
"I couldn't be away from you,that kiss really had me wanting more"...he lifted my chin and was staring at me with those deep dark eyes,he took his hand and traced it to the back of my head, lightly
gripping my hair and Kissing me again,I felt his tongue trace my lips,trying to enter my mouth but not letting him in,he released and looked a little disappointed.
I said "Sorry Jared It's just that I don't think we should do this,I don't want to hurt Jake you know"
Putting his hands in his pockets,looking at me he said "hurt Jake huh,Well he's hurt me by putting these vivid thoughts of you into my head and making me see you this way,I wont apologize for wanting you,
or coming here,I wont stop Bella,I need you more than you know,I know you feel something too,Today in the woods you wanted to push me away but you didn't"
Looking at Jared and listening to what he was saying,feeling like as crazy as it seems,this might work,but not wanting to lose Jacob either.
"Okay listen,I do want to see you again,but I don't want Jake to know,I wont be leaving Jake and this is our secret do you understand? a secret between us no going and telling the boys"
"Really Bella you want me?
"Yes... I think I remember the rules"
"Yeah ok Bella I can,now come here"
...Putting my hand out so he can have it,Smiling and blushing at the same time. he grabs my right hand and pulls me to him,using his other hand and wrapping it around my waist,I grab his arm for balance.
He then started kissing my neck,moving slowly up to my mouth,this time I let him enter my mouth and felt his warm tongue with mine,he was moaning with pleasure in my mouth,this turned me on so much,to much really.
I pulled away slowly,"I...I really liked that"
"Then why did you stop?"
"We can't go further than this right now"
"oh ok I see,Um...Well..I know of a place we can go tomorrow"
"I'm supposed to meet Jake again tomorrow,but I can meet you later in the evening"
"That will work,I'll meet you at 8 pm after Charlie goes to work, were gonna go for a bit of a hike"...looking a little confused because 8pm is late for hikes.
"It's ok Bella I've been there a lot of times,I've been there in the dark too"
"Alright fine,I trust you"...placing my hand on his very hot cheek and then moving in slowly and kissing his warm wet lips.
"You will have to go now and I'll see you tomorrow at 8"..smiling,going over to the door and opening it.
"Oh wait Jared you need my number too before you go"... taking his phone from his pocket and putting my number into his contacts,handing it back.
"Okay I'll see you tomorrow Bella,Goodnight sweet dreams"...watching him walk down the road and then off into the forest,disappearing.
Walking upstairs to the bathroom,Thinking a bubble bath would be into the bathroom,taking out my strawberry scented bubble bath,Turning on the hot water and then turning on the cold,getting it just
right,popping the plug in the drain and putting two caps full of bubble bath in.
Walking to my bedroom and grabbing my favorite t-shirt and a pair of panties from my top drawer. looking at the shirt I normally wear almost every night to bed realizing just exactly what shirt it is. It's Jakes shirt that he left
in my room the last night we slept together,I've had it for ever and sleep in it because it reminds me of my head to clear that memory away.
Tossing it on the sink and grabbing a towel out and putting it on the toilet seat, then undressing and slowly get in the tub.
The water is very warm and hoping that this bubble bath could help me clear my head and think,it's just reminded me of the two very warm wolves that are now in my life. I have been back home for 2 days and already have
myself in a very interesting situation.
Turning off the water and just sinking down into the water,running my hands along the bubbles on top.
Why did Jared have to feel this way? why was I feeling things toward him. I have Jacob this is insane. But I still want to be with Jared I want to feel his mouth on mine just as much as I want Jacobs.
How will I fix this? how can I stop having feelings like that for someone? is it possible?
Ahh I wish my mind would just shut off for a minute so I can think of what I should do.
Sinking all the way down and holding my breath and going under, hearing just the whoosh of the on that for a minute.
Coming back up for a breath of air that helped clear my mind for a minute.
Squeezing the water out of my hair,pulling the drain plug and getting out,grabbing my towel drying off and quickly getting dressed and going to my bed and quickly falling asleep...
Hearing the door close,I looked over at the clock and seen it was 7am,Getting up and changing my clothes, going down stairs, seeing Charlie.
"Hey Dad You want some breakfast?"
"Good Morning Bells,Yea That sounds really great"
"Okay hows eggs and toast with coffee?"
"Yea, anything you want to make"...watching him grab the paper and start reading.
Grabbing the stuff to make eggs and whipping them up real quick. starting up some coffee. placing the eggs and toast on the plate,grabbing a fork and placing it in front of Charlie.
Going over and pouring a cup of black coffee just like he likes and handing that to him.
"Thanks Bells,this is 't you want some?"
"No I'm good,I'm gonna have some juice"...going to the fridge and getting out a bottle of snapple apple,twisting it and hearing the pop, taking a drink.
"I'm gonna go out for a walk I'll be back in a little bit"...grabbing my phone.
"Alright just be careful" ...watching as he looks at me from behind his paper.
"I will,don't worry"..walking out the door down the sidewalk, looking at my phone seeing I have 3 new text messages.."hmm I wonder"
looking at it seeing that it was Jared who left me the Texts.
Hey Bella just thinking of you-Jared...pressing delete and seeing the next one.Wishing I was lying with you-Jared...deleting again seeing the last one.Imagining your lips on mine-Jared
Keeping the last one and replying back,I wish my lips were on yours right now-Bella...pressing send,and giggling.
Felling my phone vibrate,feeling butterflies in my stomach,I look at my phone seeing another text...where are you Bella?can I come see you know?-Jared
Thinking and texting him again...I'm walking up the road,meet me at the playground it's just 4 houses up from mine,can't wait-Bella
feeling it vibrating again...I'll be there in 5 minutes-Jared
Thinking how the hell is he gonna be here in 5 minutes...Oh... yeah he has his ways of getting there faster than me. smiling and walking up to the playground.
Seeing a couple kids and a mom there. I sit on the bench and wait. I decided to play on my phone while I waited for Jared.
Suddenly I see him walking to me,He looked so very hot, he had on some khaki shorts and no shirt and black sneakers.
He was smiling as he walked over to me and I was looking at him,I could feel the heat in my cheeks when he approached me.
"I love it when you blush Bella"...he said as he leaned down and kissed my warm cheek...he took my hand and I got up,He hugged me tight and then let me go.
"Do you have time before you have to meet Jake to go with me?"
"Yeah I can go with you,where are we going exactly?"
"Well you'll have to drive to the beach first and then we can go from there"
"As long as Jacob doesn't see us"
"No don't worry he wont see us,can I ride with you in your truck?"
"Yea sure,do you want to see my Dad too"...laughing and walking away from the park.
"Hey,I'll go say hi to Chief Swan"...looking back as Jared catches up and grabs my hand.
"I'm gonna go in and grab my keys and tell him I'm leaving for a while with a he asks who it is I'm gonna tell him you"
"Fine Bella,I'm cool with that"
reaching the house..."stay here I'll be right back"...Running in and grabbing the keys not seeing my dad anywhere.I leave a note on the table...gone out with a friend,have my phone-Bella...running back out.
"Allright,lets go"...grabbing his hand and walking to the truck
"Aww I'm gonna see your Dad"..seeing him smiling and laughing.
"Nope,he must be sleeping,come on"...letting his hand go and getting in,watching him get in the truck up and driving down the road.
"so where are we going?"
"Just a place I like to go,no one knows about"
"Allright just as long as we don't get caught by Jake"
"Stop worrying,it will be fine ok"...he took my hand and held it..I looked over at him real quick.
Pulling down the dirt road towards the beach. he said .."now just pull the truck over on the side here and no one will see it."
"Alright I will"...pulling over and getting out..he rushes over and takes my hand.
"your gonna love it Bella,C'mon"
We walked along the beach in silence,I felt worried that someone might see us but no one was even around. he took me up a path through the woods and we kept climbing and climbing up the steep path.
He looked back and asked if I was doing alright a few times, and I answered him I was fine every time.
"Finally"..he said. "now we go left here"
After walking for about 10 or 15 minutes,he took me off the trail and into a little area with some rocks and grass,it was a really pretty spot.
"This is really nice,are you sure no one comes here?"
"I'm absolutely sure Bella,but you haven't seen the best over here"...taking my hand he leads me over to the edge of the land turning me just slightly.
"Now look out there"...I looked out and was aww struck..
"This is absolutely beautiful,Thank you for bringing me here"...I looked out to see the water and the beach and the island in the distance. we were on a small cliff and it was amazing.
"Thank you for coming with me,I've never told anyone about this place 's my place..I guess now it can be our place"
He then came up behind me and put his arms around me,pushing my hair aside and kissing up my neck.I put my hand up to his face as he kissed my neck,letting out a "Mmmm"
Turning around to face him,asking him what he wants to do now?
"Well I can think of a few things we can do" ...feeling his hand slowly reaching down and squeezing my ass.
"Wow you don't want to take it slow do you Jared?"
"No Bella I can't help my self,when I'm around you I want to touch you and make you feel good"..feeling him squeeze me tight and kiss me with his warm lips.
Jared then took my hand and we walked to the grassy spot under a tree,he sat down and pulled my hand to sit with him so I did.
He then moved in and kissed me,I layed back into the grass and he leaned down to kiss me again. I felt him reach down and caress my thigh and work his way up to my zipper and gently,unsnapped my jeans and
gently unzipped them,he carefully placed his hand into my panties and pushed down until he reached my clit, I let out a moan,he liked that because he started moving his fingers in circles around and around.
"Oh Jared that's nice,please don't stop"...closing my eyes and really enjoying the moment.
He then stopped and I looked up, "Don't worry I'm not done" he said looking at me with that sexy smile.
He then started pulling my jeans and panties off at the same time, I helped him a little. He was so gentle and full of passion.
Jared started kissing my thighs,he licked them and made his way up to core, softly and gently he licked and sucked my clit into his mouth,I reached down to grab his hair,it was unsuccessful because he didn't have much to
grab onto,so I just caressed his head instead.
I shouted out "Faster Jared faster,Yes"...Just then he gently bit my clit,he stopped for a second and I looked up to see him taking off his shorts and boxers,he then climbed on top of me kissing me softly.
He unbuttoned my shirt all the way down, cupping my breast over my bra,kissing my neck and then my breasts,he pulled my breasts over top of my bra and sucked on each of my nipples until they were hard,he then lightly
bit them each,I looked at him and said
"I thought you said you wouldn't bite"...laughing
"Oh sorry,I have to bite a little bit,"...Hearing him growling and going forward kissing along my neck again. whispering in my ear..
"I want to be one with you Bella Swan"
Placing my hands on his hot sides.I say "Yes,Jared please make love to me"... pushing my hips up to meet him.
He reaches down and places his hot hard erection on my core, sliding it up and down making me wet.
"do you like that hunny?"
"Yes Jared,please"
"Please what"...seeing him smile
Reaching down and grabbing his hot hard erection in my hand and placing it in me...looking at him saying "that's what"
"Bella you are absolute amazing"...feeling him thrusting into me,I wrap my legs around him and he kisses me hard,I feel his tongue keeping the same rhythm as our hips.
Felling my self on the edge of release.I scream out .."Fuck me Harder"..He grabs my legs and pushes them up and thrusts into me harder and harder again,
I hear him letting out a moan and I grab his neck and bring him down to me,kissing him hard
"cum with Jared"...thrusting hard and fast..
"Yes Bella oh yea"...Felling my self cum I scream out "Jared Yes" scratching my nails down his back and then feeling him quickly pull out of me and cum on the ground.
"You are truly amazing Bella"...watching him lean down and kiss me.
"Your not so bad your self"...smiling and sitting up,grabbing my jeans and them on real quick,then fixing my boobs in my bra.
"aww I liked looking at that"
"Well I can't go anywhere with my tits hanging out can I?"...laughing and watching him throw on his boxers and shorts..I get up and walk over to the edge of the cliff looking out at the beauty of it all.
I feel Jared come up behind me and hold me and say "Bella I think..I think I might be falling in love with you"
I quickly turn around and look at him and say"Your crazy Jared I don't think your in Love with me"
"No Bella I think I am."...then he placed a very gentle very loving kiss on my lips...I then felt my phone it and seeing it's Jacob,I answer it
"Hey Jake...Yep I can meet ya later"...feeling Jared kissing my neck and sliding his hand up my shirt..trying to hold back my laughter,I ended up giggling...Jake asked me what was funny...
"Nothing just TV commercial with a dog...I'll talk to you later ok..Bye"...pressing end.
"I can't believe so naughty Jared"..lightly smacking him in the chest.
"Oh haa I'm not the sneaky one,and what's that about a funny commercial with a DOG"
...Laughing "Yeah it's all I could think of,I wasn't saying you wee a dog,now come on we have to go" walking back to the truck with Jared.
Giving him a kiss and telling him "I'll text you later ok"
"Ok sexy I'll talk to you later"
Watching him walk away, I get in the truck and start it up,turning around and heading home before going over to Jakes Wow what have I got my self into.
