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Bella's POV

Finally getting up from my chair,looking in the mirror I take the towel off my head and toss it in the hamper,I go over and brush out my wet hair then shake it loose with my fingers. Going over to my bed I grab my phone to

see who called and it was Jared again, Looking at the time seeing it's about 6pm I decide to just text him.

-Hey Jared can we meet at our place~Bella.

Hearing the phone chime I look at his reply...-Yea beautiful I can't wait,meet me at 1st beach-Jared

I toss my phone back on the bed and change into some clean jeans and a blue t-shirt,then I go to my closet and grab another pair of sneakers,throwing them on,I grab my phone and head down stairs and then open the door locking it and closing it.

I walk to my truck getting in and sitting there for a few seconds thinking about what I should say to Jared,should I just tell him I can't do this anymore? should I just keep him and let this just be my secret...Well our secret. I just love how Jared is so gentle and so loving, this is so hard I just can't decide.

Starting the truck and pulling out I drive down the road towards 1st beach with so many thoughts in my head, Feeling like it might just explode.

I just drive and think,turning on the radio and hearing a Rhianna song,just listening to the lyrics wondering why songs always seem pertain to your life at that moment. shutting it off and just focusing on the drive to the beach.

Seeing the dirt road I drive down and pull over and shut the truck off,looking ahead I see the beach.I think quick about what I'm gonna say to Jared.

Getting out I grab my keys and phone stuffing them in my pocket and walking out on the beach,smelling the water and taking it in closing my eyes for a minute and taking a deep breath in and then out.

I walk to the edge of the water and look around for Jared but don't see him so I decide to sit down in the sand and stare out at the ocean,It was a cloudy day but still very beautiful. I couldn't wait to get to the cliff with Jared.

All of a sudden I hear a voice behind me but it wasn't Jared,I knew that voice I would always know that voice,it was Jake. I quickly turned around feeling my heart beat very fast.

"Hey Jake"...looking up at him as I sit in the sand feeling nervous I quickly look up and down the beach to see if Jared was here too,not seeing him,I look back at Jake.

"What are you doing here Bella?"...watching him sit next to me I feel my heart beat race,thinking if he knew it would ruin everything.

"I just...um...needed to get out and clear my head that's all"...Yea that didn't sound stupid,pushing my hair from my face.

"Oh I see,I guess that's cool, I can go if you want me to and call you later Bells" ...watching him lean over and kiss my lips lightly.

"Um..Yea I mean if you don't mind Jake,I do just need a little bit of time,I love you"...Returning his kiss.

"No problem"...watching him get up and start to walk away,and quickly stop,I look up and see Jared standing there.

Jacob POV

Looking over to Bella "This is how you clear your head huh,by meeting Jared at the beach"

"No Jake you don't understand"...watching her get up and stand near me I back up and put my hand up.

"Back up Bella"...seeing Jared walk forward I walk towards him.

"What the fuck is going on Jared?"...Seeing Bella run over and place her hand on my chest..

"Stop this Jacob,I just wanted to talk to him ok,please."...Seeing her brown eyes staring at hurt that she would do this I push her away hearing Jared talking I look at him.

"Jacob...Bella and I were just gonna talk okay"...stepping forward I look right at him.

"No Jared it's not okay,I don't even want to be around you,I can't phase and patrol anymore because I hear you and all you think about is my girlfriend and how you fucked her"...Turning and seeing Bella in tears.

"Jacob I can't help it I really love her," ...watching Jared start to walk towards her,I push him,telling him to fuck off. He then shoves me back, I then punch him square in his nose,watching as the blood flows from his nose.

"JACOB NO"...hearing Bella and seeing her run to Jared I felt like I knew what she wanted and so I turn around and walk away.

Hearing someone one behind me,thinking it's Bella wanting to explain shit I turn and look and it's Jared ,He then punches me in the jaw and calls me an asshole. I grab my jaw and look at him.

"You can fucking have her I can't be with her if she's gonna keep being sneaky"...I walk away and don't look back.I quickly phase not caring anything about my clothes and run as fast as I can I run to the forest going through the trees trying to forget about Bella being with him,feeling really pissed I run faster and snap my teeth and growl,wishing I could just rip him apart.

I run along the forest edge by Forks and go past forks,not ever wanting to go back again and hear Jareds thoughts about my Bella I keep running.

Maybe, if I ran far enough away, I would never have to hear him again… I pushed my legs faster, letting it all disappear behind me.

Bella's POV

Watching Jacob walk away and seeing Jared punch Jake back, I felt more confused than ever.I started to run back to my truck to try to get away from it all,then I see Jared right there by my side.

I look up and see Jacob phase and run away very fast,seeing that hurt me more and I couldn't stop my tears. I look over at Jared and tell him to please leave me alone. but he refuses.

"Bella please don't with me if you have a minute why don't we go talk about it somewhere only we know?...looking at him with his sad eyes.

"No I can't I shouldn't have done this I am so confused"...feeling like I need someone to talk to and someone to rely on..

"This could be the end of everything...so why don't we go please"...looking at Jared beg again.I give in.

"Fine Jared but just for a little while"...I take his hand as he smiles atme and we walk across the beach to the hill and start to walk up,going along the paths I start to feel confused.

"Jared are we going the right way?"...squeezing his hand tighter.

"Bella it's ok I know these paths like the back of my hand"

"Well ok then"...Trusting him I see an areas that looks familiar and we walk through and onto the cliff and to our place. Feeling like I was in a place so familiar and so peaceful,I quickly hug Jared.

"It's okay Bella I wont leave you"...feeling overwhelmed and confused but knowing all I wanted right now was Jared and this moment so I push my lips to his and hold him tight to me.

"Jared I love Jacob,I need you to know that...I'm really confused I guess"

"Bella when are you gonna realize that you love me too"...Feeling his warm hands glide up my shirt and his warm wet lips touch mine I know he's right and I know I love them them both.

I then decide to take this further,I reach down and play with the waistline of his boxers,feeling his bare warm chest with my other hand,pull away for a second and look at him, feeling my self get wet from just looking at him and how sexy he looked at that very moment,I feel up him arms and and then down his abs.

"I can't help but want you Jared I think your right I do love you too"..I then kiss his neck and then kiss his arm and then I kiss his chest and work my way down his very warm abs,then I lick him all the way back up and stop at his mouth,kissing him and sliding my tongue along his lips.

Feeling his hardness push against me through his shorts I decide to help make him feel better so I reach down to his shorts and unbutton them

then I unzip them, I gently play with his waist line on his blue boxers. He looks at me and says

"stop teasing me Bella Swan"

"I'm not teasing you Jared Cameron"...smiling a sexy smile and then Slowly I reach my hand down through his boxers until I reach his hard length,stroking it gently.

"Mmm Bella...I want you"...Feeling Jared slide his hot hand up my side,feeling his love and feeling love for him.

"I want you too,Please"...Kissing Jared hard sliding my tongue into his mouth. taking my hand out of his shorts I take my shirt off then my sneakers and jeans,then I unhook my bra and drop my arms letting it fall,Jared then grabs me hard and kisses me even harder. Laying me down on the grass he kisses my neck trailing down to my breast.I let out a loud moan as I watch Jared take off his shorts,the only thing he had on.

"I want you right now Jared,please"...putting my hands in my hair,closing my eyes and feeling the urge to to touch myself, so I do,moaning and biting my lip,I open my eyes slightly and see Jared crawling up to me kissing my stomach and then moving his tongue slowly along until he reaches my right breast he sucks it in ,again using his tongue he slides it up my neck to my ear and whispers,

"I love you Bella I need you now"...moving my hips up feeling his hardness,I grab him and gently squeeze and slowly stroke him,hearing him take in a deep breath and let it out.

"I need you too"...positioning myself,wrapping my legs around his waist and then slowly I push his hardness into out a small scream of then places his mouth on mine.

I moan as he kisses me and pushes into me over and over,I tighten my legs around his waist,putting one hand on his head and feeling his short hair,placing the other on his shoulder.

Our Tongues and lips moving together in heated passionate kisses. Feeling like I'm one with him as he makes sweet love to me I yell out his name and tell him I love him.

"JARED...I...I...LOVE YOU"...Knowing what I just said and feeling it in my heart,looking in his eyes as I said it he thrusts harder into me,feeling his love pour into me.

"I love you to Bella"...he breaths to me..then rolls me over so I'm on top of him,I sit up on him,feeling him go deep into me as I ride him,I look out at the ocean and see the sun setting.

Never wanting this moment to end I continue to slowly ride him,feeling him grab my ass and help, I place my hands on his hot chest,feeling my self coming undone I close my eyes and continue Feeling Jared move me faster and faster and then feeling him cum and let out a moan,he slows to almost a stop as I continue moving my self over him until I finally feel my release and let out a scream and grab my hair in one hand and dig my nails into his chest with the other.

I stop and sit there for a moment before rolling off him laying my head on his arm as he wraps his other arm around me,I start to shiver a little,and he gets up and grabs my clothes.

I get dressed and he throws his shorts on.

"Do you need to leave Bella?"...looking at Jared and never wanting to leave this place.

"No I don't have to go"..sitting down and watching Jared come over and grab me and we lay down together.

"I will keep you warm baby"...Wrapping his arms around me and snuggling close I whisper to him

"I love you" and he says "I love you too"...Feeling my eyes get heavy and feeling tired I close my eyes and drift off to sleep in Jared's warm arms.