Disclaimer: A/N I don't own any of the characters they all belong to Stephenie Meyer, I don't intend to infringe anything here I'm just borrowing them for fun.
Bella's POV
I woke up wrapped in Jared's arms,It felt good being here with him,he's so gentle and loving with me and I can really get used to being with him. I thought about Jake
and how I still hurt him and I hoped he would be ok and not hate me. I looked over at Jared who was still asleep and I quietly slid out of bed I put on a pair of shorts and
a shirt then ran to the hall to see if my dad was still home or if he left for work,I couldn't tellso I walked to the
window and seen his car gone. I felt like I dodged a bullet,If he knew Jared spent the night he would probably shoot us both. I turned to go to the bathroom and Jared
was right there, he scared the shit out of me and I jumped and screamed,then laughed.
"Shit,Sorry Bella baby,I didn't mean to scare you"...he grabbed me and kissed me.
"I'm okay,I just wanted to make sure my dad was gone,he wouldn't like that we spent the night together"
"I didn't mean to stay over I just fell asleep,ya know"...I placed my hand in his hair and the other on his side.
"It's ok I loved that you stayed,I got to wake up in your arms again"...He leaned down and kissed me again.
"I have to be at Sam's this morning for a meeting. do you wanna come with me?Emily always cooks breakfast "
"Yea actually that sounds good,the guys should get used to me being with you now and not Jake."...I looked at Jared with a little caution when I said Jakes name,he was
just smiling.
"All right,I'm just gonna go get changed and clean up"
"I need to go shower real quick and we can go"...Jared quickly picked me up and walked me to the bathroom, he put me down and then kissed me while sliding my shirt off.
"what are you trying to do? hmmm"...I knew exactly what he had in mind and I liked it.
"we'll I was hoping to take a shower with my girlfriend if she lets me"...he gave me that flirty look I couldn't resist.
"oh she doesn't mind at all"...I laughed as I took my short off,then I started the shower and quickly jumped in. Jared quickly undressed and joined me.
"Bella,I don't think I will ever get over how beautiful you are"...I leaned back and let the water get my hair wet,I felt Jared come closer and grab me,I looked forward at
him and we kissed under the steady stream of
water,he tasted so good to me. He turned me and pushed me against the tile wall,it was cold but I didn't care. I felt his hard cock pressing into my core and I wrapped
one leg around his waist,he then grabbed the other leg, I placed my arms around his neck and I was completely wrapped around him.
"Jared I want you"...I felt him grab my ass with both his hands as he entered me. I let out a loud moan. He thrusted into me over and over,I gripped my hand into his hair
and he gripped hard onto my ass letting out moans of pleasure,I didn't ever want this to end,I squeezed myself tighter to him kissing his neck I tasted the water from the
shower in my mouth,I moved to kiss him again feeling his tongue move with mine I could feel myself coming
undone and getting really close to cumming.
"Jared yes...yes,don't stop"...I heard him whisper.
"Bella I want you to cum"...the minute he said it I felt myself go and came like I never had before. I dropped my legs down and fell against his chest.
"That...was amazing"...he laughed and asked me if I was okay.
"Jared I'm more than okay"
"We should hurry if we want to get any food at Emily and Sam's,Seth can eat more than me"
"I'm really hungry now"...I laughed,then we quickly washed up and got out and got dressed,we were in the truck on our way to Sam's and talking.
"Maybe next time you can stay at my place?"...I glanced over quick with a smile.
"Wait...don't you live with your mom?"
"Actually I was thinking of renting a house I saw near the beach...would you consider staying with me?"...did he just basically ask me to move in with him..holy shit.
"Wow...Um...I guess I could spend a few nights first..ya know"...That was a good answer I thought.
"Yea,totally that's cool. Once I get settled in you can come over and stay"...Okay cool he didn't freak out or get mad.
"sounds great then"...I turned down the road and pulled into Sam's place,we went in together and of course had to hear the guys talk about how crazy we were to be
together and how jake wasn't going to take much of it. I couldn't stand staying there and listening to them going on about how stupid we were. Sam snapped at them a
few times and told them to chill out about it . I got up from where I was sitting and walked out of the house.
"I'm sorry,I have to go"...Jared followed after me,I heard him yelling and arguing with Paul.I knew that wasn't good at all.
"I'm sorry Jared I just need to go for a walk,will you meet me at our place when your done?"...he walked to me and put his arms around me kissing the top of my head.
"I'm really sorry that they don't understand,you don't deserve to be treated like that"...I looked up at him and we kissed.
"It's ok,I need to go for a walk.I'll see you in a while"
"Ok Bella,I love you"
"I love you too"
I started walking down the road towards the beach when I seen a blue truck in the driveway at Jakes,I wondered if he got a ride home or if it was just a friend of Billy's,I
just kept walking trying to ignore it,I don't need to see Jacob right now,all though I did feel like shit for hurting his feelings and still felt like I needed to apologize for
everything. then I shook my head and just kept walking. as I approached the house I heard music in the garage and knew for sure Jake was back. I just couldn't walk by
and not stop and say something to him I know I would feel better if I knew he was okay and I said sorry.I walked to the garage and the music stopped. Huh
well I'm sure he's just hanging out in there,I know he liked to go chill out and think in there sometimes. It also brought back memories of us being together and that kinda
hurt. I walked to the door and before I could open it there was a girl standing there. I hear Jacob say my name and then she said my name like she had heard of me and
she looked shocked.
"Hi...I..umm...I'm sorry,who are you?" I said as I looked at her.
"I'm Ava, Jakes told me about you"
"Oh, Ha,he's told you about me huh"...I looked at him.
"What the fuck Bella,what are you doing here?"...Jake snapped at me.
"I was on my way to the beach and heard the music,I wanted to fucking come talk to you..Oh my God Jake ya know what never mind,I see you've moved on just fine"...I
looked at my replacement and walked away.
"Bells wait don't be stupid"...I heard him yell for me and calling me by my nick name,this didn't make me feel any better,then I heard his new girlfriend telling him to just let
me go,he was right in front of me before I knew it.
"Jacob,I just wanted to say I'm sorry for hurting you ,I didn't want to leave things the way they were,I didn't come to fight or argue"
"Bella let me ask you this... are you happy with Jared?"...I looked at him and seen his face,the face I loved the man I still loved.
"I'm happy with him Jake,but I was happy with you too,I never made a choice. You made the choice when you left that day"...I looked down and felt hot tears start to roll
down my cheeks.
"Bells,please don't cry. You did make the choice when you chose to be with Jared and if your happy then you should should let me go"
"I will always love you Jacob I can't just say goodbye,but I see that you already replaced me"...I looked over and saw her glaring at me and pissing me off.
"That's Ava and she's not your replacement she's my new life now my new start"
"What the fuck,that was fast Jake"...I yelled and in a flash Ava was at his was snapping at me.
"You better calm down and go now Bella" ...who the hell was this chic to tell me to calm down.
"I won't calm down,I came here to talk to Jacob not you honey"...I saw her shaking and getting really pissed,I thought really quick and remembered that Jake got this way
right before he phased.
"Bella you need to back off and walk away"
"Holy shit...Is she...Is that girl...she's like you Jake"...I was in shock,I thought Leah was the only girl who was a wolf.
"Yea Bella she's exactly like me and that makes her exactly right for me"
"I understand,I just wanted to say sorry Jake"...
I walked away in tears and knew I lost my friend and was never gonna get him back again I had to accept that and move on. I got to the beach and looked at the ocean
waves.I knew Jared would come soon and I would
feel better in his arms. deep down Jake was still in my heart and I didn't know how to make him go away,I didn't know how to stop loving him. I know he's not unhappy
and yet I feel has someone who exactly like him. his perfect fit. I thought for years I was that person. I guess not. I decided to walk up to our place I knew I could try to
clear my head up there. I got to the top and sat down and just looked at the water,the sky,the peacefulness of it all.
