Be there chapter 7
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Two days later
I've been trying to talk to Clare ever since I got back to school but she's been ignoring me. I was hoping I'd have someone who was going through the same thing to, have them to lean on, because having to go back to my normal life after 8 months of preparing myself for parenthood, now having it all tossed away is making every day hard.
I walked up the front steps of school and stopped when I saw Clare talking to some guy I've never seen before. He had reddish hair and was really tall, he was wearing flannel. Lumberjack. I wanted to go and see if I could talk to Clare but decided to wait until she was alone to do so. I glared at him as I walked past them. I don't like him already. I feel very protective of Clare and if he hurts her I'll….. I need to calm down.
Take deep breaths
Take deep breaths
I clenched my fists and walked on to my locker. I opened my locker, a picture fell out of it, I bent down and picked it up, my heart started beating even more erratically. It was an ultrasound picture.
The last one.
I started shaking. I need to get out of here; I closed my fists again crushing the picture into a ball. I slammed my locker shut with a bit more force then I tended. I quickly made my way out of the school. I made my way to a bench and threw my bag on the ground and sat down on the bench and put my hands in head and tried to control my breathing. This sought of thing has been happening to me every few days after we lost the baby. I felt a presence in front of me; I sighed and looked up at them.
"Is everything ok dude?" Asked Adam sitting down next to me,
"Yeah I'm fine." I said quickly, I dropped the crumpled photo on the ground and stood up. I went to pick up my bag when
"Are you ok Eli?" I turned to see Clare. She looked concerned. Adam must have seen that we needed to talk
"I'll leave you guys to it." Adam said before slipping away. I looked at Clare
"I saw your new friend." I said, a bitterness creeping into the tone of my voice.
"His name is Jake, him and his dad just moved here." Clare explained, I shoved my hands into the pockets of my pants.
"How are things with your mum?" I asked,
"Ok." She said, I nodded
"Cece misses you." I told her. Clare nodded
"Tell your parents I say hi." Clare said,
"Yeah sure." I said,
"Well, I should go," Clare said, "Bye." She said before walking away,
"Yeah, bye."
This is bad, but I am out of ides so please leave me ideas. Love you guys, bye.
