Hate Is Just Another Word For Love

Chapter 3

Stephenie Meyers owns all the characters I just own the storyline.

AN: I know I know I really suck the only excuse I have for not updating in months is that real life got in the way school and a new job have kept me extremely busy but luckily this semester isn't as hectic as last semester was so I have a little more free time now to start writing more anyway I'm really sorry about the really long delay and I hope some of you are still bearing with me and are wanting to read more…Now on with the story.

BELLA POV

I woke up the next morning with Edward's arms wrapped around me and he was still sleeping so I watched his peaceful sleeping form for a few minutes before I kissed his lips lightly so as not to wake him then carefully slipped out of his arms and out of our tent to make coffee and breakfast for everyone since I knew my friends would be hung over after last night.

As the coffee was brewing and I was getting out the ingredients I would need to make pancakes and bacon Edward emerged from our tent and started walking toward me.

"Hey I was wondering where you were, you know it really sucks waking up alone when your expecting someone to still be next to you." Edward said right before he pulled me into his arms and gave me a breathtaking kiss.

"I'm sorry I just didn't want to wake you since you looked so peaceful and I wanted to have coffee and breakfast ready for our friends when they get up because we both know they are going to be hung over."

"It's ok love you don't have to apologize I understand, can I help with breakfast?"

"Yeah can you fry up the bacon while I make the pancakes?"

"Sure love" Edward replied before kissing me once more chastely then letting me go so we could get breakfast done.

"Ung please say that my hung over ass isn't just smelling bacon." Emmett said as he scrambled out of his tent with Rose following right behind him with her hands on her head.

"Hey guys your up just in time, Edward and I just finished breakfast and there's fresh coffee which should make you feel better." I said as I got them each a cup of coffee.

"Thanks you're an angel" Rose said before she took a sip and moaned happily.

"Yeah thanks Belly" Emmett added before he took a big sip of his hot coffee. "OUCH FUCK I BURNED MY TONGUE!" he yelled which just made Edward and I crack up laughing while Rose just scowled and grumbled at him to shut up.

"Thanks Emmett for yelling and waking us up." Alice said as she and Jasper emerged from their tent.

"Your welcome Shorty" was all Emmett said before he headed to the food and Alice flipped him the bird, I'm not sure if that was for the nickname or that he woke her up it could have been for both reasons.

"Well it's our last day of freedom, tomorrow is our last first day of high school. Are you guys ready for senior year?" Jasper asked as we were eating breakfast.

"Yeah I can't wait to show all those horny asshole guys that Bella is no off limits." Edward said smugly before he kissed my cheek which of course made me blush.

"Perfect now we are going to be the talk of the whole school for who knows how long." I grumbled out loud I really hated being the center of attention.

"Aww don't worry Bella we'll all be there with you and everyone will stop talking about you two soon enough when another rumor comes up to gossip about." Alice said and that actually made me relax a lot.

After breakfast everyone went to get dressed then we all got to work taking down the tents and getting everything loaded back in Emmett's Jeep and in about an hour we were on the road heading back home.

"So Bella we are all going back to our house since you Jazzy and Rose are staying the night so we can prepare for our first day of school together." Alice said when we were about half way home and when she noticed that I was about to protest she cut me off before I could say a word.

"Don't even try to get out of this missy, I already got Charlie and Renee's permission and I have a few outfits for you to choose from for tomorrow. Anyway you and Edward should both be thanking me because after you spend a few hours of girl time with me and Rose you can sneak into Edward's room…"

"Thank you Alice" Edward said happily before she could even finish her sentence.

"Your welcome brother mine and future sister in law." Alice said with a giggle

"Alice you are getting way ahead of yourself, Edward and I just barely started seeing each other we are so not ready to talk marriage yet." I said with that stupid blush on my cheeks but I did have to admit to myself that it was nice to think about marrying Edward.

Alice just shrugged her shoulders and put her hands up in surrender before she turned back around in her seat to face the front again and Edward leaned over to whisper in my ear.

"We may not be ready yet love, but have no doubts that I do want to marry you someday." All I could do was blush even deeper then what I already was and nod my head which made Edward chuckle quietly before he kissed me sweetly on the lips.

I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew I was waking up with my head on Edward's shoulder.

"Hey Sleeping Beauty I was just about to wake you, we're almost home now."

"Oh I'm sorry I fell asleep on you, I guess I was more tired than I thought." I said as I sat up and stretched as much as I could in the limited space.

"It's ok Bella trust me I wasn't complaining." Edward replied with a wink and that sexy half smile of his.

A couple minutes later we were pulling into the Cullens long driveway behind Emmett and Rose and Esme Edward, Alice and Emmetts mom was just walking out the front door to greet us.

"Hey kids how was camping?" Esme asked as she gave all of us hugs and after telling her we all had a good time she made us go inside to eat the lunch that she prepared for us and said that we could unload our things after. Of course Emmett was the first one into the house and kitchen.

"Thanks Ma you're the best." Emmett said with his mouth full of food.

"Emmett don't talk with your mouth full, you were not raised in a barn….oh and your welcome honey." Esme said as she patted his cheek a couple of times making the rest of us laugh before we started eating as well.

"So is there something that you two need to tell me?" Esme asked looking right at Edward and I probably confused as to why we were sitting so close together when we normally stayed as far away from each other as possible and that was when I realized that Edward has his hand on my knee beneath the table.

"Well Mom Bella and I worked things out this weekend and she agreed to be my girlfriend." Edward said proudly and Esme smiled hugely before she hugged both of us and congratulated us before she said she had to call my mom Renee which she decided to do right in front of us.

"Hey Renee guess what you owe me twenty bucks, I told you their plan would work and they are officially together now." Esme squealed to Renee then she listened for a few seconds before saying that she would see her in a few.

"Your mom is on her way over now, she wants to see this for herself." Esme stated over excitedly.

"Wait Esme you and my mom made a bet about us?" I asked shocked but slightly amused as well.

"Yes dear we all knew about the whole handcuff thing and I told Renee that you two would definitely get together right away while she thought you would just be friends first."

"Wow mom how did you know how the outcome would be?" Edward asked

"Because I know you Edward your my son and I know that you've had feelings for Bella for years now and I knew that once you two got over your issues that you wouldn't be able to just be friends with her." Esme said before we heard the front door open.

"Hello Esme where are you and where is the new happy couple?" We heard Renee ask from the front room.

"Everyone is in the kitchen Renee." Esme called back to her and in seconds Renee was in the kitchen as well.

"Oh Esme you were right and they look so cute together. Oooh and think just how beautiful our grandbabies will be." Renee gushed out as she handed Esme a twenty dollar bill.

"Jeeze mom Edward and I just barely became a couple and your already talking about us having kids, we're still in high school for crying out loud." I squeaked out with the dreaded blush covering me from head to toe I think and Edward moved his hand from my knee and soothingly rubbed my back and kissed my cheek trying to calm me which worked so I gave him a grateful smile.

"So sweet where's a camera when you need it?" Renee asked Esme who just shrugged but nodded her agreement.

"And this is our que to leave and let these lovely but old ladies have their gossip time." Emmett said as he got up from his seat.

"My thoughts exactly Bro" Edward said as the rest of us followed Emmett's lead.

The guys were heading out the front door to go unload our things from the Jeep I was about to follow them to help but Alice held me back saying it was time for us to have girl time while the guys unloaded and did their thing which made me groan and I tried giving Edward a pleading look to help me but the wuss just simply smiled at me sympathetically and shrugged his shoulders before kissing me chastely before following Em and Jazz outside and I reluctantly followed Rose and Alice up to Alice's very pink room.

"Ok first things first girls lets get showered to get the grime from the woods off of us, Rose you can use Em's shower and Bella you can use the guest bathroom like usual or you can use Edward's shower I know he wouldn't care." Alice said with a giggle before she headed into her bathroom and Rose left to go use Em's bathroom and even though going to Edward's room to shower was tempting I decided to use the guest bathroom.

I realized I was the first one done showering when I went back into Alice's room and found it empty so I decided to go find Edward just for a few minutes I told myself so I went to check the basement/game room first, but I only found Emmett and Jasper down there playing some type of war video game on the Cullens huge flat screen t.v.

"Hey guys where's Edward?"

"His room I think" Emmett answered without taking his eyes off the screen.

"Ok thanks Em" I said right before he shouted out "TAKE THAT JAZZY!" and I just shook my head at his antics as I left them to their game and headed back upstairs to the third floor where Edward's room was. His door was slightly ajar so I knocked lightly a couple of times before I pushed it the rest of the way open and walked into his room and I immediately gasped loudly I might add because Edward was just coming out of his bathroom in just a towel.

"Oh crap I'm so sorry I shouldn't have just walked in like that, I'll just go back to Alice's room and wait for her and Rose there I'm sorry again." I rambled out as I started backing out of his room but before I could get too far though Edward grabbed my wrist to stop me and just looked at him embarrassedly.

"Bella Love it's ok you don't have to be embarrassed, I mean you've already seen me half naked before and you can come in here anytime you want to I really don't mind." Edward said as he pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly for a few minutes until he leaned down and gave me passionate kiss that really grew heated as he pushed me against his wall.

We finally broke our kiss when we heard someone clear their throat and we turned around to see Alice standing in the doorway with her arms crossed across her chest.

"God put some clothes on I don't want to see my brother in just a towel, especially when he has an obvious boner going on." Alice said in her blunt way which actually made Edward blush and mumble something under his breath that I didn't catch because he started hurrying to his closet. Alice then turned her attention to me.

"And you Missy are coming with me now, you can hang out with my brother at dinner." Alice said as she grabbed my arm and literally dragged me all the way to her room where we found Rose laying on the floor reading a magazine.

"Ok Mom said dinner will be ready at seven so that gives us four hours to have our outfits picked out for tomorrow and to get mani/pedis done." Alice said and I knew already not to argue with her no matter how much I didn't want to do this.

"Alright Pixie what are we doing first?" Rose asked as she closed her magazine and sat up.

"Well I thought that you could start on Bella's nails while I get our outfits ready for us to try on."

"Wait you want me to model outfits?" I asked with a feeling of dread coming over me.

"Yes we are all going to try three or four different outfits so we can figure out our perfect first day of school outfits."

What felt like five hours later when Esme called us down for dinner, I had aqua blue finger and toe nails while Alice of course had hot pink and Rose had rose red nails and we finally had our outfits picked out for the next day.

By the time Rose Alice and I made it to the dining room everyone was already seated at the table including both of my parents and Carlisle who must have just gotten home because he was just taking his jacket off. I sat down next to Edward who immediately put his hand on my knee and squeezed it lightly.

"So how was the camping trip, I see you two have finally seen the light that you two belong together." Charlie said with a smirk.

"Oh yeah thanks Dad by the way for letting them hook us together with your handcuffs." I said sarcastically.

"Your welcome Bells, I'm glad to see that they worked." Charlie replied smugly.

"So what happened that made you two finally get together?" Carlisle asked before he took a bite of his food. I looked at Edward silently telling him to tell the story and he gave me a slight not before he started speaking.

"Well on Friday night when Bella and I were sleeping somewhat uncomfortably because of those damn cuffs anyway dumbass over here…" Edward said as he pointed to Emmett

"Language Edward" Esme interrupted

"Sorry Mom anyway Emmett decided to put a gardener snake in our tent…" before he could continue Edward was interrupted again when Renee gasped and said "oh dear I think I know where this story is heading." I simply nodded that she was correct and decided to pick up the story where Edward left off.

"Yeah I woke up when I felt something crawling on my legs so I grabbed my flashlight that was beside me turned it on and I freaked when I saw that it was a snake I jumped up making Edward get up as well we got out of the tent and found Emmett laughing his butt off while I was crying and getting pissed I literally dragged Edward as I went to Emmett and slapped him after I called him a not so nice name…"

"Yeah and it actually hurt I didn't think you could slap so hard." Emmett said interrupting the story again.

"it was the adrenaline anyway I asked if I could be released from Edward so I could be by myself for a while but then Jasper couldn't find the key to the cuffs so Edward had to come with me and we ended up sitting on a boulder by the lake and we talked things out and that's it." I finished

"So Jasper I know you found the key since you returned it with the handcuffs but where did you find it?" Charlie asked curiously.

"Oh I ended up finding it yesterday morning by the fire pit, but I guess it's a good thing that I didn't find it until then." Jasper said throwing a wink mine and Edwards way making my never ending it seems blush appear yet again.

"The rest of dinner was spent talking about random things and once everyone was done Esme had us all go into the living room for dessert and coffee.

"Well Esme dinner was wonderful as always, Charlie and I should be going now since its getting pretty late." Renee said as she and Charlie started standing up from their seats.

"Yeah thanks for dinner and for letting Bells spend the night." Charlie added

"Oh please we love having Bella over here you know your all welcome here anytime." Esme stated while Carlisle nodded his agreement as they said their goodbyes to my parents then Edward and I walked them to the door.

"Oh I'm so happy for you two, you don't know how long I've been waiting for this day." Renee said as she pulled both of us into an awkward group hug before she let us go then Charlie surprised me as he pulled me into a hug since he's not really a hugger but then he said only loud enough for Edward and I to hear "If he hurts you or makes you cry you only have to tell me you know I can always use a reason to use my gun." He tried to say it with a strait face but he laughed out loud when he saw Edward gulp.

"Ok lets go Charlie you've scared the poor boy enough for one night." Renee said trying to drag Charlie out the door.

"You know I was messing with you right son?" Charlie asked Edward as he punched his shoulder lightly and Edward just nodded his head yes but his face looked kind of pale.

Once my parents were gone we went back into the living room with everyone else.

"Hey Eddie, why does it look like you've just seen a ghost?" Emmett asked in his booming voice.

"My father got to him need I say more." I said before I started laughing along with everyone else but Edward who just scowled at us.

"Yeah yeah laugh it up you would be pale faced to if your girlfriends Chief of Police father threatened to shoot you if you hurt his daughter."

"You have a point Edward, it's better you then me though, I'm lucky Alice's dad likes me and he doesn't own a gun." Jasper said with a chuckle.

"Charlie would never truly shoot you son because he knows that I would be the one who would have to treat you and I know he wouldn't want to burden me with that." Carlisle tried to say with a strait face but he just couldn't seem to stop his smirk from appearing.

"Alright lets stop picking on poor Edward now, I think its time you kids got ready for bed you all need a good nights sleep before your first day of school." Esme said

"And we know that you all know the sleeping arrangements but just in case you have forgotten Jasper gets the guest bedroom and Rose and Bella are in Alice's room." Carlisle said in his no nonsense father tone and we all voice our oks to that while we crossed our fingers behind our backs.

After telling Carlisle and Esme goodnight the guys walked Alice Rose and I to Alice's room where Edward kissed me soundly before he whispered in my ear to meet him in his room in twenty minutes when his parents would for sure be in bed and I'm sure the others were making similar arrangements.

Exactly twenty minutes later I was knocking on Edward's door wearing the tiny pajama shorts and tank top that Alice forced me to wear.

When Edward opened the door wearing only basketball shorts his eyes widened for a few seconds before a huge smile appeared on his face.

"Wow I love those pjs on you." Edward said as he motioned for me to come into his room before shutting the door behind us.

"Thanks your sister forced me to wear this, I was just going to wear my sweats." I said shyly

"Well I'm going to have to thank Alice for making you show off your sexy legs." Edward said with a growl in his voice before kissing me forcefully and picking me up making me wrap my legs around him. I finally had to break away from our kiss to breath after a couple of minutes but he just moved his lips to my neck and collarbones as he moved us until my back was on his bed and he was on top of me and he finally brought his lips back to mine and his hands started to travel up into my top.

"Can I take this off?" Edward asked huskily as he start pushing my top up and I simply raised my arms above me head and sat up half way until it was off all the way. "Beautiful" he whispered before taking one of my nipples into his mouth making me moan and arch my back up towards his face.

"I think I owe you for last night." I groaned out as I played with the hem of his shorts making him shiver slightly above me so I pushed him off of me and forced him onto his back so that I could straddle him.

"Are you sure you're ready for this step because it's ok if you're not." Edward said trying to be a gentleman, which I appreciated but I really wanted to try to make him feel good the same way he did to me the night before.

"Yes I'm sure but you'll have to show me how since I've never done this before." I said a little nervously and Edward just nodded and said ok before he lifted me off of him so that he could take of his shorts and boxers. When I finally looked down and saw him I couldn't believe how big he was and the first thought in my head was how is it going to fit in me when and if that time comes.

"Are you ok do you not want to do this?" Edward asked with concern in his voice I guess my nervousness showed on my face more than I thought.

"I'm fine I just really don't know what I'm doing." I replied

"It's ok here just do this." Edward said as he took my hand and made me wrap it around the base of his member then he started to move my hand up and down before he moved his own hand away so I could do it on my own.

"You can move your hand faster and squeeze tighter." Edward moaned out in a husky voice so I did as he said and even moved my thumb over the head and I guess that was all he needed because the next minute he was really moaning out my name as he came all over my hand and his stomach.

"Thanks baby that was pretty awesome I've never cum that hard before." Edward breathed out as he grabbed some tissues off his night stand and cleaned my hand and his stomach off before he got up to throw them away and put his boxers back on before he crawled back onto his bed behind me until he was spooning me.

"I want to make you feel good before we go to sleep." Edward whispered in my ear.

"Ok I whispered back as Edward started trailing his hands down to my shorts and pulled them and my panties down part way until I kicked them off the rest of the way then he was kissing and licking across my neck and chest as one of his hands was stroking my sex which had me moaning loudly until Edward kissed me deeply to keep my sounds at bay.

"Cum for me love" Edward demanded in his husky voice and I did once I felt him pinch my clit and I was yelling out Edward's name which came out muffled due to his lips being on mine.

"Oh my god" was all I could say as I was coming down from my high.

"Better than last night?" Edward asked after a few minutes of silence.

"Definitely" I replied before I went to get up but was stopped when an arm came around my waist to hold me in place.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm just going to clean up a little bit and put my clothes back on and I'll be right back." I said as Edward reluctantly let me go.

A few minutes later I was snuggled back in Edward's arms again.

"Goodnight Bella love you" Edward said with a kiss to my cheek

"Love you to" I mumbled out not sure if he actually heard me before sleep claimed me.

AN:Ok so longest chapter yet I just didn't know where to stop it plus I hope that this makes up for the super long wait I put you guys through. I know I said that this would be the last chapter but I just couldn't let these characters go yet so I have about 2 or 3 more chapters up my sleeve.

For those of you that are reading my other story Finding where I belong don't worry I plan on getting more chapters out for that story as well but I would like to get this one finished before I get back to that one so please be patient for a little while longer I hope to get this story finished in the next couple of weeks.