Disclaimer: I don't own a Harry Potter or anything related to it.
"Fattest girls in Hogwarts?" Dean Thomas asked Seamus, "Who's first?".
"Millicent Bulstronge is definitely first." They were making a list of the fattest girls in Hogwarts as they got on to six Seamus suddenly said: "The sixth fattest girl has got to be little Ginny Weasley!" They started at each other, silent for a moment. They started laughing 'till they cried. Ginny Weasley would be first on the: 'Girl about to die from Anorexia/Bulimia list.
What's life? Though. Really. People cry when people die. But half the time they're wishing that they're actually dead, then taking it back - begging for apologies. I view life as one thing: hell. But I will not kill myself, or un-conventionally die 'till I am the thinnest person in the world. I mean it. People go on stupid diet's. 'Oh! I'll only eat 1000 calories today!' Then scoffs up 10 doughnut's? E.G: Lavender Brown. Ugh! Some girls have no self control
Today I ate half a cucumber. I'm not going to stop eating 'cause then I'll die. I've given up bulimia. I've got noting to retch up. But; cutting is my secret pleasure. Wouldn't really call it 'secret' since no-one seems to notice me. But- I don't do it in the great hall or something. Then a teacher might notice and take my most prized possession away; my knife. It cost me 300 gallons for it. But it's got intricate patterns on it. A weeping rose, graceful thorns twisting around it. Keeping in captive- but beautiful.
You might be thinking where I got the money from; Weasleys' don't have a reputation for being rich. When Harry gave Fred and George 1000 galleons they gave me some- 300 to be exact. Sometimes I like them. They're the ones that choose the knife. They don't know what it's for but they do have an idea. I think. But they'll leave me alone. They know I don't like this world and all they said was to tell them when I was going to kill myself. They don't really like this world either.
And want to 'die' with me. Ironic isn't it? Weasleys': Great, caring family on the outside. Dark, depressed family on the inside. I love that I'm invisible. Nobody notices me.
Disappear.
Disappearing.
Disappeared.
