He Returns
Chapter 6: The Guilt Wins
It had been two weeks sense Kisshu had left Ichigo. The first few days, she called his name, hoping that he would hear her cries of desperation. She only screamed into silence. She cried every night and didn't talk at all during the day. She had fallen into a deep depression and no one knew why. If she had told even one person, maybe she would have felt more comforted, but she kept it a secret. The girls at the café worried tremendously for Ichigo. They wanted to help but she only pushed them away. She excluded them from her thoughts. The only happy thoughts that filled her head were thoughts of Kisshu one day coming back. It was the day after he left that she finally realized she truly loved him.
How could I? He was only trying to fit in. He only wanted to love me. He wanted me to love him. I'M SO STUPID! …If only he would come back. Maybe I can ask Lettuce. No, she would never understand. No one would…
Ichigo did her normal nightly routine: eat dinner silently, shower, brush teeth, and then cry herself to sleep. She had gotten used to it.
The next day, her mother called her into the kitchen.
"Yes Mom?"
"Honey, we are so worried about you. I think you need some help." said her mother in a concerning voice.
Ichigo sighed deeply. Then she put on a small, fake smile. "It'll be ok Mom. Please don't worry. I'm going to be OK… soon." That is the exact moment that Ichigo Momomiya decided to commit suicide.
I just can't go on… without him.
OH DANG! I so wrote this in an hour. Sorry it's so short but that is all there needs to be in this chapter. Hope you liked it. And I hope that you don't hate me for it being a GIANT cliffhanger. Haha till next time my narwhals! PS: if you have a twitter, follow me LaneyLovesMusic
