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ARMS OF AN ANGEL-CHAPTER 7
Two halves of a heart makes one complete heart. One heart makes one soul. One soul makes two hearts bound together forever.
CLARE'S PERSPECTIVE
"Eat it."
Those are the two words that have been ringing through my head for the past hour as Eli stared at me, waiting for me to finish the burger on my plate, but I just didn't have the will to pick it up.
"Please Clare," Eli whispered, inching the plate towards me as tears formed in the rims of my eyes, "I-I'm not hungry."
"You haven't eaten since breakfast, and if I'm not mistaken, you didn't' have any breakfast so please, just eat your dinner," he begged, his green eyes showing me nothing but love and concern.
"I'm not hungry Eli, don't you get it?" I asked, as he sighed, growing impatient, shouting, "Clare, tomorrow morning you're getting surgery and you need to weigh more than one hundred and ten freaking pounds!"
"I do," I whispered, not truthfully knowing if I gained weight over the past week.
"Please Clare, you can finish this and then I have a surprise for you, please," tears were forming in his eyes, and I sighed, picking up the burger and taking a bite out of it. I looked at him and asked, "Happy?"
"Chew it," I slowly obeyed him, feeling the meat break down in my mouth that made me want to throw up, but I scrunched my nose from the bitter taste I was feeling, and I swallowed it.
After another hour of sitting there and having "Coach Eli" guide me through eating a hamburger because I'm pathetic, we were on our way to his surprise. I actually had no idea he was taking me out after eating. I thought we were just going to the Dot, and then we would spend the night together at his house.
"Eli, where are we going?" He walked behind me, his chest against my back as he covered my eyes so I couldn't see our destination. After about fifteen minutes of giggling and stumbling on each other's feet, Eli sighed, asking, "Are you ready for your surprise?"
"Depends, how awesome is it?" I joked, as Eli said, "Let's just say we'll both be satisfied..."
My heart skipped a beat, thinking of the possibility that Eli hadn't put us becoming one before my surgery to side. I thought he had forgotten, or chose the other route in not making love to me because I was...too ugly for him. Which, I wouldn't blame him, considering what I look like.
"You brought me to a hotel?" I asked. When he dropped his hands, he smirked, "I knew that you wanted a special night together before the surgery and my bed was definitely not going to be the place where it happens. So, I saved up for a while, and I got us a hotel room for the night. I packed everything you need for the surgery and all your clothes to change in when you get out."
I smiled at him, tears of joy falling down my cheeks as I asked, "Y-you really love me don't you?"
"No Clare, I did all of this for a woman I despise," he joked, wrapping his arm around my waist as he led me into the hotel. I gulped, my palms beginning to grow sweaty knowing what I was in this building for. What I was in this place to do.
"You alright?" Eli asked. I nodded, biting back my bottom lip as he received two keys.
I grinned, looking at them, noticing they were in the shape of a huge ass heart. As we got in the elevator, I asked Eli, "Where are my bags?"
"Already up in the room," he whispered and I didn't question him.
When the elevator "ting'd", Eli let me get out first while he trailed behind me. I didn't know where I was going, but Eli didn't seem to stop me so I kept walking to the right until I saw a door, in the shape of a heart.
"I-Is that our room?" I turned to him, and he smirked, "I don't know, here's the key, check it out."
The feeling was nerve wracking, and when the door clicked, signaling that this was in fact our room for one whole night, made chills go up my spine. I smiled shakily, and when I opened the door, I dropped the key, looking at the scenery before me.
"Oh my god," I whimpered, covering my mouth as tears streamed freely down my face. Eli asked, "You like it?"
"Like it? Eli this is amazing! I love it, I love you," I wrapped my arms around his neck and smashed our lips together. He giggled, a vibration echoing through my mouth but I just kept going, loving the feeling of this man. Loving him the way he should be loved constantly because it's what he deserves.
"Don't cry Clare," Eli whispered, as I continued to cry, joy and happiness replacing the feelings of sorrow.
"I-Is it too much? Is that why you're crying?" Eli asked, caressing my cheek as our foreheads touched. "I'm crying because I'm happy, Eli. I'm crying because without you, I wouldn't be here right now...you're my love, my everything."
"You don't have to tell me that Clare, just show me," he whispered, pecking my lips as my face turned fifteen different shades of red. The heat between us was ridiculous and the sexual tension was increasing, but the funny thing was that we weren't even naked yet...
"I-I want to take a shower first, is that okay?" I asked him, breaking the kiss as he breathed out, smirking, "I've been waiting years for this...a quick shower won't kill me, just come out when you're done."
"No, I planned on staying in here all night," I joked with him, giving him a quick kiss before disappearing into the bathroom. It had a ginormous Jacuzzi, surrounded by candles and flower petals resting afloat in the water...
What this boy does for me...
ELI'S PERSPECTIVE
I stood on the balcony of our hotel room, letting the harsh, cold wind hit me in the face. I nervously toyed with the piece of jewelry in my hand as I wondered if being here, doing this with Clare, was the right thing to do.
So many thoughts raced through my head, the dangers of touching her where it hurt, or her heart giving out in the process. All of these possibilities were taunting my mind until I heard the click of a door.
I gulped, shoving the ring inside my pocket as I turned around, only to see Clare, nervously standing by the bathroom door, with only a towel wrapped around her body. My knees felt like jell-o as I approached her gleaming, shining, rapturous body.
There were some droplets of water on her, dripping down her shoulder as I smirked, trying to ease the tension between us. I could tell from the panicked look on her face as I reached for the edge of her towel, that she was nervous.
"I-I don't have anything on underneath it," she stuttered, and I smiled, whispering in her ear before pecking her earlobe, "And I don't have anything on underneath my jacket and jeans."
As if a sign of relief, she slowly gripped onto the collar of my leather jacket, and smiled, pulling it back as it fell to the floor. When I felt her warm hand touch my chest gently, I smirked and asked shyly, "Like the view?"
"I guess I can get used to it," Clare joked, giggling, as I brought her into a kiss, settling her in to get comfortable with me. She moaned as I gripped her waist with my hands, my hands having a mind of their own as they tugged on the towel.
Clare gasped, pulling away from the kiss and holding the towel against her body, "I-It's just...I'm...Eli I'm not what you think behind this towel, okay? I'm not the beautiful, blue eyed angel as you see me, okay? I just want you to know that-."
She stopped talking, shocked at what I just did to her and even I myself froze, but I just couldn't take her telling me how she wasn't as beautiful as others. It wouldn't bother me if it was true, but since it wasn't, it was eating away at me.
"I'm naked," Clare whispered, as I looked down, seeing the towel on the floor and I glanced up at her, "Yeah...you are, and you my lovely, are all mine."
I wrapped my arms around her, tugging at her bottom lip as I felt Clare's heart racing against my stone cold chest. I felt her rake her fingers down my chest, causing me to quiver in pleasure as she whimpered, "Y-you're so beautiful."
Let the verbal diarrhea begin...
"Yeah and you're handsome," I joked, as I kept my eyes off her body, knowing that if I did make eye contact with what I knew was the most beautiful body on this planet, she would instantly get nervous and make me cover her up.
My pants started to tighten as we kissed, her fingers now tugging at the back of my jet black hair, moans escaping my panting lips. I gripped her waist, guiding her over to the heart shaped bed as I laid her down, making sure she was comfortable.
"Take your pants off," Clare breathed out, and I nodded, obeying her order as my pants hit the floor with a 'clank' from my belt.
I crawled up to her face, kissing her lips, then her jawline, and her giggles filled the air. I smirked, kissing the valley between her chest as she wrapped her legs around my waist, bringing me closer to her.
"Clare, can I have the honor in looking at you?" I asked her, being polite, not wanting to think that I was violating her body or anything by staring at her. But, the fact that she was lying completely naked beneath me, made me want to cum right on the spot.
"You can," she whispered, and just as I was about to look down, she placed her thumb beneath my chin, as our eyes clashed, "On one condition...I get to look at you, all of you."
"Deal," I felt Clare's fingers trail to my sides, tugging at my boxers, and before I knew it, they joined her towel on the floor.
"Wow," She breathed out, and I moved back onto the bed with her, although we had...well, something between us. I gulped, finally glancing at her body, but by that point on, I wasn't just glancing, I was admiring.
She wasn't ugly like she told me, and her breasts weren't bad looking...at all, they were the most beautiful parts of a woman's body I have ever had the pleasure in looking at.
"S-stop staring," Clare choked out, and I smirked, "I'll stop staring at you when you stop staring at my penis like it's your prey..."
She giggled, wrapping her arms around my neck as I placed butterfly kisses on her jawline, listening to her moans fill the air. My erection pressed against her thigh as I palmed her left breast, too afraid to touch her right one because of the cancer.
"Touch me," she whimpered, and I pinched her left breast as a frustrated growl filled the air, "Eli, put your hand on my right breast or I'm going to rip off your cock and you know I don't give mercy to screamers, I don't care if you bleed."
"I don't want to-," she cut me off, "You're not going to hurt me Eli, please just touch me. It's like you don't even want to freaking touch me! It's like you don't even love me! How do you expect-."
Her back arched when my right hand touched her right breast softly, palming it gently at first and being cautious with every touch. Seeing Clare with her back arched, her bottom lip being bit back, made my cock twitch in anticipation.
"Hm, hm right there, Eli," I took her into my mouth, swirling my tongue over her nipple as she sighed in content.
When her eyes fully opened, she smiled, a grin from ear to ear as she placed her hands on my shoulders in an attempt to flip us over, but we both ended up on the floor, hysterically laughing.
"Sorry," she whimpered between chuckles, "It's fine...since we're on the floor we have the full view of the city, look."
I sucked on her neck, twisting the skin as she continued to look at the city lights blaring through our windows. She whispered, "It's so beautiful...this night couldn't be any more perfect."
"Couldn't agree more," I mumbled, as Clare's hand trailed down my chest, and she did something that I never thought she would ever do...she wrapped her hand around my shaft, slowly pumping her fist up and down.
"Hm," I bit back my bottom lip, trying to concentrate and not scream, or cum right on the spot. I moaned, breathing heavily through my nose as Clare's left hand traced the outline of my chest and the other hand grazed my cock.
Clare leaned up slightly, her breasts touching my chest, her lips placing gentle kisses on my shoulder blade. Her warm presence, her soft yet rough rubs were driving me up a fucking wall.
"F-fuck Clare," My eyes rolled into the back of my head and I listened to Clare giggle at the control she had over me. My heart raced, and as my orgasm grew closer, I gasped, doing the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life.
I removed Clare's hand from my shaft.
"D-did I do something wrong?" She asked innocently, glancing up at me. Her baby blue eyes close to tears as I smiled, pecking her lips, "Y-you were great, I just...I want to save myself for you."
"O-okay, I'm ready," Clare told me, confidence but hesitation in her voice as I smirked, "Nuh uh, I'm ready...you're not."
"What do you mean?"
I smirked, forcing Clare to lie on her back, the city lights reflecting off her body, making it look even more beautiful than it was one moment ago. I placed a kiss on her lips, and she responded, licking my tongue as I slowly moved my hands down her body.
She gasped, pulling away from our kiss when she felt me touch her bundle of nerves, "Eli!"
"Yes?" I asked, as she growled, "I said your name, that doesn't mean you stop you idiot! Go, keep going!"
The pad of my thumb rubbed her clit gently, causing her to shiver against my touch. I placed a kiss on her sternum, her muscles tightening beneath my lips as I whispered, "So beautiful."
I continued to pleasure her, adding pressure and then releasing pressure every time a moan escaped her lips. I smirked, as she chanted out my name through her panting, chapped, parted lips.
"E-Eli," she whimpered, as I slipped a finger inside her, "O-oh god! F-faster!"
I pumped my finger inside and out of her tight hole, not holding back because I knew that at the moment, that was the last thing she wanted. Clare glanced down at my cock, and I felt her walls clench around my fingers. That alone, knowing she gets closer to her orgasm when she looks at my dick made me feel as if I was going to cum all over.
"H-hm, o-oh," Clare gasped as her walls clenched and unclenched around my fingers. Her thighs shook, and I smiled, feeling her juices cover my firm, but gentle fingers. When I pulled my fingers out of her, she whimpered, gripping my shoulders and flipping us over so I was beneath her.
"I love you," she whispered in my ear, kissing my neck, and then gripping my cock with her nimble fingers.
Her left hand grazed my chest caringly, while her other worked on my cock. Moans, gasps and screeches filled the air with each move she made. To be able to look up on the love of my life, the way her face shined, I leaned up to steal a kiss from her lips and she giggled when I growled against her jawline.
"I-I love you t-too," I stuttered, and just as I was about to finish I gripped Clare's hand off my cock, interlocking it with my hand. She looked down at me, guilt and sadness in her eyes.
I smirked, "You didn't do anything wrong Clare, I just want to hold out for you."
"O-," before Clare could finish, my heart raced as I flipped her over as gently as I could, not wanting to hurt her in any way. She smiled beneath me, wrapping her arms around my neck, pulling our bodies closer together.
The second my cock pressed up against her center teasingly, I was shot into another world. I was in a world where there was no hurt, no pain, no doubt, no death, just pure and utter bliss.
"I love you Clare," I whispered against her ear, as she kissed my lips and I decided to take that as an opportunity to slip inside of her. A hissed moan escaped her parted, panting lips as she whimpered. I glanced down, realizing there was a tiny coating of blood over my cock, and at that moment, I went into panic mode.
Clare gripped the strands of my hair and stroked my bangs back, "I-It's fine Eli, don't worry...that's supposed to happen, you didn't hurt me."
"Yes I did Clare, I'm a monster, I'm a-," Clare pressed her lips against mine, her back arching into my chest as I felt her heart beat against my burning flesh, "No you didn't Eli, it's a hymen, it's supposed to break and it's supposed to bleed...I thought you took Biology?"
I can't believe she was joking around at a time like this, "Clare I made you bleed...that's not good, I shouldn't have agreed to doing this-!"
"It's because you're big, okay? Is that what you wanted to hear?" Clare interrupted me, blushing, looking down as I smirked, "You think I'm big?"
"This isn't the time to talk about your penis size, Eli. Can you just please do what guys are only good for?" She whispered jokingly, kissing my lips as our bodies then became one with one swift thrust.
"O-oh," her eyes rolled into the back of her head in pure pleasure, her back arching into my chest as I whimpered. Every move she made put me a step closer to the gates of heaven. Although I am an atheist, I am getting a glimpse of what heaven would look like.
Thank God Clare is in it.
Our bodies were tangled in sweat, but that didn't stop me from moving inside of her cautiously, gripping her breasts with my shaking hands. My fingers trembled as Clare placed light pecks on my chest, "I-I love you Eli."
My heart raced as her walls clenched and unclenched around my cock, signaling she was getting closer to an end. I smirked, moving the pad of my thumb to her clit, rubbing fast circles to help her along.
She gasped for air, and within moments, we were both lost in a wave of pleasure. Our bodies shook, the weight I was holding up had given out as I laid on top of her, trying not to crush her. We were both out of breath, completely taken aback by our actions and feelings.
Her heart was racing against my chest, and I moved my body up, not wanting to hurt her breast as she pulled me down with her once again, placing me on my back, "I love you so much Eli...I'll never forget this."
Clare leaned on my chest, tracing circles around my nipples as I smirked, rubbing her back with my left hand, "Y-you're amazing Clare...I-I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you."
Tears formed in her eyes as the city lights shined, "Just know, that if I die tomorrow, in the surgery, you were the reason why I kept pushing to live. If it weren't for you, then I wouldn't have even lived this long to share this experience with you."
"You're not going to die Clare, you're going to live a long, happy, healthy life with me...and maybe have a couple of kids along the way," I wrapped my arms around her bare torso as she whimpered into my shoulder, "I-I just love you so much."
"I love you too, baby blue," I whispered, stroking my fingers lightly through her hair, trying not to pull out any strands from her beautiful locks.
After a few minutes, her sobs had turned to silent breathing. I glanced down, the city lights peering into my eyes and I smiled, looking at the beautiful woman wrapped around my arms.
I didn't move, nor did I try to fall sleep.
My eyes gazed upon her body, her features that I've memorized so well. I traced the birth mark beneath her right breast, pecking it gently as she squirmed. I scoffed lowly, placing a kiss on her head as I lifted her off of me, placing her onto the heart shaped bed.
"Goodnight," I whispered, pecking her lips which were unresponsive, and I moved the heart themed blankets over her body. She immediately curled into the blanket, not wasting any time in getting comfortable.
I slipped my boxers on before sliding under the blanket, caressing her body. I leaned my face into the crook of her neck, breathing in her scent as I whispered, "I love you Clare, no matter what happens, no matter what we decide to do, one thing that will never change, is the love that I have for you."
END OF CHAPTER 7
Too sappy? And don't forget about the ring Eli was toying with while he waited for Clare to get out of the shower! :)
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