Hikaru pov
"thanks" I said swiftly before I slammed the phone shut and hopped in the limo. "To the Ootori mansion" I commanded the driver as we started and agonizing ride to the shadow kings.
Once we arrived at the Ootori mansion I sprinted to the large doors and waited for an answer that was almost instant. A maid answered the door and greeted me.
"would you like me to inform kyoya you are here?" the maid said happily.
"no thanks I think ill surprise him" I smirked as I ran up the stairs, hopping over multiple steps at a time. I peered into the shadow kings room to find him straddling my twin, MY twin. My eyes widened with shock as I listened to my little brother moan to the touch of him, the shadow king. I fell back in completely bewildered and from the piercing pain in my heart. My mouth fell agape as I could see kaoru with such pleasure in his eyes as he held kyoya loosely and moaned every time he pumped in and out of him.
How could this happen? I mean the shadow king of all people.. I can't believe this, it's my worst nightmare to see my little kao in another man's arms. Pain filled my body from the inside out,making my every move feel like daggers stabbing me multiple times.
"i suppose this is how I mad kao feel" I muttered under my breathe as I stumbled away from the door. I broke down about halfway down the hall way and climbed int o the nearest guest bedroom available.
I suppose I deserve this... I mean I did avoid him and turn him down... then yell at him for kissing me even if it's exactly what I wanted. The thoughts of what I have done to my innocent twin ate me alive as I layed on the foreign bed, tears streamed down my cheeks as small sobs escaped my lips.
A voice inside my head kept telling me being with my brother is wrong, it's taboo. I listened and neglected him no matter how right it felt to be with him and hold him in my arms... I pushed him away and watched those pain filled eyes stare at me, because of me. I hated myself for letting it get this bad and now he's with.. the shadow king. Chills went down my spine as I thought of the horrid scene I saw earlier, the images filled my head as I layed on the enormous bed.
Maybe kaoru really did love him... and just told me he loved me so he was sure I wouldn't get hurt if he left me for kyoya, but kaoru wouldn't do that. He would have just told me right? I would assume kyoya raped him but he wasn't struggling or screaming, he was moaning and trying to get more body friction. I racked my brain for the answer. Then I heard the door creak open. I looked over eagerly hoping I would be kaoru to comfort me or at least talk to me and tell me everything I just saw was a huge misunderstanding, but when I looked over the door looked just as I left it closed and kaoru less.
Kaoru pov
I glanced at the person in the doorway who let the light poor into the young Ootori's room. Hikaru stood before me with a look of pure terror, I felt regret wash over me. I wanted to run up to him and let him envelope me into a hug but I had to stay strong, I couldn't let him see how weak I was, so I just pretended he wasn't there.
kyoya's hands clenched onto my hips as he thrusted in and out of me, I couldn't help but moan to the sheer pleasure it gave me as I imagined it to be hikaru as he probably did but me being tamaki. He nibbled on my neck before I released into his hand as he released inside me. We both layed there panting for a moment.
"hey.. k-kyoya, I um... have to.. use the... bathroom" I said in between pants before I raced out the door with just a small towel on. I could hear small cries coming from one of the many bedrooms, peeked into every room until I found the one that contained hikaru. I found him sprawled out on the bed with tear stains on one of the pillows and all over his face. A sharp pain pierced through my heart as I stared at what I did to him.
My legs became wobbly and my feet were glued to the floor as my breathing became choppy and my sight began to blur. I uneasily backed away from the door and slid down the wall behind me.
Why was he crying over me doing it with kyoya? Is he jealous? My thought spun around me uncontrollably. What if he really loves me?... nah, I mean he has haruhi and seems so in love with her. Just the thought of her her with hikaru brought me to tears.
I couldn't compete with her even if I wanted to. I mean she's a scholar student, she's sweet and honest, always cares about you, even if she does get a little nosy, and shes very observant and can always tell when something is wrong. Who couldn't love her? Knowing I couldn't compare to her perfection made my heart ache as I stared at the door that contained my brother
"kaoru are you alright?" kyoya said as he walked down the long hall way.
"yea.." I said slowly as I grabbed his out stretched hand. I looked back at the door one last time as I tear slid down my cheek, before I let kyoya pull me away, but I regretted every second of it.
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