Kaoru pov
"yea.." I said slowly as I grabbed his out stretched hand. I looked back at the door one last time as I tear slid down my cheek, before I let kyoya pull me away, but I regretted every second of it.
"kaoru, are you sure your ok? You look like you have seen a ghost" kyoya said slightly concerned, which scared me considering he is the shadow king after all.
"y-yea i'm fine..." I said unable to stop thinking about hikaru.
"then would you like to take a shower? Your a sticky mess" kyoya said, letting a small smirk play on his lips.
"alright" I said, before I walked into the bathroom and started the shower. Thoughts of hikaru flooded my mind as I stepped into the steamy hot shower.
'I can't let this pain keep eating at us, it's killing both of us on the inside and If we don't do something soon it might stay like this... I never would have thought I could be so pained by hikaru as the same for me to him. We were so close, insuperable... what happened? We always said we wouldn't let something as silly as love break us apart, but we never thought it would be love for each other that would break us apart...' a tear slid down my cheek as my thoughts swirled around me. I got out of the shower and looked into the mirror, another tear fell down my cheek as I looked at the mirror image of hikaru.
"hika" I mumbled as I put my hand to the glass, before I got dressed and met kyoya in his room. I walked into the cold room to find kyoya at his desk, then got up and grabbed my hand.
"shall we should get some sleep then" kyoya purred as he pulled me towards the bed. I hesitantly let him drag me there as the images of hikaru flashed through my mind. I layed in the giant bed with kyoya's arm wrapped loosely around my waist as he pulled me closer to him. Soon his breathing steadied and I attempted to get out of his tight grasp. Every time I tried to move he pulled me closer to him, making me grunt in frustration. I gave up on trying not to hurt myself or him in this process and just jolted out of the bed, falling to the ground.
"ow" I muttered under my breathe as I got up from the hard ground. I started walking towards the door, when I heard kyoya grumble something, making me stop dead in my tracks. I soon heard a small snore and decided it was safe to make my way out of his room and down the hall.
Once I entered the hall, knowing I got past kyoya, I prayed hikaru would still be in the guest bedroom so this guilt can stop eating us alive and I can just have my sweet brother back, even if that means I have to give up my happiness. I thought, fully prepared for what hardships we will have to over come and what might come up in our long conversation.
I peered into the room hikaru was once in and sure enough he was sprawled across the bed letting out small snores. I walked into the room and layed next to him, hoping we can talk about this later and he wont run off.
"i can't take the pain anymore hika..." I whispered, holding his body closer to mine. He turned around and wrapped his arms around me, holding me in a tight hug, my eyes widened in shock then softened as I sank into his loving arms, that longed to hold me.
"me too" he mumbled as his hot tears fell onto my bare skin, he pulled us closer are bodies completely aligned, fitting perfectly, just like they used to.
"kaoru..." hikaru said slowly as he pulled far enough away so he could see my face. I gave him a small nod to show him I was listening.
"i-i love you kao... as more than a brother.." he said softly, as tears filled his eyes as mine widened then softened as I touched our lips together softly.
"i knew you did" I said as a small smirk curved my lips.
"how " he gasped, slightly shocked.
"i know everything about you, don't I?" I said as the smirk widened on my face, hikaru pulled me closer making our lips locked once again, but this time with more love and passion.
"of coarse you do" hikaru said as a small chuckle left his lips. He held me close to him as we layed in a comfortable silence.
I couldn't help but think of being in his loving arms once again, to never have to worry about anything, ever. I knew It was something only one could dream, but for those few moments I felt just that.
Reviews! should I keep going with this story and make hikaru and kaoru wake up and kyoya is like pissed because he lost his sex toy and is out to get hikaru or rapes kaoru or something or should I just leave it as it is? Go ahead and pm me or tell me in a review. ^-^
