Disclaimer: Yeah, one can dream though.
AN: Well, here is the next one. It is inspired by the Victorius-Weekend we had here on Nick, the episode Freak the Freak out and Objection Tango by Shakira (the part about Nathan, if you can't tell otherwise). So, I hope you like it and it isn't too cliché etc.. Oh, and I took the Full House part from other fics, I hope you don't mind. I'm sorry for the swearing etc too.
Well, this weekend definitely wasn't going on her top ten list anytime soon. It had started with being called a gank and not been defended by her lovely boyfriend who had just laughed, then went on to Cat having to stop some slut from flirting with him, because he apparently couldn't be bothered to tell her that he had a girlfriend, then loosing a singing competition to mentioned slut and in the end having to ask Tori for help.
Yep, definitely not her favorite pastimes. Beck's bad mood, due to babysitting Trina wasn't helping either.
That was why Beck had decided they needed to spent some time together, relaxing from the last two days.
She would never understand why he chose the park to do just that, but she seldom could say no to him and even less when he was so enthusiastic about something.
So now, she sat on a blanket, in the park near his home, cutting up leaves with her favorite scissor.
Beck had left a while ago to get her some coffee.
Why he hadn't thought of that beforehand, but brought almost every snack known to mankind for them to eat, she couldn't understand, but he was a boy after all.
Speaking of him, he had been gone a long time, now. Sighing, she stood up, looking around for her lost boyfriend. She was just about to call him to demand where the hell he was, when she spotted him.
Him and a blond girl, hugging him so tight that she was almost scared that he couldn't breath anymore, when the picture triggered something in her memory and she ran before he could see her or her tears, instead of going over there and cutting something or someone.
Arriving at her secret place, an abandoned playground near the park, she tried to catch her breath before the memories flooded her mind.
It was her first year at Hollywood Arts. She already wore dark clothes, but her hair was just light brown and she didn't wear that much make up. Looking around for Cat, who she had been friends with since kindergarten, she suddenly felt her heart skip a beat when she first saw him. He had to be the most handsome boy she had ever seen and he was smiling at her.
Somehow they ended up having to do a project together and that was the beginning of one of the "hottest couples" at
Hollywood Arts. Jade loved him and everything seemed to be perfect, that was until a new girl transferred halfway through the school year.
She was everything Jade wasn't, blond, perky and she had more bust size then the entire grade.
Suddenly he didn't seem to care about her anymore. All he talked about was the new girl and how she was oh so fantastic and wasn't she just amazing?
Jade felt invisible, but she couldn't break up with him, he meant to much to her and he wasn't cheating, right? She tried to convince herself of this for about two month, but when he still talked about her like she invented the cure to cancer and that although she never spared a second glance in his direction, Jade had enough.
First she tried to change, to be more like his perfect girl, so he would love her again. She wore brighter clothes and tried to be nicer. It didn't work, in fact it seemed to have the opposite effect from what she had wished for, and then she realized that she shouldn't have to change.
She had to get away, before he hurt her more and shattered all of her self-confidence. So she went to talk to him and that was when he suddenly seemed to care again, trying to stop her from breaking up again. He was good at sweet talking and knew all her weaknesses, but she stayed hard. She had enough of this triangle.
Two days later he was in a relationship with her. Apparently she just hadn't talked to him because he was in a relationship. Wasn't she perfect?
That was why it took Beck so long to get to her. He was the same type as Nathan, handsome and loved by everyone, why shouldn't he do the same?
So when Tori Vega came and kissed him, it didn't exactly put her more at ease. She knew she should trust him, but she always had this little voice in the back of her mind, reminding her to think of what Nathan did.
Though she didn't blame him, who could control who he loved?
She just didn't like that he didn't break up with her sooner, and that he treated her like air as soon as the new girl appeared.
And the knowledge that she couldn't control this or stop it from happening (again) scared her more than she liked to acknowledge.
After she had broken up with Nathan, she decided she needed something to remind her to never changer herself for someone again.
It begun with the streaks in her hair and ended with the piercings and the tattoo. Her mother understood, though she forbid her to get herself pierced, but she felt the need to express her true self.
Nobody should be able to change her again.
And as a plus it even got a reaction out of her father, even if it wasn't a positive one.
She loved how Beck loved her, despite all her faults, but him speaking to other girls still made her feel insecure.
And the girl who just hugged him looked way too much like Carry, the girl she had lost Nathan to.
Coming out of her reverie she noticed that her phone was ringing. The ring-tone told her it was Beck, of course.
Trying to calm herself down she took a deep breath before she picked up.
"What?"
"Hey, babe! Where are you? I've been looking all over for you. I got your coffee and when I came back you weren't there anymore. Did something happen? I already called you three times."
"No, everything is fine, I'll be right there. Unless you want to have more alone time with that blonde bimbo, then I could stay right out of your way. No problem."
"What Jade? Blonde Bimbo? Who are you talking about?"
"Quit playing dumb. I saw you!"
"Wait, you mean Natalie? Babe, she's just an old friend from elementary school, who I haven't seen in ages. Nothing happened, I promise. Now can you please tell me where you are, so I can give you your coffee?"
"Say you love me."
"Magic word?"
"Please."
"I love you! Now, where are you?"
"At the old playground, next to the park."
"I'll be right there."
And she really didn't have to wait too long. She had just sat down on the rusty swing set, slightly swinging back and forth when he came around the corner, looking like he had just run a marathon.
Handing her the, now almost cold, coffee with a kiss to her cheek, he sat down on the swing beside her. While she focused on looking at the ground she could see him glancing at her from the corner of her eyes.
"What?", she snapped.
"Nothing. I'm just wondering if you're alright. I mean not that I don't appreciate having all my bones attached to my body, but running in such situations normally isn't your style. So what happened?"
"Nothing, she just reminded me of Carry."
"Oh, I'm sorry. I swear nothing happened and I'm not going to leave you. Alright?"
"Whatever!"
Sighing he looked at her again, before he took her hand and pulled them both up.
"Come on, let's go home. This kind of weekend screams for a Full-House-Marathon."
She just rolled her eyes, though silently she agreed.
Lying in Beck's arms and watching the ideal world of Full House would probably make her feel better.
At least she could always tease him about the idiotic happenings in his favorite TV-show.
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