Warning: Lemon ahead

Sometimes Naruto can't believe how far he's fallen. One day, he's fine, had friends that cared about him and a girlfriend that loved him. But his shady past had to rear its ugly head and break down, everything that he worked so hard to achieve.

He misses her, He misses her like crazy. And it takes everything he has to stop himself from sneaking into her bedroom window, just to make sure she's safe. But he knows he can't do that, he knows that if he sees her beautiful sleeping face, that he'll snap and beg her to take him back, despite the risk.

Tonight he's alone in his shitty apartment wallowing in his pain with a bottle of whiskey. He had only stopped drinking because Hinata had told him it was bad for him. But now that she was out of his life. He didn't care.

He hears a knock on his door and opens it. "Come in." He stated in a dead tone to the woman next door." She had always had a thing for him but he was too intoxicated with Hinata to even take a second glance at her.

He knows she's nowhere near as perfect as Hinata, but he does know that she's hot enough for him to at least get off on."

"Hey Naruto." She whispers seductively." As she wraps her arms around his broad tanned shoulders.

Naruto closes his eyes imagining it is Hinata he is holding. "Call me Naruto-Kun." He orders as he unbuckles his belt and pulls out his cock. He strokes it and thinks about Hinata, as it starts to harden.

He opens his eyes when he's ready and see's that what's her name is already naked. Good. He pulls out a condom and grabs her by the waist and is inside her before either of them can blink. She keeps urging him on, telling him to fuck her just like that. He just tells her to shut up.

She complies and says nothing as he pounds into the stranger. His eyes pop open and all he can see is himself fucking a girl that isn't Hinata." Their eyes meet and all Naruto can think about is that her eyes are not lavender. "Close your fucking eyes" He growls, wanting to finish already.

He screams out Hinata's name when he cums and pulls out. He doesn't give a shit if this whore finds release or not, because it's not Hinata, and fuck if he cares about anyone the way he cares about her. If it was Hinata, he would have made damn sure she got off before he did, but this is a dumb whore and fuck if he cares about her.

"Get the hell out!" He roared as he watched the brunnete scramble to her feet and pick up her clothes to leave.

Now he's alone again, just like he had always been before HInata had come into his life.

A/N: Sorry for the long update but I just didn't have the desire to write anymore chapters. If I don't get at least five more reviews, I'm going to delete this story, even though I already have the third and fourth chapters done, and I really want to finish this story, So please Review!