HOLY SHIT. Did that just actually happen? It couldn't have happened right? Ugh why did I have to be such an idiot and tell Niall everything before he even knew my name?! Oh my God! I am the biggest idiot in the entire world! At least I didn't tell him everything…I thought to myself as I looked down at my battered wrists. I felt the impulse to cut again when suddenly I got a text from Niall…

Heyy babe ;) Xx Niall

Hi sorry for being so weird earlier :/ Xx Hailey

Nah I thought it was cute I love knowing that I know ALL of your secrets ;) Xx Niall

Not all of them yet ;)Xx Hailey

Well we're just gonna have to fix that now aren't we?;)Xx Niall

Hmmm maybe, maybe not ;) Xx Hailey

Oh I will find out ALL of your secrets ;) Do you wanna hang out later? Xx Niall

Sure Xx Hailey

Say my hotel room around seven? Xx Niall

Ok Xx Hailey

Ok so basically I just told all of my shit to Niall fucking Horan and now I am going to hang out in his hotel room?! AND IN DELAWARE?! This literally made no sense at all but then again my life didn't either. Just then Colin came bursting into my room.

"Colin sweetie, why are you here you are supposed to be taking a nap?"

"Hailey, I had a bad dream…" He replied shaking. At fours years old Colin had been through more then most people will ever have to go through. He was the youngest of us and Maddy had been his sister. This and sweet attitude made him my favorite of the group.

"Awwww sweetie it's ok. You haven't been asleep for very long and if you don't go back to sleep you are going to be VERY cranky tonight."

"B-but I'm to scared to go back to sleep."

"Ohhhh come here." I picked him up and gently cradled him as I walked him back to his room. I dimmed the lights, put on some soothing music, and sat down in the rocking chair. I gently rocked him back and forth holding him close. I could tell that he was starting to fall asleep. Then he looked up at me with his big beautiful eyes and said "I love you mommy." I was speechless. He had never called me that before. I didn't know what to say. I held him close so he couldn't see the tears slowly pouring down my face. Eventually he fell asleep, but I wasn't ready to let go I held him tightly and eventually I fell asleep too. Then I suddenly woke up. It was six pm! I had to meet Niall in an hour! Shit. I quickly took a shower, got dressed, and did my makeup. I decided on wearing my cute little sundress. Since it was strapless I made sure to cover my scars with makeup so Niall wouldn't notice. 6:45 I could definitely make it to Niall's hotel room in fifteen minutes, less if I speed a little. I quickly rushed down the stairs and accidently ran into Kyle.

"Woah where are you going?"
"I'm going to go meet someone…somewhere…"

"Wow that was specific…" Kyle said sarcastically

"Ok well it's kinda complicated and I don't have much time so I will tell you later…Shit Colin is still asleep… cover for me until I get back?"

"Um well actually I kinda had plans to go out with Jeremy…"

"PLEASE KYLE?! PLEASE? I have not had a night out in God knows how long and I really need this I am begging you. You go out every night and I'm ALWAYS stuck home with all of the kids! I'm begging you just this once to let me be a teenager for once in my life. Step up and take responsibility or I will start another prank war…no joke!"

"Well, I guess I really don't want another prank war, I mean the last one was stressful enough…I still have traces of pink in my hair…."

"THANK YOU!" I screamed and hugged him tight, then quickly pulling away noticing just how much he was enjoying this hug…

Shit 6:50. I was going to have to speed. I opened up the garage and got in my baby blue porche convertible. My dream car. One of the few plus sides of my situation was being able to have everything I have ever wanted, material wise at least. But, as they say, money doesn't buy happiness. Actually in my case, it destroys it.