Am I dead?

Or finally alive?

~Kid P.O.V~

White...There's white...

Where am I?

I try to move my arms, to rub the drowsiness away but something holds them to my side.

I feel weak, and I try to open my eyes.

The white floods in my vision, and I blanky stare at the white (what's with all of the white?) ceiling.

I start hearing beeps now.

What's beeping? It's annoying,..

The beeps are in time with my pounding heart ...

Thud BEEP Thud BEEP Thud BEEP

...

Why am I still here? I should have lost enough blood..

I should be dead...

cold...

lifeless...

I can't keep my eyes open anymore..

... and If it was possible, I felt weaker.

ThLoud noises are all around me, things that feel like hands are all over me, touching my chest, arms, and legs, and then I don't feel the restraints anymore.

Thud beep Thud beep th-thud.. beeeeeep..

There are men and women, staring down at me.

Someones,... someones hitting my chest. Or pushing on it.

Thats when it all comes back to me, the bathroom, The mirror, the razor...

I gasp and arch my back, air pouring in and out of my lungs, and some of the people back up.

I feel like someones taking a lighter and making me inhale the flames.

Thud beep thud beep thud beep...

I survived.

Why?

Soon All of the doctors and Nurses file out of the room, leaving me sitting there. Alone.

I closed my eyes.

~Kids Dream~

Everything was black, as I walk around what seems to be the gallows. I am greeted by a tall, dark figure. Much like My father ywould appear, but with a harsher face, and a bad aura.

His voice gives me chills, as he gives me a cold stare and says, "Death The Kid. You have commited the ultimate crime. A shinigami can not die by his own hand, and yet you persist in

doing so. Is your life so miserable?" He shakes his head, and takes out a small black bag, before continuing...

"I will give you one last chance to deem yourself respectable as the next Death. If you pull anything like this again, you will be damned. Here, take this gun. Hold it to your head

and shoot. It will temporarily rid you of the pesky emotions called Love and Lust. It shall help you put focus on what is most important."

I open my eyes again...shifting my head to the side to see a black bag sitting on the chair next to the bed. I wrap my hand around it and pull it up on the bed.

I open it and smile at what I find.

I search deeper into the bag, and pull out a square, pitch black box with a single purple stripe down the middle.

It of course contains bullets...

I slip one into the revolver, and click it back.

That beeping is still annoying.

...Thud BEEP Thud BEEP Thud BEEP...

~Maka's P.O.V~

I pace along the hallway, right outside of Kids room.

I had been waiting in the waiting room for the nurses to reapply Kid's bandages, when I saw all of the Doctors rushing in and yelling.

That's when I heard the monitor...

... it had flat lined...

I waited what felt like hours, when the last Doctor finally came out of the room.

I was so afraid. I didn't want to hear what he had to say, but at the same time he couldn't have been in front of me sooner.

He looks at me, and rubs his arm like a vet would before telling you they had to put your dog down...

"Well, We've stabalized him. But he's reopened all of the gashes somehow, and... there's also new cuts, we hadn't seen before. its actually worse than we thought, he'll have to stay

in the phyciatric ward for a while though... He's awake, if you'd like to see him." He looked down awkwardly, turning around and dragging his feet out along with him.

On my way back to his room, My mind started to wander...

What would I do without kid?

Our deep conversations seemed like the only thing that actually kept me stable in times...

I faced Kid's door, and reached out to grasp the handle, pulling it open.

The metal handle was cold to the touch.

He was always there for me too... whenever I needed help... whenever I needed to cry about soul...

That's when I saw him, sitting on the edge of the hospital bed...

I'm in love with Death The Kid...

What?

Was that a.. a gun?

"K-kid...?"

Click.

Sorry this is such shit guys, chp. 3 will be up and better soon.

I'm not in the healthiest mind set right now you could say~

Sorry for this garbage :/