Ok, so I know I said at the end of the last chapter that I would be posting in the next day or two, but I just didn't have the time, I had to pack my suitcase because I was going on holidays, that's why I haven't posted a new chapter in the last week sorry about that, anyway at the end of the last chapter I said that whoever reviewed got a dedication so I would like to thank Isabel, Natasha and Macy for reviewing on chapter 10 and I will be doing this for the rest of the chapters, if you review you get a dedication and one last thing, when Natasha was reviewing she said she read my story on youtube, for whoever has read that story this is the same story it is just changed a bit that is why I messed up in chapter 8, so sorry for the really long a/n, there is some mild language, anyway on with the story.

Kim's point of view

I was standing outside the local juvenile detention centre, where Milton and Arthur we're I was going to go in and talk to the both of them, I'm so nervous, this will have been the first time I'll have seen Milton since that day, I just had to know why he did it, I made my way over to the receptionist and after a few minutes of talking she told me to wait in the waiting room and she'd tell me when to go in

"Kim Crawford, are you ready?" asked the receptionist, with a small smile, she was young I would say twenties, what is she doing working in a place like this, so dark and boring and full of criminals "excuse me, miss ,are you ready?" she repeated the question to me

"Oh sorry, yeah I'm ready" I replied, feeling kind of embarrassed because II was staring at her while thinking when she interrupted me, awkward!

I went in and sat down where the guard told me too, I just looked around the small, dark room, while waiting for Milton, I heard the door open and in came Milton, he sat down across the table from me

"Why'd you come?" asked Milton, with a completely blank expression on his face, honestly I thought it was kind of a stupid question, he is supposed to be super smart and he can't figure this out wow

"I want to know why you tried to drown me?" I asked, hoping I had the same blank expression on my face, with maybe a hint of anger

"I was jealous of Jack, how he had everything, you, being great at karate, the looks and look at me , I'm just smart and I'm a complete nerd as well, so I thought I should take something away from him, that he really cares about, you were it, well actually you were the only thing I could take away from him, I thought about hurting him, but I wouldn't be able too well because (1) I wouldn't be able to beat Jack up because he's too strong and (2) well because he is my friend, I wouldn't be able to do that to a friend" replied Milton very casually

"You wouldn't be able to do that to a friend, what about me, was I not one of your friends, wait, of course I wasn't one of your friends, you nearly drowned me, friends don't do that, you son of a bitch, I fucking hate you" I screeched the last bit at him and then I was crying and cursing at Milton, then I started punching and kicking Milton, Milton was now on the floor, next thing I knew there was a guard pulling me off of Milton, dragging me down the hall while I was kicking and screaming and then throwing me out the door, I just sat in the middle of the sidewalk crying, I thought of Jack and how worried he must be right now, today was supposed to be my day back at school, when I was last at my therapist , last Friday, she told me it was time I go back to school, I was supposed to visit her after school this evening, but last night I couldn't sleep so I decided to go for a very short stroll, but I just lost track of time and kept walking, thinking about everything, and next thing I knew I was outside the juvenile centre and now look at me, I didn't know what to do, so I got up and started to walk to where my therapist works, before I knew it I was there, I walked in and was making my way down the hall to Geraldine's waiting area, Geraldine is my therapist, when I was walking down the hall, I passed a mirror, I stopped and went back and looked at myself in it, I was a complete mess, my face was stained from all the tears, I had bags under my eyes, I was still in my pyjamas and robe, people on the streets I walked to get here probably thought I was a crazy homeless person, oh god what if someone I knew saw me looking like this, what if it was someone I go to school with, just thinking about school, I started crying again, then I tasted this horrible taste in my mouth, I was going to get sick, I quickly put a hand over my mouth so that I didn't get sick here in the middle of the hall, I looked around the hall for a bathroom and saw one and ran in to it, it was a disabled bathroom, I got down on my knees leaned over the toilet and puked, after a few minutes, I felt much better, but my eyes felt sore and my eyelids felt very heavy and before I knew I was asleep

4 hours later

I opened my eyes and tried to adjust to the brightness, when they did, I looked around at my surroundings and figured out I was in a bathroom, why was I asleep in a bathroom, then I felt lightheaded and then I tasted that same horrible taste I tasted in my mouth earlier on, which meant I knew what was coming, I quickly crawled over to the toilet and got sick into it, about 10 minutes later I flushed the toilet and got up and washed my hands, that's when I heard it, I heard someone out in the hall outside, it was Jack he was saying "if she's not here where is she" when I heard that I unlocked the door and walked out

"Jack?" I asked, he and my mom turned around, they both looked really angry, oh god!

Ok, so that was chapter 11, so if you want a dedication in chapter 12 please review and thanks for reading my story you're the best bye!