Part 3
Jackson then left the school, drove home, ate a big lunch because he may never be able to eat again, or he may feel sick for a few days. He had never been bitten by a werewolf so he didn't know what to expect. So he ate his favorite food, pizza. Drank a coke, put on a comedy movie, wanting to laugh a few times before his life changed. He then dozed off before the movie ended. When he woke up he was surprised he fell asleep because he was so fucking nervous and usually when he was nervous he could not sleep at all. Jackson glanced at the clock and saw that he slept for two hours.
Jackson then stood up, stretching his tired body, then rubbed the sleep from his eyes. He then ran up stairs, stripped and showered. When his shower was finished he quickly got dressed, brushed his hair, and teeth. His cuts stopped bleeding so he didn't bother bandaging them up. Then put his sneakers on. Jackson walked down the stairs, then into the kitchen and wrote out a quick letter, incase he didn't make it home tonight. He didn't want to worry his mother.
'Sleeping over Danny's house. See you tomorrow. Love you. Jax.' Jackson was going to write that he was sleeping at Isaac's house but since his house was near his own it was not a good lie. What if Isaac was not home and the lights were all out? He didn't want his mother or worst his fucking father to go storming over to his friends house and demand Jackson to go home, then the werewolf would have to make up an accuse to where Jackson was. Besides he slept over Danny's house tons of times, even if it angered his father to spend the night at a 'fags' house. The bastards words not his, because he was bi sexual himself. Like he'd ever tell his mother fucking homophobe father though? Ha ya right.
Jackson grabbed a bottled water from the fridge, his keys and left. He locked up and hopped into his car. Jackson unscrewed the water cap and drank half of the water, screwed the cap back on. Jackson then started speeding on towards Derek Hale's house in the woods. He was a few hours early, but that was alright. He didn't follow Derek's order at being there after lacrosse, but at least he was going to be early, rather then being late. Derek would probably be so pissed if he dared to be late and snap his neck, rather then biting his neck. That is the type of guy that he was, so he didn't want to be late, so early it was.
Soon Jackson was at the Hale house, parked, took a deep breath, ran his hand thru his hair, and sighed once again. He drank the rest of his water, closing his eyes at feeling so refreshed. Jackson snorted at that thought, soon he would not be feeling very refreshened, but in so much pain that he'd want to be dead. Or the bite could kill him, either way it would be an awful night, but Jackson was not going to coward out. He was ready to finally get what he has been wanting since he found out werewolves existed. Jackson tossed his empty bottle on his passenger seat, grabbed his keys, hopped out of his car, locked up then walked towards Derek's house. He then decided to knock on the door, instead of barging in and screaming at Derek like last time. Jackson knocked on the door a few times. He didn't see a car or anything but that didn't mean he was not home. After waiting for a few minutes he sat down on the steps and decided to wait awhile, till Derek got home or decided to allow him in. Jackson placed his head between his legs and took another deep breath.
Jackson had been sitting on Derek Hale's front steps for over an hour now. That is not totally true, he did a little pacing for ten minutes, then came right back to the step, sat for ten minutes then paced for ten minutes, then finally sat down and stayed there. He was freaking out right now, but he couldn't help it. Derek was most likely going to turn him in a little while, and even though he wanted to be a werewolf he was still a human and was freaking out like crazy.
Jackson didn't even feel Derek sit next to him, his head was stuck in his thoughts, but as soon as the werewolf started talking he jumped in his seat. He placed a hand on his now bursting heart, his cheeks were red from blood. He glanced at Derek, surprised the wolf didn't laugh and listened to him speak. He was respectful and didn't interrupt him once, his lip was stuck between his teeth.
"You have to understand sometime Jackson. There are a bunch of werewolf hunters that are living in town and they even have more friends that work with them out of town and that would come to beacon Hill with just a warning text. These hunters are not playing games either. They will kill you, they will even kill me. They have tried killing both me and Scott already. They are very smart, they have a whole torture chamber and they are very good at manipulating."He frowned. "You have to understand all of that before I even think about turning you into a werewolf. But you also have to respect me. I can't be your alpha and listen to you whine and order me around. If I give you an order you have to respect me."He said, sighing, closing his eyes. Derek then stated, "Also I can't promise that you will even become a werewolf. Your body could fight the mark and you could die. So I can't promise you anything at all Jackson!"He glanced at Jackson. "Though if you do become a werewolf your whole life will change. You may end up killing someone, you can't go changing people into werewolves either. And you can't go picking fights with Scott. It would be too obvious with both of you being werewolves if you fought in public."
Jackson nodded his head, and answered, "I know all of that Derek. Yes I have noticed right away that something was off with McCall, he was never that good at LaCross, I was one of the only suspicious people on the team. In the whole town actually. "He sighed. "I also know about the hunters, Alison's family and not to trust them."He frowned as the werewolf mentioning that his life would never be the same again, that the bite would either kill him or turn him. 'Did I honestly have anything left to live for?'He thought, nibbling his life. 'My mother is decent enough, my father is a homophobe bastard, Lydia didn't have time for me anymore.'
Everyone at school only respected him for his parents money and his good looks, and because he was an asshole towards them, they were afraid of him. He lost the best friend that he ever had, the only one to truly care for him. Nope nothing to live for. This was not a suicidal death wish though, he has been wanting to become a werewolf ever since he found out that they even existed. Though if the bite didn't take and it killed him, nobody would miss him. His parents would throw a funeral that the whole town would be invited to, they would throw a party, but they are never home, they were barely even in his life. They would just adopt another athletic boy and replace him.
Jackson glanced at the werewolf that was sitting next to him, looked into his eyes and took a deep breath. "I'm ready Derek. I know that there is a good chance that I will not live till tomorrow like you just told me, that I may never be able to graduate high school or anything."He said, then hit Derek's shoulder lightly and gave a nervous chuckle. "I'm sure you would be happy if I won't be around to piss you off anymore."He bit his lip, hoping not to upset Derek, he was only joking around. He could be dead in a minute so he had to make a joke to amuse himself for the last time. "To get rid of the rich, spoiled, selfish,pretty boy that you hate so much."He smirked, and gave a dry laugh. He knew that he was going to get it now, but he honestly didn't care anymore. He had to laugh, even if it was not truly a happy laugh. 'I COULD FUCKING DIE TOMMOROW AND NOBODY WOULD GIVE A FUCKING SHIT!'he screamed inside his head. Jackson took a deep breath, then let it out. "I feel better."He half smiled at the werewolf, "I'm ready now."
TBC:
Well do you like my story? I really enjoyed this RP. I actually miss it a lot -pouts- It was so fun! I'll write a Derek point of view sometime soon. I'm sorry but I role played Jackson...so I got inside of his head more in this story so far then Derek. Anyway let me know what you think please. Thanks:)
