I sat on the windowsill of my bedroom as I stared out everyone else was out and about, their laughs were loud and clear. Everyone kept doing what they did, as I stood back in the past; watching everything going past me. "Ruby.. Its nice to see you up and out of bed.." Genaia said as she walked into my room smiling," Haven't I told you to fuck off already.." I said as I focused my eyes on what was in her hands. She ignored my comment and sat on my bed," I bought these I don't know if you remember them or not.." Her voice was dull and plain, it was nice to know she hadn't changed.
I went through the papers as Genaia sat at my desk and I sat on my bed,' All of these.. these are all my poems.. all my songs.. I gave..' Genaia was in a band in year 7, her band tried to recruit me before but it didn't work but this time sadly it did, I sat there as they played their sadist-rock I knew Genaia wasn't the one for rock.. or punk.. she was more of a ballad lovey-dovely type of girl even though her band was the opposite. I sat there writing lyrics even though when i was in the band I didn't get to sing or play I just sat there like their precious magnet.
"Ruby... why did you leave the band.." She said as she held a picture frame in her hands," There wasn't anything there for wasn't like you guys needed me there anyway-" I was cut off," DON'T SAY THAT! OF COURSE THE BAND NEEDED YOU" Genaia yelled as she stood up still holding the picture frame," THE BAND NEEDED YOU... AXEL NEEDED YOU... SARIA NEEDED AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I NEEDED YOU.. b-but you left.. you left me.. and the band.. you just..." Genaia dropped the picture frame, the room was silent it was like the whole world had finally stopped, it stopped to hear her tears.
Her cuts line her arms like tainted sins, her blood marks what she has done, not all of them know, what she did, not all of them know at all,her cuts started to fade,her smile brighten,her life blossomed,I was afraid to tell her,I was afraid of the answer,I cried myself to sleep,hoping the new day would come,hoping the pain could disappear,her cuts faded,soon mine did too,soon these would remind me,of tainted times,tainted times of blood
