As I curled up into a small ball, feeling the warm fabric of Sebastian's shirt cling to my wet skin, I closed my eyes. I shivered, wishing with all my might that my demon butler would come and wrap his arms around me into a sweet embrace. But, of course, that embrace never came. I slowly fell asleep, slipping into a darkness that can only be described as depression.

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I woke up to the sun beating down on my face. I slowly blinked my eyes open, sitting up and stretching. I groaned, seeing that the other half of the bed was just as empty as before.
"Dammit, Ciel..." I cursed myself before getting up, hugging Sebastian's shirt close to me.
I walked out of my room, seeing a shinigami on my table. I growled, my eyes narrowing at all the red he was wearing. He still wore my aunt's jacket in that odd manner and he still had his glasses. He still acted as if it was the victorian era, but nobody minded when he was walking down the streets acting like a normal human. Everybody seemed to gush over his fashion sense. I didn't understand.
"Grell. What are you doing here?"
"Well, I was trying to find Bassy after a girl down the street died, but he's not here." Grell scoffed in disgust. "I'm not shocked that he left someone as disgusting as you."
"He did not leave me on his own free will! I ordered him to leave!" I hissed at the death god.
"Calm down, doggy." He said as he got down from the table, rolling his eyes as he sat on the couch in the living room.
I gasped, trying to swat him away with my hands. "Get out of here! I gave you no permission to stay in this house!"
He laughed and that made me back away. Why was he laughing?
"My dear boy, I rented the place upstairs. I can be down here whenever I please."
My eye twitched as I walked back into my room, grabbing a pillow and walking back into the front room. I started to hit Grell with it.
"First you kill my aunt! Then you get me involved with that stupid angel! Then you didn't gather Alois' soul so he took over my body!" I yelled at him, tears burning in my eyes, but I forced them back. "Second, over the years you just randomly pop up looking for my butler!" I hit him harder and harder until the pillow ripped and the feathers came out. "Must I continue?" I growled.
Grell seemed shocked by my sudden actions. He stood up and sighed. "Down at the cafe." And with that small comment, he left.
"The cafe?" I murmured. What an odd place to mention. But I might as well go down there.
As I walked into my room, I patted down my hair and slipped off Sebastian's shirt. I grabbed my own shirt and pants, slipping them on. I grabbed my jacket and my eye patch, putting it on. I slipped on my Converse and then ran out, locking the door once I grabbed my key from the table right next to the door. I ran down to the small cafe that Sebastian and I went to. I walked in, reaching into my jacket pocket and grabbing my wallet. I pulled it out, my eyes widening as I saw Sebastian standing in line, ordering a coffee. I quickly turned around and ran outside, my heart pounding against my chest. He had to have sensed me, I was right there!
I slowly walked back in again, not glancing at Sebastian this time as I got myself a latte. I paid them and walked out, sipping it. I closed my eyes for a second as I stopped on the side walk. I took a breath.
"Hello."
"Hello, my lord."
"I thought I commanded you to stay away." I murmured.
"You did. But didn't you wish for me to come back?" Sebastian whispered in my ear.
"Yes." I said, my face showing no emotion.
"Mmm..." He said before picking me up.
"S-Sebastian!" I growled as he ran. He made me drop my drink...
I couldn't help but pout, but I quickly dug my face into his shoulder, taking in his sweet sent. I grabbed on to him tightly, pressing my small body up against his. I smiled weakly, happy that my demon was back.
"You may open your eyes now, master."
I did as he said, gasping. We were high in a tree, Sebastian had me on his lap as we watched the sky. I curled up to him, just staying quiet. I enjoyed the quiet as long as my Sebastian was with me. I softly kissed him, smiling once he returned the kiss.
"I still believe parts of Alois is in you. You've been acting strange lately." Sebastian teased me.
I hit him playfully. "Don't tease your master like that!"
He growled seductively. "I'm pretty sure I'm the master, Ciel." He grabbed my waist, pulling my in close.
I shook my head. "No... None of that tonight." I smirked, acting like my old self once more.
"Yes, my lord." He continued to tease before lightening his grip on me.
I stayed quiet for a moment before whispering. "Sebastian...?"
"Yes...?" He whispered back, kissing the top of my head.
"I'm sorry." I glanced up at him, seeing his eyes widen with shock.
"It's alright, bocchan. No need to apologize." He said, placing a hand on my cheek as his eyes soften.
"I love you."
"I love you, too."


Sebastian and I have been pretty well lately. We haven't gotten into any fights in the past few months and... Well, our make up sex after my fit was pretty amazing... Anyway! I'm finally doing this whole 'blog'/internet thing. I don't understand it... I'm typing... It's odd how he knows far more than I do, yet children who are 'my' age know every little thing about computers, phones and blogs.
Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook, Myspace, YouTube... I mean, what the hell?
"Sebastian?! What the hell is this?!" I yelled as I opened up something and a little paper clip popped up at the bottom of the screen asking if I needed help. "W-well... Yes, little paper clip thing..."
Sebastian walked over to the couch and sat down, looking at the lap top with me. He snickered. "I think you opened up 'Word'."
"What the hell is that?!" I asked him, looking at him as my eyes narrowed.
He snickered again, just leaning in and kissing me. I kissed him back as he set the laptop down on the table next to the couch. I shoved him down on the couch, kissing down his neck once he put the stupid thing up. I tugged at his shirt, wanting it off.
"Take... It... Off..." I grumbled into the kiss once he wouldn't take it off.
He smirked and didn't take it off, flipping up unto the ground so I was finally on bottom. I growled, grinding against him as he bit into my neck. I let out a loud, shuddering moan as I clawed at his back, arching my body into his. He bit down harder and harder, forcing me to moan out his name quietly. I blushed a bit as I pulled at his hair, causing him to moan. I smirked this time and pulled his sweet lips back to mine. I kissed him roughly, biting at his lower lip as his hand traveled down my body and into my jeans.
Our passionate moans filled the night sky as our naked bodies pressed up against each other.
His hands on my hips, his deep thrusts, my pleas for more and his soft, gently spoken words into my ears. Even though we've done it plenty of times, it still hurts... He's just so... Big. I always scream in pain and pleasure and Sebastian always seems to love it more and more. Our love stays strong as long as I don't throw fits and he's faithful as always.

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"Sebastian!" I screamed out, finally breaking through my thoughts as he pushed his entire length inside of me. I grabbed onto the sheets, hearing the fabric rip as my eyes closed tightly. "Hnng!" I gasped as we both came. I panted heavily, feeling Sebastian slowly pull out. I shuddered and closed my eyes as he pulled me into his arms.
"S-Seb-" He pressed a finger to my lips, smiling warmly as he shushed me.
"Let me clean you..." He said as he got up and walked over to the bathroom, turning the water on and letting it fill up the tub. I sighed as he slowly lowered me into the tub.
I whimpered as he sat me on my butt. "Ow!" I hissed quietly.
"We've done it over a dozen times and yet... You still act like it's our first time." Sebastian said, smirking as he cleaned me off.
I hissed, "What the hell's that supposed to mean?!"
"It means... You're still as tight as the first time." He whispered seductively in my ear.
A large blush appeared on my cheeks as I shoved him away. "S-shut up!"
He stayed quiet, other than that small smirk on his face as he gently caressed my body as he cleaned it.
"I love you Sebastian..." I finally whispered, breaking the silence.
"I love you too, my lord. I'll love you forever and forever." He said, smiling softly.

Years and years passed and we still lived on, as happy as ever. I guess you could say 'Happily Ever After'? Even though I never got the hang of that damn computer! Whatever...
As long as we live, our love will stay strong. It may sound pathetic and weak, but I don't care. I realize that Sebastian is always there for me... Even when he picks up a cat (which, mind you, I'm still allergic to!) he only does it because it reminds him of me.
So, I guess some things do end with a happy end! Even though we have our ups and downs, we'll always be there and have amazing sex.
I-I mean... Ugh, whatever... I'll be his love... Forever.

The end