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Kendall POV

I woke up to my whole body aching. Well my back and my ass anyway. I felt stiff and there is no way in hell I'm moving any time soon. I wrapped my arms tighter around James.

'Everything hurts.'

He chuckled. That son of a bitch chuckled!

'Why are you laughing this is your fault!'

'It's not my fault you wouldn't give in to me Kendall.' He growled into my ear.

I buried my head into his chest not wanting to upset him while I felt like this. I suddenly had the urge to use the bathroom. I turned around in James' arms and went to get up, trying to ignore the pain that was shooting up my back. James tightened his grip on me pulling my back hard against his chest. I gasped at the pain and felt tears of pain sliding down my cheeks.

'I have to go to the bathroom James, Please.'

'I'll carry you babe; there's no way your going to be able to walk there.'

There was no use fighting with him, I wasn't going to win so I just nodded my head. He moved so he was off the bed and pulled me into his arms bridal style. I yelled as he did this, the pain was unbearable. I now had tears streaming down my face. James lent down and captured my lips in a sweet kiss.

'I'm sorry that your in so much Pain Kendall. But you really needed to learn and I'm sorry it took that for you to decide being a smart ass to me isn't a good idea.'

I didn't say anything; I just looked down at my hands in my lap. He was right I brought this on myself if I had just listened to him none of this would of happened. Once we were in the bathroom he put me down on my feet and went to step back to give me some room. As soon as he let go of me my legs gave way, straight away he was behind me, his arms wrapped protectively around my waist holding me up.

'I've got ya babe.'

I let him support my weight why I did my business. He lifted me up and carried my to the sink so I could wash my hands then carried my bridal style back to our room and place me on the bed.

'I'll be back I'm just going to get something to eat for us both.'

I nodded in response and curled into a ball trying to ignore the pain. There was one thing I deffently am not going to do ever again and that's disobey James. I can handle a lot of things but not this. I started to think back over everything that had happened over the last few days. The tears started and got heavier and I started to sob. I didn't want this. I don't want any of this. I want to be my own person. I want to be independent Kendall again. But I knew that wasn't going to happen any time soon because of James. James why do I have to love him so freaking much? I'd do anything for him, well obviously. I'm not going to be a smart ass anymore. That's the last think I really had of my identity with out James. I couldn't do that to James anymore and I really have to try not to slip up because I don't want to face the consequences.

James walked back into the room with two bowls of cereal. I slowly sat up. Gasping at the pain and moved so my back was against the headboard. James gave me a soft smile and handed me my bowl. I said a low thank you and watched him sit down beside me before I quickly eat my breakfast. I didn't realize how hungry I was until now. Once I finished James took the bowl off me and placed it on the beside table with his. He shuffled closer to me and I wrapped my arms around his waist, molding myself into his side. He placed a soft kiss to the side of my head.

'I love you Kendall.'

'Love you too Jamie.'

'I know babe.' I smiled into his side before drifting off to sleep.

A few hours later

I awoke to the sound of James, Carlos and Logan's voices out in the lounge area. I looked towards the door, surprised to see that it was open. I decided to lay still and listen to what the where talking about.

'So what he's sleeping at the moment?'

'Yeah he ate breakfast then fell straight back to sleep.'

'How much did you hurt him James, you didn't do any serious damage did you?'

'No Logan I didn't. He's just a bit sore.'

I heard someone sigh, which I thought would be Logan.

'James why are you being so rough with him?'

'He's mine Logan and this is none of your business.'

By now I had crept out of bed trying not to whimper from the pain as I put a pair of sweatpants and a wifebeater on. I stood right around the corner looking at what was going on between by boyfriend and my other two best friends.

Logan had both of his hands up in a surrender position.

'Hey I know James. Kendall's all yours. But he's also our leader and always has been a natural one. Just try not to break him. I fear that you almost have. He hasn't been himself the last few days and everyone is starting to notice.'

James gave him a hard look but then relaxed and sat down on the couch.

'I know Logan but I can't help it. He's just so hotheaded. I just have this urge to control him and he submits so easily to me. I just want to make sure everyone including him knows whom he belongs to and who's in charge. Kendall is never going to be on top with me Logan. It's not going to happen. Kendall knows that and he's dealing with it but if it makes you happy I won't have sex with him for a while. I doubt I'll need to do what I did last night again anyway.'

I saw Logan nod and Carlos looked like he was ok with it. I stood up from my hiding spot and started walking towards them. Well it was more like limping and it was bad too. It hurt so much! I walked down the couple of steps that led to the lounge area and let out a sob from the change of position. I could feel them all watching me as I limped towards them. James got up and walked quickly to me scooping me up and walking back to the couch seating me on his lap. I fisted his shirt and laid my head in the crook of his neck. Sighing contentedly.

'How much did you hear babe?'

'Most of it.' I admitted shyly.

James chucked and kissed my head.

'Kendall how are you feeling?'

I lifted my head and looked at Logan. 'I'm really sore but that's pretty much it.'

He nodded. 'That's ok then.' He sat down next to Carlos and turned the TV on. He turned it to some cartoon, then sat back to watch it.

'James?'

'Yes Kendall?'

'I-I was wondering if-if maybe we could go to the pool. I think I need to get out of the apartment for a bit.'

He looked down at me in shock, obviously not expecting me to ask such a thing in my current state.

'Kendall everyone will know. With the show I put on yesterday afternoon and your limp…'

'I don't care James. I just need to get out. I don't care if people know anymore. I'm yours. You might as well show it off to people.'

I sighed defeated. I just gave James the last thing he wanted. I just totally submitted to him I realized that I was going to loose my status as a leader after this but I just don't care anymore. After what I heard, I realized I couldn't and wouldn't fight James. It's impossible and even if it were, I wouldn't win. I've decided to just give up. I just didn't see the point in trying anymore and I don't want to.

I heard the TV switch off and I felt all three pairs of eyes on me. I looked up at James to see him smiling. I gave a small smile back and looked over to Carlos. He looked confused but gave me a nod. He understood. I was glade of that. I wanted to make sure they understood what was going on. I looked over to Logan who gave me a sad smile. I quickly adverted his gaze as I felt tears sliding down my cheeks. Yes I'm giving up but that does not mean I'm happy about it. Logan and me have been friends the longest out of us all and because of that he knew me that little bit better. I knew that we both never thought we would see the day that something like this happened. But we both can't do anything about it.

'Ok then let's go. Are you guys going to come down too?'

'Maybe in a bit I wanna watch some more Cartoons first.'

I smiled at Carlos' innocent answer to James' question. We looked at Logan.

'I'll come down with Carlos. I need to think for a bit.'

I nodded understanding what he meant and headed for the door. James walked ahead of me and opened the door for me. He shut it behind me and placed his arm around my waist supporting some of my weight, which I was thankful for. We got into the elevator and James pressed the lobby button. Well here it goes. The whole Palm Woods is about to find out what's going on.

As we step out of the elevator people start to look at as. I shrink into James' side, trying to hide myself from them. This made them look even more and they all started whispering when James tightened his grip possessively on my waist and smirked at them all. I was usually confident so me limping and half curled into James' side wasn't something they were used to. A few of the girls had knowing looks on their faces, I looked down as we walked past them and out to the pool area. I tried to ignore the looks and focused on walking to the lounge chairs. James let go of my waist to sit down on one, I went to move to the one next to it but he stopped me by my hand and gave me a stern look. I understood immediately and waited for him to be seated before carefully lowering myself in between his legs, I pressed my back against his chest and he wrapped his arms protectively around my waist. I relaxed and laid my head back on his shoulder and closed my eyes.

Not long after I felt James tighten his arms around me, which made me open my eyes to see what was going on. I looked at his face before turning to see Camille, Lucy, Jo, Jett and Dak walking towards us. I smiled at them. But quickly got confused to why James was getting possessive. He seemed to notice my confusing.

'Look at Dak and how he's looking at you.' He gritted out.

I slowly turned my head to look at Dak who was looking at me like I was some prized piece of meat. I realized what this meant and quickly turned around a bit to face James more, ignoring the pain it caused me. I reached up and cupped his cheek with one hand and turned his face to meet mine.

'James please calm down. You don't need to worry about Dak.'

'Don't need to worry? Kendall he's looking at you like your some prized piece of meat. Your Mine!'

I risked a glance to see they weren't that far away from us now.

'Exactly James, I'm yours not Dak's or anyone else's. Yours and yours only.'

I leant up and placed my lips to his. He immediately took control just like I knew he would. He forced my mouth open and started exploring it with his tongue. I moaned. Which he smirked at then pulled back. I was in a daze, which I quickly shook my self out of when I heard Camille start speaking.

'Well James it looks like you finally got what you want.'

James had a massive smile on his face, which made me smile to see him so happy. Obviously James had been talking to Camille.

'Yep, I shore did. I'm pretty happy now that I finally have my Kendall.'

I noticed he glared at Dak as he said 'my Kendall'. Hopefully Dak won't say anything stupid.

Jett and Jo were smiling and Jett wrapped his arm around her waist. I saw the Jennifer's walking towards us out of the corner of my eye. I turned my head towards them and to my surprise they all had a smile on there face and weren't walking in slow motion. They walked up to us, brown hair Jennifer spoke to us.

'Where so happy for you guys and we just wanted to say congratulations! And also Kendall you can come hang out with us when ever you want.'

With that they gave us a quick wave and push past the others. I looked at them shocked at what just happened then I spoke up.

'I seriously hope they don't think I'm one of those girly gay guys that like shopping. Because I'm far from that, I may not be dominant in this relationship but there's no way I'm doing that. And I don't dress gay like either. I like my clothes.

'I don't.'

I looked at James then looked down at my hands, waiting for him to continue.

'Plad is gross and it doesn't look that good, yeah it looks ok on you but still that's no excuse for it. Seriously no one likes it anymore.'

'I like it.' I said it very quietly while I still looked at my hands.

'I know that's why I'm going to take you shopping tomorrow to get you new clothes.'

'But I like my clothes. There me James, don't you like who I am.' I was talking really quiet and I knew he could here the hurt in my voice. 'I don't want to change what I wear James.'

'We'll talk about this later when where back in the apartment.'

I nodded still looking at my hands. Suddenly really sad at the fact James was trying to take away everything that was me. I didn't always wear plad. That's just what I felt most comfortable in. I stopped my thinking when Dak started talking.

'Why are you trying to change him James? He's perfect just the way he is! Your so lucky to have Kendall and all your doing is breaking him. If you keep going there will be no Kendall anymore just a shell of what he used to be.'

When he finished he turned around and stormed off and out of the pool area. I was shocked that Dak stood up for me but grateful at the same time. I coulkdn't read James' face which hasn't happened before. All of a sudden something clicked inside of his head, he quickly stood picking me up in his arms as he went which made me give a startled cry. He walked towards the elevator and stepped inside pressing level 2. When it arrived he walked towards our apartment door, he opened it and walked inside dropping me on the couch.

'I'm going out for a bit I need to think. Don't you dare leave the apartment Kendall and you better be here when I get back.'

'I- sure James, I'll be here when you get back.'

He gave me a small smile. 'Good.' He walked over t me a placed a sweet kiss on my lips then walked out closing and locking the door behind him. I jumped as Carlos and Logan suddenly walked out thumping around.

'Hey Kendall! Where going down to the pool. You wanna come?'

I chuckled at Carlos and I was about to say yes then remembered what James said to me.

'I can't Carlos sorry bud.'

'Why not Kendall?'

I looked at Logan and sighed.

'James went out to think about something Dak said to him down at the pool, but before hand he brought me back here and told me I can't leave the apartment. I don't want to do the wrong thing at the moment.'

Logan looked at me worry spread all over his face. He walked over and sat down beside me, Carlos did the same on my other side. I leant back into the couch knowing that I was going to get a talk of some sort.

'Kendall I'm really worried about you, we both are! This isn't healthy for you and we can see you slowly starting to break down. You're not your self anymore. Camille rang me and told me what happened. I'm really glade Dak stood up for you. She also told me that she thinks he really likes you. The fact is you need to stand up for yourself Kendall.'

'I can't Logan.'

'What do you mean you can't? You've done it all your life. Your Kendall Knight! Our strong fearless leader.'

I chuckled softly at his words.

'I'm not your leader anymore Logan. I'm not your strong and fearless Kendall Knight anymore, as you put it. I'm just Kendall Knight and I'm ok with that. I've learnt to accept it. Maybe you should to.'

Without looking at either of them I got up and walked to my room. I climbed onto my bed and laid face down. I crossed my arms and laid my cheek on them. Dak was right. I'm not who I once was anymore. I'm different. James could do what he liked with me. The fact is I'm not the Kendall Knight I once was. I'm just Kendall.

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