CHAPTER 10

After that baseball game, everything went back to normal. The twins became good friends with the Cullen's; they pretended to be ignorant about the fact that the Cullen's were vampires.

Today was my eighteenth human birthday. The Cullen's were planning me a surprise birthday party. It was the only thing Alice thought about. I had a strange feeling about this party. The twin's just said that I was just nervous knowing that soon I was going to tell Edward my secret.

After school the twins had to go on a mission and would be back in a couple of days. Edward took me to my house to see Romeo and Juliet to give Alice time to prepare the surprise birthday party.

Time passed fast and before I knew it I was at the Cullen's house wearing a dress Alice picked out for me.

I decided to shield everyone so i could enjoy the party without have to worry about seeing visions or readings their thoughts.

Alice decided to open the presents first, I got tickets to Italy from Esme and Carlisle, accessories for my car from Jasper, Rosalie, Emmet and Alice and a cd with my lullaby from Edward. While opening the gift from Edward I accidently cut my finger with the wrapping paper. I should have been more careful bit I forgot that in human form I was more delicate. What happened was totally unexpected. Jasper, feeling Edward's thirst, attacked me, before I could react Edward pushed me against the glass window. The window broke in hundred of pieces, and a lot of the pieces ended up in my arm. Emmet, Rosalie, and Alice grabbed Jasper and took him out while Edward followed them. (This part is almost the same as in the book.)

After that accident Edward started to be more distant. I haven't seen the Cullen's in days and the twins still weren't back. I wanted to read his thoughts but stopped myself. I didn't want to invade his privacy. A relationship should be based on trust but how is that possible if she invades his privacy and he doesn't even know.

The drive home was silent. When we arrived at Charlie's he finally spoke. "Bella let's go for a walk"

"ok" I was confused but I accepted . This was the perfect opportunity to tell him the complete truth.
We walked into the forest. Suddenly he stopped.

"Bella, we're leaving"

"What do you mean?"

"My family and I are leaving. Actually they already left, I stayed behind to tell you."

I couldn't believe him! "But I thought you loved me and that we would be together forever"

"Bella, I cared for you but mostly I was interested in your blood. I don't love you…" he kept talking. " To me you were just something to pass time with…"
"So you lied to me this whole time? Edward I'd give anything for you. I love you ! I'll never forget you because my heart belongs to you!"
"You'll forget me in no time for you're human and while my kind doesn't forget so easily, we do get distracted." He sighed. " Bella, promise me you'll stay safe…for Charlie"
I couldn't look him in the eyes. "sure…" He kissed my forehead and left. I wanted to follow him but my feet wouldn't let me.

After a while I could move my feet again so I decided to walk back home. When I arrived home the twins were waiting for me. Once they saw how I was the grabbed me and made me lie down with my head on Alec's lap and my feet on Jane's lap. Charlie still hadn't arrived and for that I was thankful for I didn't want to explain to him why I looked like a zombie. I told the twins everything…

October

November

December

Janurary

I couldn't stay like this anymore… I had to leave. I was going back to volterra…for good…

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