im excited for the next few chapters i have some good ideas. let me know what you think!
P.S i do not own glee
Santana didn't go visit her dad like she told Rachel, insted she drove one town over and bought as many pregnancy test as she could. puck had yet to respond and she didnt blame him. if she was pregnant his life would lose his relationship, and his friends.
As Santana sat in a seven eleven bathroom with a bottle of water and eight pregnancy tests, she thought about her life these past couple of months. she wasn't proud of what she did to rachel and in some way she thinks this is punishment for stabbing her bestfriend in the back. "please god, i already hurt rachel but this will destroy her"
she waited three minutes for the test results and in those three minutes she thought of everything that would change if the test was possitive. her life would change drastically.
Puck was in his room staring at the text Santana had sent him. She sent him the text 45 minutes ago and he had yet to respond. But honestly he didnt have a response if santana turned out to be pregnant there would be no hope for him and rachel and that thought kills him.
He knows what he didn was fucked up and he was being a major douche but he wishes he could take it back. Rachel was supposed to be his endgame they plan out there futures together . and the thought of losing all that makes his chest tighten and his stomache drop. He has to tell her everything if theres ever hope for them .
His phone vibrated again, and when he opened the text, what he read left him paralyzed.
Satan: i'm pregnant
School on monday was pretty normal as far as Rachel was concerned. she hadnt herd from santana or puck the whole weekend and she was a little confused about it. when she walked into the hallway she imediatly spotted him leaning against his locker with his back turned towards her.
grinning wickedly she tip toed behind him till she wass right behing him and then wrapped her arms around his waist. puck was too deep in thought to even notice the fact that his girlfriend was hugging him. "hey..noah are you okay? you and santana have been distant lately" when puck turned around and looked into her eyes all he saw was pure love and concern. he was suddenly consumed with the gut wrentching feeling of guilt. He couldnt bare looking at her and seeing the love in her eyes he didnt deserve.
"yeah babe im fine i just have alot on my mind.. and babe i want you to know i love you sooo much just remember that" and with that we kissed her hard on the mouth trying to pour all his emotion into it and withought waiting for a response he turned and left.
Rachel followed Puck but kept her distance so he didnt notice. he was acting different and she was gonna find out why. she saw him stop at an empty classroom and begin to look around. afraid of being caught she pretended to be starting intently at the bullitin board. when she turned around she noticed he was gone. leaning against the wall she waiting to see what he was doing in there.
a couple minutes later she saw santana walking by head held high with her looking like her HBIC. she was about to go and ask her if she knew what was wrong with puck when she saw the classroom door puck dissapeared into open and an arm reach put and pull santana into it. rachel walked up to the classroom and slowly opened the door.
she saw santanas hand drop to her side. rachel turned her head and saw the tear stained face of puck. "what do you want puck?" she herd santana say. "so.. your..-" "i'm pregnant puck yeah i know . i dont know if you forgot but im the one who told you" rachel tried to surpress the gasp that escaped after hearing the new. "yeah.. umm are you sure its mine.." "yes puck im sure! and we cant't tell Rachel yet maybe she wont notice"
of all the things puck could have asked, asking if he was the dad was the last thing rachel expected. she couldnt supress the anger that bubbled up inside her. she threw open the door letting them know of her presence. puck jumped away from santana at the sight of rachel. "rachel baby what are you doing here?" he asked voice shaking with nerves "DON"T YOU DARE CALL ME BABY PUCK!" puck winced at hearing her use of his nickname he was her noah.
he took a step towards her only to watch her take a step back. "please tell me that what i just heard was all a lie, some kind of sick joke" she glanced back and forward between santana and puck praying to god they were lieing. all she got back was silence and thats all she needed as confirmation. she didnt wait for an explination turning on her heal she walked out ignoring there calls for her to come back.
By the time glee rolled around puck wasnt looking forward to it. He knew shit was about to hit the fan and he wasnt ready to lose rachel just yet. he sat down in the back corner away from everyone(he might as well get used to having noone to talk to ) by the time mr. shue walked in everyone was there besides rachel and he was starting to get nervous. he was about to leave and look for her when he saw her walk in but she looked different. the light in her eyes was gone replaced with an empty darkness.
"hello sorry im late but i have a song i would like to perform for my santana and puck. you know PUCK cheating is just like driving withought a lisence sooner or later your going to get caught" withought leaving time for a responce she gave the music to brad and begain her song.
Rachel stood center of the room and let the haunting melody wash over her
I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
her voice was raw with emotion as she poured everything she had into the performance. she walked up to santana as she said the lines point to her, accusing her for the pain she was in.
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself
she slowly walked up to puck putting her small hands out as if reaching for him only to pull them back and walk away
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me
she couldnt help the tears that flowed down her face at the realization that everything she had worked hard for was gone.
And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight
And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me
Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me
at the end of the song she was barely holding on to her emotions. mr. shue was starring at her mouth open in shock as well as most of thr glee clubers. santana was sobbing and puck had tears streaming down his face. rachel cleared her throat before walking up to santana ans slapping her hard across the face. "I TRUSTED YOU, YOU WERE MY BESTFRIEND I WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU FOUND OUT YOUR DAD WAS HAVING AN AFAIR WITH THE MAID AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME BY FUCKING MY BOYFRIEND!" she screamed"
before walking over to puck "how long.." she wispered "h..how long what" his voice cracked "how long have you and santana been fucking behind my back!" pucks eyes grew wide before whispering "a couple months.." there were a couple gasp from the glee members. rachel's eyes filled with tears and she began to sob. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING! i loved youi and i thought you loved me to" she whispered the last part. she got up and started walking away.
puck ran after rachel screaming her"RACHEL! you have to beleive me i love you and i made a mistake with santana. i know what i did was inexcusable. but im sorry i love you and i wish i could take it all back" rachel spun around with a fire in her eyes. "HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME! I LOVED YOU AND ALL YOU HURT ME, I TRUSTED YOU, AND YOU LIED TO ME, I PUT EVERYTHING INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP BUT I WASNT GOOD ENOUGHT FOR YOU!"
she walked up to santana again. santana hid her face for fear of being slapped again. rachel leaned in close to santana before whispering " you are nothing more than a homweracking whore whwo has to deal with the reprucussions of your actions." she stood upright and walked towards the door she stoped before yelling over her shoulder " i hope you and puck are happy together but i sure do feel bad for that baby santana seeing as her moms a whore. oh and puck stay the fuck away from me.
ugh! idk if im happing with rachels reaction yet it doesnt seem right let me know what you think!
if someone wants to help me write the sory that would be AMAZING i need some ideas
