unbreakable chapter 5

song: still here

Cross through the night

Kagome has not woken up since the night she lost her kit. I may have brought him back from the dead with my sword but he was not the same roudy kit that I knew him to be. he was quite and did not talk. She has slept since then all acrossed the nights i will sit by her bed and pray that she will wake up and come back to me and the poor kit.
I looked down and lost my way my light

KAGOMES POV

I keep reliving that same horrible moment where I lost my world where my heart shattered into a million peices. I keep watching this and I can feel my light fading and at the end of that tunnel where the light begins to fade is my baby shippo.
Brought to my knees

I watch my baby begging me to go with him but I can see his neck where dried blood still lays and that image brought me to my knees.
Though the dark surrounds, it pulls me down

Then its like the light just vanishes and i am stuck by myself in the dark. All my regrets and mistakes come back at me and they turn into my personal demons. These demons are far worse than any demon that I have ever faced because these know how to hurt and damage me mentaly and emotionally. They pull me down and down till I dont even know who I am anymore all i know is that I failed somebody and let them down bad.

I do not sink beneath

Then I remember my family one by one my gradpa's face comes up. Then my mother and brothers face, then I felt my need to survive rise

Still here

I scream into the dark "I AM STILL HERE I WILL NOT DIE WITHOUT TELLING EVERYONE HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM"

Staggering on

I stagger to my feet and start to fight back my personal demons.

Through the impossible

I feel my miko powers returning to me and I light my own path.

We remain

Sesshomaru POV.

It has been two months since that dreadful night i only leave kagomes side to do paper work ad eat. The kit and I are the only ones that remain the others have givin up and went on about their lives. I can not go on without my love. I do not know what I will do if she does npt wake up soon...

I can breathe one more day

I may make it one more day without kagome and I may not everyday I go without seeing her smile it makes it harder to function right I just miss my Mamma I am nothing but a kit i can not take another loss like this without her I will just perise.

Still here

four more days have passed and now the miko has been asleep for more than two months and four days how will I be able to ever find someone else she was the only one for me. Oh well I am still here by your sind my Kagome I will never leave your side

Still fighting on

KAgomes Pov.

I have been fighting these demons of mine for seems like forever they are finally thinning out hopefully I will be able to leave this god awful place. Please Kami's bless me to be able to leave this place for good.

All we have is today

It has been almost another month now and the demon council is now getting into this situation they told me that all I have is till the end of today for her to wake up or They are going to despose of her.

Find my way

Kagomes Pov.

I believe that I am almost out of here. If I am right then I should be out in a matter of minutes!

To the beauty of one more day

I take one more big breath as the last of the darkness starts to fade I see a ceiling above me I look over and see though a window a beautiful field and I see a little girl playing it makes my heart hurt to see such a beautiful field and think 'wow shippo would have loved this place.' With that thought I start to cry.

Still here

Sesshomaru pov.

I am getting nerves today is almost over I get up and go to the council to beg for another mouth I will still be there for her fighting every step I take to keep her with me.

Hope fades away

Shippo's Pov.

I know it doesnt sound good on my part but my hope is dieing I don't believe Mammas ever gonna wake up I believe i will sneak away on my own tommorow night.

When tomorrow holds no promises today

Shippo's pov.

tommorow holds nothing for me i will go tommorow and try to survive on my own without mamma I really don't even care if I live or die.

Then today I am set free

Kagomes Pov.

I can't believe I am finally rid of the darkness and on such a beautiful day too I will hold a funernal for shippo today. He always enjoyed the brighter days he would always play pranks ong everyone and be way more happier when it was sunshining outside.

For amidst the tears, amongst the fear

I feel my tears fall down my face i miss my baby I can not believe he is gone forever out of my touch...

I find the joy to be

Then I start to think about how happy he always was to be here and to see me happy I use his joy to make myself get up "my baby would be so upset if he was to see me like this I can see him now in the afterlife scolding me for being sad." I give a bitter sweet laugh and try to get up...

Still here

I wish kagome was here beside me while i do this work she was the perfect person for me...

Staggering on

Kagomes Pov.

I get up and at first I stagger but I keep moving till I make my way to the window.

Through the impossible

"The council told me that it is impossible for her to awaken that I can have another week to say my goodbyes... I believe through the impossible that Kagome will pull through she is the strongest willed person that I have ever meet in my life!" with that thought Sesshomaru gets up to go eat then to the room that kagomes is asleep in.

We remain

"I still remember shippo making me promise him that I would never leave him and now out of us a miko and a demon I kagome have out lived my baby..." and the tears roll down her cheeks yet again...

I can breathe one more day

"I can breath a little more easier today knowing that kagomes life is not going to end tonight. I hate the counicel for trying to take her away from me..."

Still here

"I can not take still being here while my baby is gone it is killing me."

Still fighting on

shippos pov.

"I don't believe I can fight this one more day I am so tired of fighting this...feeling of dread of emptiness... can I still fight can I still find the will to live?"

All we have is today

"The answer to the though is no I cant keep fighting today will be the last day tonight I will run away into the darkness..."

Find my way

I fing my way to the door of my room while I stay here and go inside and lay down on the bed and just think about my life. "Everything in my life that is even a bit important to me has died waht is wrong with me that the Kami's want me to be sad all the time. I vow from this day on that I will get stronger and I will protect anyone else that is close to me..."

To the beauty of one more day

kagomes Pov.

"I walk over to a door on the side of me and open it and see all kinds of beautiful silk dresses and of all colors... Its breath taking..."

Still here

sesshomarus Pov.

Kagome please hurry and wake up soon... I am still here wating for you...