Hey Guys SO SO SO SO SO sorry that it has taken me so long to update this. I hit writers block and plus I started writing "If I Was Your Boyfriend" I am so glad that you guys are loving both of my fan fiction.

Okay this chapter is really emotional. I strongly suggest you listen to "A Thousand Years" By Chrisina Perri while you are reading this.

Sorry for any grammar mistakes.

I do not own glee! But if I do All the couples would be endgame Well except Finchel!

I do not own the song Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Enjoy guys!


Mercedes point of view

It has been 2 months since Sam has been in a coma. It was really hard being without him, but with mom by my side, I knew I wasn't alone. Mom decided to move in with me. So we could keep each other company. It was really hard being without Sam. Every since the fight between Quinn and I, rumors started floating about Sam and I. I would walk to my car and have the word "WHORE" in big bright red letters on my car. But Thanks to mom and support of my friends it doesn't really bother me. I was exhausted from working long hours at the firm. I got a secretary job working for mom. Who was nice enough to give me the job. I haven't really been feeling well. I have been throwing up for lack of not eating much. So I decided to go to bed early.

Every night I always dreaming of Sam being awake. But never able to fully touch him or be able to talk to him like I wanted too, He couldn't see me. But tonight was different. As I lay down on my pillow, I drifted off dreaming of him,

But this time it was different, we were in the clouds it was only just me and him and a white Piano and a guitar on its stand. "Where am I" I asked myself. I felt Sam's big hands wrapped around my waist. I turn to around to see his beautiful green eyes. With a big goofy smile that I love so much, "You are in your dreams Mercy" he said with a big smile. "God I missed you so much Sammy" I said hugging him. "I miss you too Baby" Sam said squeezing me tight. Breaking the hug Sam leans down to kiss me, his lips touching mine. I ran my tongue across his lips, he granted me access. The kiss was slow but passionate. Coming up for air, I had tears in my eyes that I didn't notice until now. Sam grabbed my face running his thumbs across my face wiping away my tears. "You are so beautiful" he said looking unto my brown eyes. "Sammy I wish you would wake up. I'm starting to lose hope that I am going to lose you" I said trying to hold back my tears. He sighed "I know Mercy. But please don't give up on me. I know it's not fair to ask you to wait. But I'm begging you not to lose faith in me" I softly got out of his embraced and looked away. "It's just so hard without you. I have love and support. But their not you Sammy" I turned to see that he was walking toward me. "Sing with me Mercy" Sam asked. I started to shake my head no "Sam, no songs" he grabbed my hands kissing the back of them. "Just this once" with that he grabbed my hands and walked me to the piano. I sat on the bench as he walked over to grab the guitar and sat on top of the piano. "Now Mercy I know it's been awhile since you played the piano. But I feel like we can explain how each other is feeling through a song" He smiled. I simply smiled "I will follow your lead Sammy" With that he started to play his guitar, and I immediately knew what he was playing. So I followed his lead, trying to suppress the tear that was waiting to roll down my face. Sam started to sing as I continued to play the piano listening to every word he was singing.

Heartbeats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

tears started to go down my cheeks as the lyrics he was singing started to sink in. It took all I had not to stop playing and break down and cry. I miss him so much, and it kills me that I can only see him awake only in my dreams.

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

As Sam was singing his heart out to me, his eyes were burning into mine. With each word he was singing. I was feeling everything he was feeling. His smile gave me the strength I needed to get through this song, without completely breaking down. It was my turn to sing my part of the song. All I could do was close my eyes as the words started to spill out.

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

As I was singing I could hear Sam's sweet voice "Open your eyes Cedes. I want to see your beautiful eyes as we sing this last part together." I opened my eyes and I looked into his beautiful green eyes fill with tears in his eyes, as we sang the song together.

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

Once the song was done, Sam Sat next to me, turning me around to face him. "So you see Cedes no matter what happens. I will always love you and there is nothing or no one that can change that. We are together forever baby." I started to cry at his words. He grabbed my chin to look at him "Not even death can keep us apart!" I hugged him tight crying harder than I was before "Sammy please don't go! I can't survive without you. You're the air that I breathe" Sam was crying now and hugging me tighter. "I have to go. But will be in your next dream" He let me go rubbing my cheeks and getting up to walk into a light that wasn't there before." I jumped up "SAMMY! PLEASE DON'T GO" I screamed reaching out for him. He turned around and whispered loud enough for me to hear "I will always be in your heart Mercy." With that he disappeared into the light leaving me along with my tears. I could hear a loud ring.

The ring got louder waking me up from my dream. I realize that I was crying like I did in my dreams. I wiped my face and grabbed my phone clicking talk

"Hello" I sniffled.
"Hi this is Dr. Thompson. Is this Mercedes Jones Evans" When I realized it was Sam's doctor I immediately rose up. Whispering to myself "No Sammy"
Ms. Evans" The doctor called out again
"Yes this is she! Is everything okay?" I asked
Dr. Thompson took a deep breath and said "We need you and your mother to come down to the hospital. I rather tell you guys in person"

Panic ran all over my body as I let the doctors words sink in. Was Sammy really letting go and leaving me? But he told me not to give up? How could he leave me?


Yes I am sorry I had to leave a cliff hanger. I have been told that I am good at it . lol lol (Doing my evil laugh) IF I made anyone cry I am so sorry. I cried while writing this part. I used The song by Christina Perri - A Thousand Years, because I can see Sam and Mercedes singing this Why do you guys think Mercedes keeps getting sick? what do you guys think? Was Sam saying goodbye to Mercedes in her dreams? Tell me what you think! Please Please Please review.