Hey guyyyyssss I am FINALLY back with another chapter. I just wanted to thank you guys for supporting me with this story. I know that it is a very weird and unusual Samcedes story. But thank you for sticking with me. Zeejack this chapter is dedicated to you. Thank you so much for supporting me through this story. I know I have been a pain in the ass by not updating. But I am so glad that you are staying with me. I love reading your pms and your reviews.
I also like to thank my friend Amanda who encouraged me to post this story in the first place. I love you.
This chapter is in Mercedes point of view as you can tell. I just love writing in her point of view. But I promise on the epilogue chapter it will be in Sam's point of view.
-Mercedes Point of view-
Previously on "I See You Lying Next To Me"
"Hello" I sniffled.
"Hi This is . Is this Mercedes Jones Evans" When I realized it was Sam's doctor I immediately rose up. Whispering to myself "No Sammy"
" The doctor called out again
"Yes this is she! Is everything okay?" I asked
took a deep breath and said "We need you and your mother to come down to the hospital. I rather tell you guys in person"
When I heard his last comment I tried my best not to cry again "okay we will be right down" I said wiping away the tears. With that we said goodbye. I wiped the last of my tears getting up to get dressed. All I could think about is what Dad said two weeks ago when I swallowed my pride and met him at the Lima bean. We had a terrible argument. Which resulted as me running to my car in tears.
Two weeks ago
"I'm sorry Mercedes! But I can't accept the fact that what you and Sam is doing is a sin!" Yelled my dad as he tried to catch up with me. I stopped dead in my tracks and faced my so called father.
"I came here to tell you that your SON was in the hospital! Not to get a lecture from an adultrous ass hole like you!" I spatted
My father gave me a shocking expression as I continued " You sit here and you judge me and tell me how Sam and I are going to hell because we are living a sin! What about you huh?! Are you gonna pay for your sins?! For cheating on Mom and walking out on your family?! I said folding my arms.
Dad was fuming "Listen what I do is my business! You know what, I love Sam and he is my son! But maybe him being in the coma is his punishment for screwing his slut of a sister.
At that moment I forgot that this was the man that I called dad ever since I was two. I balled up my fist punched my "dad" as hard as I could in the face, causing him to fall to the ground. " I am so glad that Sam didn't grow up to be just like you! A heartless bastard who does nothing but judge people and tell them how to live their life! I was stupid to think that you would stop you judgemental bullshit long enough to be there for your son!" I yelled as the grown moan groan in pain. "I can't believe you hit me! Quinn told me you lost your mind" yelled dad as he got back to his feet.
I walked up closer to the older man, causing him to back up a little "you know what?! You and Quinn can go to hell! Sam doesn't need either of you! Some fucking father you are. But don't you worry Sam will get through this and one day when we have our own family Sam will be a better father than you ever were" I growled. With that I walked away getting into the car, leaving my "Dad in the parking lot, looking dumbfounded.
-Back to the present-
I heard mom come in my room knocking me out of my thoughts
"Mercy who was that?" I looked in my moms eyes with tears running down my face. "The Doctor wants us to come down. So he can talk to us about Sam's condition" My mom gasped at the thought of Sam might not make it. She walked up to me, giving me a hug. I started to sob and hugged her tight "mom, if Sam doesn't make it"
Before I could finished mom kissed my hair "Shhh don't think like that. We gotta be strong for him okay" Breaking the hug she continued "Sam is strong and he WILL make it okay" all I could do look down at my feet. "Mom I saw Sam in my dreams. He was telling me not to give up on him and then he said goodbye. Maybe Dad is right! maybe the reason why this happened because god was punishing us." Mom grabbed my chin for me to look up at her "NO Mercy don't think like that! Your father had no right to attack you like that! God is not punishing you! Maybe that dream was a sign telling you not to give up hope." I simply nodded not sure if I believe in what she is saying. Mom gave me one last hug and said "Now lets go and see what the doctors have to say!"
We got ready and headed to the hospital. When we got to there, We ran into Santana and Brittany. Santana was the first to notice that we had just got there. She had tears in her eyes "Cedes!" She got up to give me a hug. "You know I always made fun of trouty! But I did it because I like him. He has to be okay"
I squeezed her tighter, trying to remember mom's words during our pep talk earlier "He will be okay Tana I have faith." Breaking the hug Santana gave my mom and hug as well.
Before any of us could say anything else walked out of Sam's room. Looking straight at my mom " Please come in" Mom nodded and grabbed my hand to follow her in the room.
once we got in there. The doctor looked at us with sorry eyes and sigh. "We'll have to pull the plug. I'm sorry."
"Hell to the no! You can't take him from me! He's still here! He's strong; he'll come back!" I said while mom was holding me back and trying to keep herself from crying. "Ma'am, we only have so many rooms. its been two months."
All I could do was fall into the chair next to Sam and grabbed his hand "Please don't leave me Sammy. I need you. You told me not to give up on you and I'm not. But Baby you have to do your part of the deal and come back to me!I need you" I said sobbing."Just don't give up on him-" mom plead with the doctors
"He's shown no signs of coming back. He's been in a coma for two months Ms. Evans. I cannot assure anything. Even if he would wake up, his memory would pretty much be destroyed, his senses demolished, almost. He'd be a baby again for all he knew." said the doctor trying to reason with my mom and I.
I let go of Sam's hand and got up from my chair "No. Today's it, I can feel it. I know he'll open his eyes. I fucking know it." mom grabbed me by the shoulders to try to calm me down.
"He won't remember you, even if." reasoning the doctor. I raised my hand to stop him and said
"NO! He will wake up and he will remember me! I love him more then anything. SO don't you dare tell me that he won't remember me!"
mom grabbed my hand squeezing it tight. "Doctor please! give it a little while longer." My mom begged! The doctor looked back at Sam and back at us. "I'm sorry but the plug has to be pulled!"
Mom couldn't stand the thought of losing her son, so she ran out. But best believed I stayed fighting with the doctor. We argued for a while, no one paying attention to the boy who laid in the hospital bed, wide awake, just watching us for a while.
As we were arguing I could hear "Uh, guys-"
I turned to look at Sam not realizing he was a wake "HOLD ON, SAM, GOD. I'M TELLING YOU, HE'LL WAKE UP SOON!" I yelled facing the doctor once more.
"Mercedes-"
"HE'S GOING TO MAKE IT, YOU'LL SEE! HE'LL COME BACK TO ME-"
"MERCY!"
Immediately, I turned to see Sam sitting up "Sam." That's all I could say as I ran to his side, pushing my lips to his, bringing him close to me, "Don't ever fucking leave me again." I said kissing him all over his face. He simply chuckled "Don't ever let me get hit by a car again either," We both started to laugh at that statement.
The doctor walked over to us. "Well its a good thing your girlfriend and your mom decided not to give up on you" Sam looked at me confused "Mom was here" I kissed him and said "Yes, she is Sammy. I will explain everything in a minute" he simply nodded as the doctor was checking Sam out. "Well Suprisely everything seems to be okay. I noticed you pull the breathing tube out., I just need to make sure you didn't do any damaged when you pulled it out yourself." said the doctor checking Sam out.
it took thirty minutes for the doctor to check Sam out, to make sure he didn't damage anything "Well You're a lucky young man ." said the doctor as he was putting his medical equipment away. Sam looked at me and smiled "Well I have a good luck charm" Chuckled Sam as he held my hand. The doctor smiled and said " If You need to go to the bathroom. Make sure you have someone help you walk. Because you haven't walked in two months. So It will be awhile before you can walk with out a little help" explained the doctor.
The doctor noticed that Sam was in a little pain from ripping out the breathing tube. he leaned over on Sam's side of the bed and press the meds buttons. So that Sam could get some kind of pain relieve. "Well I am going to leave you too alone. Good to have you back " Sam nodded and looked at me hugging me closer to him "Its good to be back" with that the doctor turned to walk out the door.
Sam turned to look at me "So what happened? I thought mom was against us being together" I laid my head on his shoulder and took my hand into his playing with his fingers and said " Well Mom said that she wants to work things out with us. She said that she is willing to try to get use to us being together." I looked up to him and continued "Sam she has been so great. Dad cut all ties with you and I" I could see the disappointment in his eyes. He rubbed my cheek and said "You know what. Screw him. I got you and to me thats all that matters." He leaned in to kiss me, it started off slow but then got passionate. He ran his tongue across my lips and I granted him access. God I missed his lips.
Mom busted in the room as we broke apart and breathed in sharply "Sammy!" she slowly walked toward her son. "Mom" said Sam trying to keep in the tears. I know how much he loved her and it was killing him that she was disappointed in him in the beginning. I got up so she can have room to get to him. She softly grabbed his hand and gave him a big hug. I could hear her crying "Oh god! I'm so happy you're okay. I love you so much! Sam squeezed her tighter "It's okay mom! I love you too"
As I looked on. All of the sudden I felt like I was going to throw up. I grabbed my purse and ran to the bathroom. I started to throw up. once I was on done. I slowly started to panic. "I can't be pregnant! Can I? I mean its been three months since I had sex, which was obviously with Sam. But we used a condom! It couldn't have broken couldn't it?" I thought to myself as all these questions started going through my head.
A knock came to the door knocking me out of my thoughts "Cedes are you okay baby" asked my mom. I can't let mom know what's going on. I don't want to worry her. "Um Yea I'm okay. Its probably my nerves" I could hear mom trying to get in but gave up trying to get in "Okay sweetie, I'm going to go out and tell Santana and Puck that Sam is okay" I could hear her opening and closing the door to Sam's room. I got up off the floor and went to the sink to clean myself up. Thankfully I had a toothbrush and toothpaste in my purse.
Once I got out, Sam was sleeping. So I crawled back onto the bed trying not to wake up. He automatically wrapped his arms around me. he looked down at me as I snuggled up to him. " Baby are you okay? Have you not been eating?" He asked with a worry tone. I took a deep breath and said " I think I might be pregnant Sam" Sam rose up and turned where he was facing me. He took a deep breath and said "Well we need to find out for sure first." I had tears in my eyes "What if I am Sam? What are people going to think. Lima is a small town! What will mom think. Yes she is fine with us being together now. But this time there will be a baby involved."
Sam rubbed my stomach "If you are pregnant! We will rise this child together! I love you Mercy and When I say I want to be with you I mean it. We can rise this baby as a family! I truly believe mom will be okay with this. I can tell that she is trying to get use to us being together. But first we need to find out if you are or not okay?"
I wiped the tears from my eyes "Okay! But you need your sleep" I said as we laid back down to cuddle. He leaned down to kiss my lips softly "I love you so much Cedes" I rubbed his cheeks "I love you more Sammy" He smiled. He looked into my brown eyes and replied Sam leaned in to kiss my lips softly once more. "I do remember being in your dreams Mercy. You were always in mine." he said caressing my back. I smiled at his statement. I raised back up too look at him "I thought you were in my dreams to tell me goodbye" I said trying to hold back the tears, but was failing "I thought you were letting go and giving up on us." I sniffled.
Sam raised up and turned facing me "I could never leave you Mercy. Yea I was losing faith. But seeing you made me want to fight harder to live and now that I'm awake-" he reached down to rub my stomach "The thought of being a daddy and being with the woman of my dreams. makes me the happiest man in the world" I put my hand on top of his as he was rubbing my stomach "I'm glad you didn't give up Sammy." Sam reached over to whip my eyes "Lay with me until I fall asleep?" I nodded and laid down with him. We cuddled until we both fell asleep.
I had woken up to a sleeping Sam. Hearing him talking in his sleep made me smile. I waited until mom got back to stay with Sam, so I could go get a pregnancy test. I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared. I hope this doesn't change things with mom. We have came so far, for it to just go up to smoke now. I ran into the hospital pharmacy and grabbed two pregnancy test. As I was running out of the pharmacy. I ran into Brittany and Santana.
"Hey Mercy where's the fire" teased Santana. Before I could say anything Santana saw the Pregnancy test "Your pregnant are you?"
Sadly smiled "I think so." I sighed "Tana I don't know what to do" Brittany wrapped her arms around me. "It's okay Mercy" she said as she laid her head against mine.
"Well this changes things" Said Santana
I gave her a confusing look. "What do you mean?" I asked. Santana smiled and looked at Brittany and then back to me "Well Shelby said that she would like to reform the troubletones with you,me and Brittany in L.A" she said excitedly.
I looked away so they wouldn't see the disappointment in my face. "BUT, Since you're pregnant. We are going to have to take things slow until you have the baby" Said Santana.
I looked between her and Brittany "I might not be pregnant Tana" I sassed trying not to get to excited.
"Girl you are glowing so yeah you're pregnant. Look Puck is up there now talking to Sam about starting their own comic book company together with Lauren. and we figured we could all live together." said Santana.
"Please tell me you will do this" begged Brittany.
I really wanted to do this. But I have to talk to Sam and our careers may start off good. But it doesn't change the fact that I am pregnant with my adopted Brother's baby. and I couldn't help but think about what others would think.
"Let me talk to Sam about everything. But pregnant or not. I would like to do this. I just don't know what other people will think if I am pregnant with my brothers baby" I said sadly.
Santana rolled her eyes "Girl Fuck what people think. Let them think what they want to. and its not like you guys are blood related." she yelled. She took a deep breathe "What matters is that you're happy and" she said as she rubbed my stomach "this baby is healthy" she smiled.
I smiled and looked at both of my friends "I know, Its just hard not to think about what they will say. But I need to find out if I am pregnant or not" I said as a gently got out of Brittany's embrace.
"okay like I said fuck everyone and what they think. Besides I heard you kicked Quinn's ass. Wish I was there to see you mop the floor with her ass. That bitch gets on my nerves. She just needs to admit that she sucks Finn's dick and Eats Rachel's pussy on the side." Santana teased.
Brittany and I looked at one another and started to laugh " "Baby that is just straight up Nasty. God I will be so glad to get away from this nasty town." said Brittany. I giggled and nodded in agreement.
Santana shrugged " You know Quinn. Stupid slut has to feed her sex addiction some way or another. If it was anyone but Hobbit's ass. I wouldn't pass any judgements" she state matterfactly.
I playfully rolled my eyes at my friend "Tana are you mad that Quinn isn't fucking you? I mean you guys did sleep together once when you and Brittany took that break last year." I teased.
Santana play fully rolled her eyes. "Girl Bye with that shit. It was once and I was fucking drunk for crying out loud"
Brittany wrapped her arms around Santana "Yeah, besides my name is the only one that is tattoo on her body." said Brittany give Santana a smack on the ass causing Santana to giggle "Well I hate to run. But um Brittany and I have somethings to talk about" she said as she grabbed Brittany's hand "Let me know what you guys decide." Santana yelled as they walked away.
"Okay I will Tana" I said as I shook my head "Bunch of freaks" I giggled to myself and headed back to the room. Once I went into Sam's room, and I noticed that Sam was already asleep
Puck left a note saying that he had to run and that mom got called into the office and will be back soon. Once I read the note. I went into the bathroom. I took the test and had to wait for five minutes for the results. Five minutes had came. I grabbed the stick and in big letters both test stated PREGNANT!
I sat on the floor Indian style, I took my hand and rubbed over my stomach and started to sob. A bunch of thoughts were running in my head. What's going to happen once word got out that I am pregnant with my brother's baby? How is mom going to react to this? Is a baby really worth all of this?" I heard a soft knock at the door knocking me out of my thoughts.
"Mercy are you in there" Sam Asked
"Yea baby I'm in here" I said trying to wipe my tears away.
Sam turned the doorknob and noticed I was on the floor and I was crying. I looked up to him "Sam you can't be walking by yourself" I wiped away some of my tears. Sam closed the door "I'm fine! I heard you crying. Are you okay?" he asked sitting next to me and hugged me close to him "I'm pregnant Sam" I said hugging him pulled my hair out of my face and said "It's okay baby. Puck and I decided to do our own comic book company together in L.A and he also told me about Shelby wanting to reform the Troubletones. So everything is going to work out baby."
I sadly smile trying to stay positive "Yeah but do you really think we can raise a baby with all of us living together? and what about what people are going to say especially mom?" I asked.
Sam sighed "Look lets try it out. If it doesn't work out we can get our own place in L.A. But either way I think going to L.A will be a fresh start. Away from our Dad and away from the judgmental assholes. and mom?! I think she will be thrilled to be having a grandchild" he stated matter factly. I started to play with his fingers "You sound like this is going to be easy."
Sam sighed as he cupped my face " Look, It's not going to be easy. But I don't care about what other people think Mercy. What matters is that I love you and you love me. and we created this beautiful life together." she said as he kissed me Softly " Besides we won't be in Lima long enough for them to run their pie hole. Because I can start this business with Puck and Lauren and you can do what you love to do which is singing."
Sam kissed me passionately " Besides whatever happens we will face this together."
I don't know what it was. But, those words were all I needed to hear. I grabbed his hands and kissed it "together forever" I said as I laid my forehead against his. He looked down at me and softly kissed me on my lips once more "Together forever baby" We sat there for thirty minutes just holding each other.
Sam's legs were falling asleep. So I got him up and walked him to the bed. He refused to let me go home, So I just crawled into bed with him. We fell asleep in each others arms. I don't know what was going to happen, once everyone finds out about my pregnancy. But I know that now that I got Sam by my side, its Him and I against the world. "Together Forever."
Well, there you go guys I hope you guys loved this chapter. It took me ten decades to write this. Up next is the epilogue chapter. I know that I wrote about the troubletones in "If I Was Your Boyfriend" But what can I say, I love the troubletones and I think they should have their own show and I always thought it would be cool for Spuck to go into business together. So please tell me what would like to happen for them. So please read and review. and ZeeJack I hope you love this chapter and thank you for your wonderful reviews and for being so supportive of both of my fan fics.
