A/n: I do not own Twilight!

So one of the reviews I got said this was "OMG terrible." which honestly I don't care if you "OMG" thought it was terrible because one you reviewed on the trailer not even the first chapter and you were too scared to login and sign your review. I know that I'm rusty but I'm not that rusty and this story was meant to fast-forward through those parts because I will rewind back to them in flashbacks for the present day. Everything will tie together in the end. Have a little faith in this story and in me as the writer:)

Love,

Halo.


Leah's P.O.V.

"Where is Jacob?" Sam asked me when I returned back to the reservation alone. I do not know how to break the news to them that Jacob doesn't want to return and that it's all my fault.

Flashback:

"I can't believe them Lee-Lee, they are overreacting to this whole situation. I mean the Cullens have proven themselves to be our friends and they have respected our treaty." Jake said to me as we sat on the beach watching the waves roll in. Over the past few months Jake and I have got super close especially the months when Bella was not around. Those were the best months because I didn't have to see her pale face every single day or hear her complain about how Edward didn't love her anymore.

"Jake, it is not that crazy. I mean you know us we like our traditions and we don't like change so we are all going to be a little hesitant at first but we'll come around...eventually." I told him the truth, us werewolves don't like change especially when it comes to our own imprinting on a half-breed monster.

"Leah, I don't care about stupid traditions. I don't care about what the pack thinks is best for me. I only care about Renesmee." was his stupid reply back to me which made my blood crawl when he said her name so sweetly and full of love. The truth is I have developed feelings for Jake since Bella left that day to Italy. He needed me and I was there for him and now he doesn't need me anymore but I need him.

"Jacob, don't imprint on her or else you will be making the biggest mistake of your life," I warned him, but I should have known that he would become upset. Within seconds he was on his feet waving his arms, screaming at me for saying that. "Jake, you need to find a girl that is around your age so they can share those feelings and deepen the bond with you. She is just a baby, there are plenty of other girls who are ready to fall in love with you right at this moment that you don't have to sit around and wait to grow up."

"Leah, you will never understand because you are a heartless human-being that will never be loved by anyone." those were the last words you spoke to me before you ran off to the stupid Cullens to confide in them about your predicament.

End of Flashback:

"I couldn't find him." I lied to Sam but honestly I don't care. They don't need to know that you turned me down once again and with what happened last time, I don't want to repeat history.

"Well you should head in for the night but we will keep a lookout for him on our patrol tonight." Sam said sweetly to me and I nodded my head in agreement. Alpha orders are alpha orders and with that said I turned in for the night.

I hope that Sam doesn't suspect anything fishy because I would be in big trouble if I was caught in a lie. Even though you're not here Jake, I will still protect you because I never wanted that to happen. I never wanted Sam to get mad at you for the words you said to me and I never wanted you to leave. Those words that you said to me were the truth and I was only mad because I couldn't handle the truth that no one will ever love me.

"So what really happened Lee-Lee?" Seth asked me when I got inside the house. Somehow he always knows when I'm lying and since he is my brother there is no reason for me to not trust him.

"He doesn't want to come back. I didn't tell him about Billy because I couldn't bring myself to it but I just hope that the Bloodsuckers don't find him and I'm not talking about the supposedly new "Leeches" that are after us, I'm talking about the Cullen clan." I told Seth the truth because he always keeps my secrets even if I don't always keep his.

Since our father passed away, we have become much closer than we were before and now we are pretty much inseparable. Sam even had to rotate our patrol schedules so we could patrol at the same time and have the same time off as well.

"You know Jake as soon as he sees her, he is sucked right back in. I can't believe that he doesn't want to come back home though." Seth said trying to cheer me up a bit because he knows that I fell for Jake.

"Yeah well if I see any of those Leeches step one foot on our land, I will kill every single one of them but I'll save Bella for last because she was the one who started all of this and she can't even own up to it." I said fuming mad at the thought of seeing any of the Cullens on our land.

Hate is a strong word but it doesn't even measure up to the hate that I have for all of them especially Bella. I mean the little brat child is one thing but Bella gave birth to her after she toyed both with Jake and Edward for years before she finally dumped Jake aside and gave birth to mutant child. Of course she couldn't stop causing mayhem there because that devil child sucked in Jake and made him imprint on her and caused the rift between the whole entire pack. Then now we have to deal with a new vampire clan after us for helping the Bloodsuckers kill that other vampire chick because they just couldn't do it themselves, they had to rely on wolves to back them up.

"Do you think Jake will ever fall out this love coma?" Seth asked me snapping me out of my thoughts of the Bella Cullen and her mutant child. Leave it Seth to find a way to bring me back to reality.

"Not unless we tell him about what really happened to Billy but even then he would have to one come back home and two he would have to believe us over those Leeches and that may never happen. Unless it happened in my dreams." I said honestly because I highly doubt that Jake would believe us over that devil child even if we were telling him the truth, he still wouldn't believe us because he gave up on us the day we walked away from the Cullens.


Review:) for those waiting for Jacob to confront Leah again, don't worry he is going to but not right away.