Hello(: So here I am sitting in front of the computer watching my little brothers roll around on the floor and fight. Little, obsessive me has just finished reading My One And Only by LissyGirl and oh my God, if you haven't read it you NEED to! I loved it! Right now, with my overactive imagination being bored, I have started talking to a certain imaginary Clearwater about this story, and how he feels about it. I'll let you see how our little convo is going(:

Me: Hehehehehe ^looks over at Seth and sighs^

Seth: Uhmmm…. Shouldn't we talk about the story?

Me: ^ogles at him^ Huh….? What story….?

Seth: The one your writing about me and Nessie!

Me: Nessie who? ^gets jealous^

Seth: Oh my God, Jani, snap out of it!

Me: ^dazed by his voice, leans against him^ Snap out of what, Seth?

Seth: ^backs away slowly^ Jani….

Me: Huh? OH! Whoops… ^smiles shyly^

Seth: Its okay ^smiles back and hugs me^

Nessie: ^Suddenly enters the room, burst into tears, and runs back out^

Seth: What's wrong with Ness?

Me: Oh, yeah! I'm supposed to be writing about how your helping her cope with Jacob's death, and how you guys might have a possible romance- if she gets over him.

Seth: ^raises his eyebrows, and a slow smile spreads across his face^ Can you write the story to where she gets over him for me?

Me: ^slaps Seth upside the head- HARD!^ Jeez, you are so insensitive!

Seth: Hey you typed up our convo to where I said that!

Me: ^pauses^ Oh, yeah… Aww, I'm sorry for hitting you, Seth. Here let me start writing the story now, and you go check on Ness.

Seth: Mkay, you do whatchya gotta do.

Me: ^starts to type up the chapter your about to read^ Enjoy!

SPOV

"Renesmee, you have to eat something," I told her. "At least drink some of the blood Carlisle gave you."

Poor Nessie hadn't eaten or drank anything in weeks, and it showed. Her already small frame seemed to fold in over itself, her eyes had purple, bruise- looking shadows beneath them, and her cheek bones were sunken in. It seemed as if she could break at any moment.

"I'm not hungry," she complained, her voice barely above a whisper.

She pushed her food away, and curled up on her side, snuggling deeper into the comforter on her bed. I couldn't stand to see her this sad. I felt as if something inside me was tugging at me to keep, trying to get her to get up, to do anything besides lay here in bed for another two months.

Yes, it had already been a two months since Jake's passing, but it still wasn't easy. He had been my best friend, my brother, and now I couldn't talk to him. I knew if I somehow could talk to him, he'd be telling me to do anything and everything I could to help Renesmee get through this. She had never been this upset. Not when she had found out about Bella and Jake's relationship when Bella was still human- ifyou could even call it a relationship- or when Edward had tried to keep her away from Jacob when her feelings toward Jake had first started to change from brotherly to more than that. Nothing had ever upset her more- and I could understand why now was different.

She had lost half of her life. A love that she would probably never have with anyone else. A friend that would always be there for her and understand everything with just one look at her face. I couldn't give up on her now- not when she needed to be able to have someone stable, someone she could be dependent upon- that wasn't in her immediate family.

In fact, Renesmee hadn't talked to Edward since the night Jake died. She said something about he didn't understand and would never understand the pain she was in because he would always have Bella.

The rest of her family was besides themselves and had no clue how to help her. Of course, Ness didn't help any when she yelled at them to get out of her room, to leave her alone, that she never wanted to see or talk to them ever again.

Jasper and Emmett were pissed that their one and only nice, their Renesmee, was so devastated. But not at her- no they could never be mad at her. Alice and Blondie had tried getting her to talk about her feelings, saying that it wasn't healthy to keep things bottled up inside. Recently, though, they had both stopped because, every time someone even mentioned Jacob's name, she'd burst into tears.

I was the only person she'd let in her room. I would try to start up a conversation, but mostly we just sat in silence. Sometimes, I'd sit on the bed next to her and hold her as she cried, but other times she'd be lost in her own thoughts and didn't even know I was there.

"Ness. . ." I whispered, "Please. . . No one can stand to see you this way. We all get that your heartbroken, but-"

She rolled over and looked at me as I spoke. The stoic expression on her face cut me off.

What happened to the Renesmee that was always happy and bubbly and always laughing and bouncing around? What happened to the girl who thought out how her every action, thought, and decision would affect everyone else before she did anything? What happened to the girl you could always count on to put a smile on your face after you had just gotten the very worst news of your life? What happened to the girl that I loved so much-

I stopped mid- thought.

The girl that I loved? What the hell! I mean, I had always thought of Ness a little more than I should, more than Jacob had always liked, but, since Renesmee had only had eyes for him, he'd let it go without saying much on the topic. But since when did a crush turn into love?

Renesmee saw my change in expression.

"What's the matter?" she asked quietly.

I just stared back at her, not knowing what to say or do.

"I- uh- gotta- air-" I said, fumbling over the words.

I rushed out of her room, and Edward was in my face within a second.

"Listen to me, Seth, you know that I don't mind you being around Renesmee to help her right now, but if you so much as touch a hair on her head, I will personally rip your head right off your shoulders!"

I was backed up against the wall with Edward in my face.

"You will not take advantage of my daughter when she is like this right now. You will not tell her of your feelings for her until she is completely over him. You better watch yourself, mutt."

He growled in my face and turned on his heel to stalk off to the main Cullen house.

Bella appeared out of nowhere.

"What was all of that about?" she asked, concerned.

"I- well- I mean- I-" I took a deep breathe and started again.

"I'm in love with Renesmee."

CLIFFHANGER! Ah, don't you just love them? Lol, the more reviews, the faster I update(; So, ReviewReviewReview! :D