2day was saterday so i wanted 2 hang out with cazandra but i coudlnt. i called her and waited 4 her 2 answer but when she did all i herd was "oh yes jasper yes fuk me harder" and i blushed and hung up.

i cried bcuz i wanted 2 give cazandra the luv she wanted from a person. i luved her more then jasper!

i cut my wrists but then washed it off bcuz i didnt want 2 die. i just wanted a new pain 2 worry bout insted of my borken heart.

i was so sad bout it that i went outside 2 take a walk. it was brite out and i was mad bcuz i hated sunlight. it made me feel like a vampire wich was cool but i wasnt a vmpire bcuz i didnt have the teeth and i thout blood was nasty.

i walked in2 a forest and saw a pack of wolfs eatin a ded body. i screamed and ran but the wolfs cout up 2 me and pinned me down. the wolf who pinned me was jacob.

"get off me u fucker!" i cried and he did and laughed at me. but when he saw my tears he ordred his wolfs 2 leave so it was just me and him in the forest.

i was mad and scared bcuz i didnt want 2 be with him. he was always triin 2 flirt wid me and i woud just punch him sometims.

he cuped my chin and looked in2 my eyes. i moved my head away and tried 2 run but he turned into a wolf and chaced me 2 my house. i slammed the door in his face and ran 2 my room.

"edward!" i shouted as i saw him in my room. he was lookin at my collechtin of black roses. i smiled bcuz it was better him den jacob.

"srry im here" he said givin me a sad look. i looked sadly at him and hugged him. he was shocked at first but then he hugged me back.

"its ok edward" i said. then he saw me start crying.

"whats rong" he asked.

"cazandra was havin sexx with jasper and i got sad bcuz she suppos 2 hang with me 2day" i told him as i cried.

he tuckd my long black hair behnd my ear and kissd my lips. i blushed and kissd back.

as he kissed me i could feel him get closr and felt a hotdg rub agenst me. i bet he was hungry bcuz i was wet from the rain that was outside after the sun went down and my clohs were stikin 2 my boobs. he pulled off his shrt and i pulled off mine. we jumped in2 bed and we took off our pants and other clothes. he stuck his hotdawg in2 my hutdawg bun nd began 2 pump hard.

"oh edward oh!" i shouted in plesur. he pushd th hotdog harder and harder until musterd kame out of boff of us.

afterwerds we put our cloths back on.

"brandy i will b back" he said with a smile and he left. i blushed.