WAHHH! This chapter was so hard to write!

IMPORTANT: Cussing is very heavy in this chapter and as usual, somethings may be offensive. I do not mean to be offensive but it happens sometimes.

Also, There are some spots where I break into a section that is purely about Kyoya and I am going to use page breaks to set them apart from the rest of the story... and then there are a few page breaks where the story does a time skip so yeah this is mostly so I don't get confused.

Anyway here it is!


"MY LIFE IS FUCKING OVER!" I was seething with rage at this point. Why? Well for one my internet connection was just lost and all the progress I made on my ONLINE game was gone! Forever! The other reason? Well school starts in about 30 minutes and I haven't slept for 38 hours. 'Today is already going great!' I was being a sarcastic bitch… towards myself.

"Well aren't you a ray of sunshine this morning?" Trina was smiling as usual with a cup of coffee half empty in her hands.

'Fucking morning person and ish like that…' I was really not in the mood this morning so I just shot her a death glare. Luckily she took the hint.

Due to my extremely bad mood, Trina decided to drive us today. When we arrived at school I simply got out of the car and headed to class, not even waiting on Trina. For some reason, everyone and their boyfriend decided to snicker at my appearance today. Well if they had a rough day/night and no sleep I'm sure they'd be wearing sweats too.

As I rounded the corner into the class room I saw Kyoya and Tamaki down the hall talking. 'Oh great! I completely forgot about the host club!' My head hit my desk with a loud thump. 'Kill me now please!' I couldn't stand the idea of cute boys seeing me scrubbin' or, more simply, I cared about what Kyoya thought. 'The douche probably hates me anyway… What's the point in trying?'

"WHY DOES THE UNIVERSE HATE ME?" I screamed to the ceiling with my fists clenched. I hadn't seen Tamaki and yes, you guessed it, Kyoya walk in so they saw my loss of control. I groaned and then my head hit the desk once more. I continued to hit the desk again… and again… and again… and again until the teacher came in and started the lesson. Low and behold I already learned this stuff too so I slipped in my earphones and I fell asleep.


When I finally woke up it was the end of the day. 'Why did no one wake me up?... Oh right…' I stood up from my desk and went towards the club room. I was in a better mood then before but my fuse was still very VERY short.

When I walked in Trina was going ga ga over Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum (the nicknames fit so well!) and the other hosts had ladies fawning over them as usual. I threw my bag into a corner and then went to sit with Kyoya.

"Nice of you to join us today Kimi." He was typing away on his laptop… again.

"Whatever." I was not ready to deal with his wit and smart-ass replies to everything so I walked over to Mori.

"Hey Mori-senpai. How was your day?" I knew he wouldn't talk back and that was the main reason he was the person I chose to interact with. Peace and quiet was what I wanted but I didn't want to leave the club completely. He looked down at me and his eyes seemed to smile. 'That's a little OOC…'

"Good."

'Wait a fucking minute! Did Mori-senpai just reply?' I was defiantly not expecting that! My mouth was wide open and I was staring at him hardcore. 'There is something wrong with him. He is way too OOC!' I erased all sense of surprise off my face and then proceeded to put my hand to his forehead. "Mori-senpai are you feeling okay? Are you sick?" I was genuinely worried for my gentle giant friend.

He blushed slightly and I did too before quickly removing my hand. "Sorry… It wasn't my place to do that, please accept my apology." I was babbling now. I was never good at these types of things.

"It's fine." I sat back down beside him. An awkward silence ensued soon after and I decided to stuff my face with cake to hide my very apparent embarrassment.


Kyoya watched from afar at what just happened. That was unacceptable. He heard a crack and then looked down. He had snapped his favorite ink pen in half. He silently scowled at himself for letting himself show his disdain for the love birds behavior. The thought of Mori and Kimi being together seemed to boil his blood. But he knew just as well as anyone else that he would not gain a single thing from having a relationship with her. He needed to focus. He needed to stay away from her.


I sat thinking about what I missed in class until I heard Tamaki's loud, annoying voice.

"My apologies ladies, but I have to make a very important announcement. This Friday we will be having a party." After I heard that I zoned out. I, Kimiko Williams, despised formal dances with every bone in my body. The fancy dresses were enough to turn me off but then the whole waltzing thing really made me sick. I mean I never learned how to waltz. Knowing Kyoya would make me attend I sighed in defeat, leaned back on the couch, crossed my arms over my chest and waited for the baka king to shut up.

Surprisingly he was done sooner than I thought. (That was because club hours ended cutting his speech short.) I stood from my seat beside Mori and walked over to Tamaki.

"Hey Tamaki, can I speak with you over there for a sec?" I really didn't want anyone else to hear what I was about to say to him; It was kind of embarrassing.

"Of course, anything for one of my darling daughters." He locked arms with me and we walked over to the far corner out of everyone's earshot.

"Well… um I huh Ikindadon'tknowhowtowaltz." I let out the breath I was holding and looked at him waiting for his reply. He just stood there for a second and then blinked before asking me to repeat myself. "I, Kimi, do not know how to waltz."

His face fell into a frown and then he grabbed onto me and spun me around. "I will teach you how to waltz! You will be the best at the party by the time I am through with you!" We stopped spinning and I hugged him tight.

"Oh thank you so much!" I was elated. My father would be proud of me finally learning how to waltz. I couldn't wait to tell him.

"Can we start now? If I only have a week I need all the practice I can get." I looked at him with my grey eyes pleading for him to say yes. My sour mood was long gone and I even mustered up a shy smile to go along with the puppy eyes.

"WAHHH! Don't make daddy feel bad Kimi! Daddy has things to do." My face fell and I started to sulk. "But Mommy will stay here and help you! Isn't that right Mommy?" Tamaki was looking over at Kyoya with his puppy eyes.

"I am also busy. I have the clubs party finances to go over." He pushed up his glasses and the glare made me flinch. It seemed more menacing than usual.

"Takashi will help Kimi-chan!" Honey had bounced up to us at some point and was now pointing at Mori who looked slightly surprised before nodding his head indicating that he'd help.

"Good! Now Mori-senpai take good care of my daughter!" Tamaki was walking out the door dragging Haruhi along and talking about her needing lessons as well. Trina and the twins slithered out followed buy Honey-senpai. That just left Kyoya, Mori and I. For some reason the air got thick with tension and I started shifting from the uncomfortable feeling.

"Well um, Mori-senpai, we should get started. See you tomorrow Kyoya." I grabbed Mori's hand and pulled him over to the music player. I didn't know how to work it so he took over.


Kyoya picked up his things and walked out the door. He hated leaving them alone but it had to be done. He needed to focus and this was going to help him.

Or so he thought.


'I know Mori-senpai is great but I wish Kyoya would've stayed… WAIT… what? Kimi you are supposed to forget about your feelings for him. Stay focused on the lessons right now or you'll…' My thoughts were cut short by Mori grunting in slight discomfort. I had crushed his foot… again.

Mori grabbed me by my waist and we started again. This was the sixth or seventh time we had to start over due to my failing epically. I know I stepped on his toes at least a million times. I looked up at him and smiled apologetically. He just stared into my eyes. It looked like he was searching my sole. I adverted my gaze and blushed. 'I feel awful. Blushing like this with Mori-senpai after I was just thinking of Kyoya.' I sighed and then stopped dancing. I looked up at Mori and smiled.

"Thanks for helping me but I think that is enough for today. I'll see you tomorrow Mori-senpai." I grabbed my things and started walking out of the room. He jogged up to me and walked beside me all the way to his limo. That's when I remembered Trina took the car home.

"Um I hate to ask this but could you um drop me by my house? Trina took the car and I forgot my cell at home this morning." I scratched the back of my head nervously.

"Sure." His driver opened the door for me and I slid in with Mori right behind me.

During the whole car ride I sat there thinking about my fucked up emotions. 'So do I like Kyoya or Mori-senpai or maybe… both?' Honesty I only knew them for a short time so I decided that I had a crush and nothing more. I needed to get to know them better before I considered any other feelings and what they meant. Knowing what I did though, getting to know them would be difficult. Neither talked much about personal things. Heck, one didn't talk at all!

After a few moments we arrived at my apartment and I hugged Mori before exiting the car. "Thanks for the ride Mori-senpai! I'll see ya tomorrow mon ami!" I waved as the limo drove off leaving me in front of the apartment complex.


Well the week went by extremely fast and now it was Friday. The dance was only a few hours away and Trina and I both were sitting in front of the TV. We were watching Fullmetal Alchemist and were completely oblivious to the time. Until and certain person called Trina's cell phone.

"Hello?" I paused the dvd player so she could have all her attention on the phone call. Aren't I the sweetest?

"Hey Koaru what's up?"

'Ooh la la I am going to harass the shit out of her!'

"WHAT?! Is it really that late? Yeah, yeah we will be there A.S.A.P." She hung up and flung herself down the hall to her room. I walked in a saw what she was doing. The poor girl looked like she was swimming in her clothes.

"You like Kaoru don't you Trina?" I smiled like SpongeBob when he asked Squidward if he liked krabby patties. Yes, it was creepy buy she laughed anyway.

"Wha… what would make you say that?" Her voice cracked and her face turned red.

I glomped her and squealed into her ear. "HOW CUTE OMG THIS IS GREAT! I personally think you two would make a cute couple"

Her blush darkened, if that's even possible, and she smiled shyly at me. "You really think so?"

I slung my head back and laughed before going to my own room and tried to find a dress to wear. 'How adorable! Ma cousine a un copain!'**

After looking through my small formal wardrobe, I chose to wear a simple black dress. Big Shock! It was knee length and made of a flowy, silk like material. It hugged my curves perfectly and flowed freely and lightly through the breeze. It was cute none the less. I couldn't wear heels though so I settled on a new pair of converse I had in the top of my closet waiting for a special occasion such as this.

I left my hair wavy and added a small black bow just to add some accessory. For once I actually put on makeup too! It was light mascara and lip gloss but that is still more than what I normally wear.

I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. 'Simple but elegant, I like it!' I walked out of my room and almost ran into Trina. She looked spectacular! Her deep forest green ball gown fit her perfectly and her hair was up is a bun with a few strands loose and curled. 'What a little show off… tryna' look good for Kaoru I bet.'

I decided to call Mr. Ichiwa and ask if he would drop us off at school in the limo. We did after all want to look fancy shmancy and arrive in style. He agreed and soon he was right in front of our apartment.

"Ladies you look gorgeous! I hope the boys don't try anything." He chuckled at his own joke and I joined in too but Miss Worry-wart Trina started freaking out.

"Calm down Trina," I put my hand on her shoulder trying to calm her down, "he was just kidding, it was a compliment."

She smiled sheepishly at me before getting into the limo and I followed right behind her.

We arrived at the school earlier than most guests in order to help with any last minute details. I walked up to the group and greeted them in my most stereotypical high class British accent I could muster. "Hello, you all look quite lovely in your designer suits." The twins busted out laughing and were on the floor before I could blink. I continued using my accent. "What do you think is so funny? It is not polite to laugh at a maiden such as myself." They were in tears now and so was I. In fact I think everyone except Kyoya was laughing. Even Mori chuckled a little bit!

I stood up and wiped a tear from my eye. I looked over at Kyoya and sauntered over to him. "Kyoya! Why didn't you laugh? That was funny?" I pouted a little trying to get a reaction out of him.

He pushed up his glasses and glared down at me. "I personally found it insulting and very unprofessional. I advise you to stop doing that awful accent and go help Honey-senpai put out the cakes before he eats them all."

I stood there stupefied. Kyoya was being an ass and to think I thought I liked this guy! HA! "Well fuck you too!" I stomped away and felt tears prick my eyes. I fought them as hard as I could. There was no way in hell I'd let him see me cry.


Kyoya knew he fucked up. He didn't want her to hate him but he didn't know of any other way to get her out of his head. He needed her to hate him. It was the only way. But he hated seeing her obviously upset. He wanted to hold her and comfort her, not hurt her. He sighed and continued working on the decorations. He needed a distraction.


The party was in full swing now and it was announced that a lucky girl would get a kiss from Tamaki, on the cheek but a kiss none the less, and all the girls were going crazy. I on the other hand leaned against a pillar waiting for this night to be over. Trina was dancing with Koaru again and that left me here… alone… awkwardly standing. I sighed and looked around trying to find someone to talk to. My eyes landed on Haruhi so I decided to go talk to her.

As I was about to talk to her a girl whose name was Kanako(?) asked her to dance. Before they even got onto the dance floor both Haruhi and I were picked up and dragged to a classroom.

"What the heck man?" I looked up at Mori who had nabbed me.

"Well Kimi, we have a plan. Princess Kanako isn't happy and we are going to fix that!" Tamaki was dancing around being dramatic as ever.

"Okay so what does that have to deal with me?" I was not aware of this until now so I was obviously not involved.

"I'm glad you asked my darling daughter! Well this is a club event so you and Trina are included! That's what you wanted right?" He looked at me questioningly and I shrugged.

"Yeah I guess… But Trina isn't even in here."

"She's here." I looked up to see Hikaru scowling at the ground.

'That could only mean one thing. Trina and Kaoru are getting it on!' I chuckled and he snapped out of it before glaring at me. I quickly apologized and then sat in a chair while Honey explained the full plan to me. It was really sweet and romantic!

Haruhi walked out of the door to fulfill her part of the quest to aid the love of two destined to be together. My fangirl wheels in my mind were turning at an incredible speed and I wasn't aware that everyone left until Kyoya cleared his throat to get my attention.

'I really don't want to deal with him right now… He hurt my feewings!' I looked down at my feet and walked out the door, him walking beside me.

"You look beautiful tonight Kimi." He spoke and a chill went down my spine.

"Thanks Kyoya, you don't look half bad yourself." I blushed and kept my eyes glued on the ground. The tiles looked really good soaked in the moonlight that came from outside the windows. I sighed. I had to ask him. "Why were you so mean to me earlier? I didn't do anything." I still didn't look at him.

He sighed and looked at my head that was still hung down. "I can't explain it."

That aggravated me and I stopped walking. I really wanted to get to know him but he wasn't letting me. This is way more frustrating than I thought it would be. I clenched my fists and grabbed part of my dress in the process. I was about to cry again. Not out of sadness but out of frustration. I have never failed at anything and this ass-hole was not about to become my first.

I took deep breaths and then started walking again. We had to be out on the balconies in a few minutes so we could unveil the winner of the kiss on the cheek.


Kyoya hated himself right now. He didn't want any of this to happen. It wasn't supposed to happen to him. He was not supposed to get distracted by a girl. He knew she was different. Kyoya knew that he would either have to let her in eventually or break her heart. He honestly didn't want either one. He walked back to the balconies only a few paces behind Kimi. He needed to figure this out soon.


I was lost in my thoughts and when I came back to reality I saw Kanako and that tea pot boy dancing. They are a cute couple. I smiled and blushed. 'I want that. I want someone to hold me like that. I want to be loved… Kimi! You know you can't let your guard down! Not after what happened with Alex!' I let out an audible sigh. My self-conscious was right.

I looked back out and they stopped dancing because the twins were announcing the winner of the "passionate kiss on the check" from the host club King. But at the last moment the twins said that Haruhi would be filling in for Tamaki. I let out an audible laugh gaining questioning looks from the hosts around me.

"What if this is Haruhi's first kiss?" One of the twins poke up and then next thing I know Tamaki is running down the stairs. Unfortunately there is a random ass banana peel on the step and he ends up pushing Haruhi. I gasped.

"I would be mortified if I lost my first kiss to a girl!" My statement drew the attention of the hosts around me once more. They looked at me questioningly.

Honey looked at me and smiled cutely. "So you haven't had your first kiss yet Kimi-chan?"

I blushed. "No I haven't… I um never have any luck when it comes to boys. Haha" I looked down at the ground silently and heard the twins laugh then wrap their arms around me.

"It's okay Kimi. We'll share with you!" I gagged a little and then quickly said no thanks. 'That's for you Trina! Get you some!'

"Kimi-chan! Have you ever had a boyfriend?" Honey was being a little bit intrusive but I didn't want to put up a fight.

"Yeah," my hands clenched automatically, "his name was Alex and he broke my heart into a million pieces. I'm just glad I didn't do anything I would regret with him, ya know?" It felt good finally telling someone other than Trina about my fucked up ex.

"That's good right Takashi?" Honey had climbed onto Mori's shoulders at some point.

"Yeah." Mori smiled with his eyes down at me and I smiled back with a light pink dusting my cheeks.


A pair of spectacle covered eyes glared at the two. His feelings weren't going away even after pushing her away the best he could. He didn't know what to do. But he did know one thing, he was getting really annoyed. Who did Mori-senpai think he was? He couldn't just come in here and take Kimi away. No, not from Kyoya Ootori! Kyoya had made up his mind. No one was going to have Kimi because he was going to have her. There were no ifs, ands, or butts about it. These emotions weren't going away so he had to deal with them.


**Ma cousine a un copain. - My cousin has a boyfriend. 3

I really hoped you enjoyed this. Kyoya is OOC again and I apologize. Looking back on this chapter it is poo in my opinion!

An author who writes such trash should not continue to live~

Pardon my dramatics, anyway review, fave, fallow if you want! Everything is VERY much appreciated.

Have a Mary-Suetastic day mon ami!